(Thanks to Wicked woman for a proofread. Any errors remain mine)
"Darling, Jim wants me to go to his place tonight and discuss sex."
My dear wife Cassie sure knew how to get my attention.
"Why?" I asked, curious but cautious.
"Well, you know how Jim likes to read stories on Literotica, just like we do? He's decided that it is time for him to write a story for the site, and someone suggested he needed to do research into what women really think about sex."
I had so many questions, but started with one.
"Why you?"
"Since his divorce, Jim hasn't really dated much. A few "safety dates" with friends to functions, but nothing romantic. I guess he figures that at least part of the reason he divorced Lorna is that he never really understood how her mind worked."
"And you're the only woman he knows?" I tried to keep my tone playful.
Cassie chuckled, then blushed slightly.
"Jim told me that he thinks he needs to write a Loving Wives tale for Literotica, to shake loose of the sex demons that have plagued him since Lorna left him. For that reason, he wanted to talk to a happily married woman, and I guess I'm the only one of those he knows who is aware of his interest in Literotica."
Jim had accidentally let that slip out during one of the many nights he spent over at our place after Lorna left, drowning his tears in my good scotch, and my finest bourbon. Sobbing as he answered a question from Cassie about why Lorna had left, he had confessed that she had walked in on him masturbating while reading online sex stories.
He had been instantly mortified by this confession, until Cassie had laughed and shared with him that we both loved spicing things up with regular visits to our favourite story site.
"If Lorna had any sense, she would have just slipped into the room, fallen to her knees and given you a blow job while you finished the story," Cassie had suggested. "Or maybe climbed up on your lap and bounced up and down while you both read. That's one of Rob and my favourite things to do in the morning while we wait for the coffee to brew."
"Well, she didn't do either of those. She screamed at me, called me a perv, and stormed out."
"What sort of story were you reading?" I had asked. "Incest or BDSM or something out there?"
"Rob, that's pretty personal," Cassie had interjected.
"No, I don't mind telling you guys. It was a Loving Wives story - a couple swapping with their best friends. Not that I think she looked closely enough to notice. I think it was the fact she saw my hard cock in my fist that got her attention more than what was on the screen."
"Maybe she should have been more used to seeing your hard cock," Cassie had mused, while my mind was busy thinking that swapping stories likely got better reception in the Group Sex category. "I know how much I love looking at Rob's, including watching him jerk off. The way it swells is fascinating. I can't help but lick my lips every time Rob's slit starts gaping open, and especially when a droplet of fluid appears, I always want to lick it clean."
Cassie had not blushed even a bit as she had shared the intimate details of her sexual longings with my oldest friend.
"Well, Lorna isn't like you," Jim had responded.
"Too bad," I had added to the conversation, which soon had veered off in another direction.
That had been six months ago, and in the time since, Jim had continued to visit regularly, and often the three of us had compared notes on the latest postings on Literotica. I thought Jim's obsession with Loving Wives stories was perhaps unhealthy, and tried to steer him towards erotic couplings, or some more exotic category. So many sad sack broken ex-husbands showed up as trolls in the story comments on Literotica. I did not want Jim going down that road.
Cassie's contribution had been to try fixing Jim up with a few of her single and divorced friends, avoiding his "too soon" objections by just inviting them over when we knew Jim would be over. However, nothing had ever come of Cassie's efforts. Maybe, she realized, it really was too soon, and Jim needed to get over Lorna before he could move on.
So it made sense when Cassie explained to me that when Jim expressed interest in writing a Loving Wives tale for Literotica, Cassie was pleased. She knew the risks - the vicious trolls of that category could shatter Jim's already fragile ego, or, even worse, the very act of trying to exorcise the demons left behind by Lorna might launch Jim deep into a pit of despair. So when Jim invited Cassie to be part of his writing process, she felt obligated to agree, if only to try to steer Jim along a healthy path, perhaps one that led to a happy ending with one of Cassie's friends - though if Jim hooked up with a woman of his own choosing, that would do just as well.
"And it's not like the three of us don't talk about sex all the time." Cassie concluded. "Ever since we shared our love for Literotica, that has become our default subject."
"Well, you aren't interested in sports, so if Jim and I chat basketball, you'd be bored to tears. But somehow it's different, thinking about you and Jim, talking sex without me."
I did not add 'especially over at his place', though I thought it. I was unsure why that made me uneasy.
Jim was important to me, closer than a blood relative, and rehabilitating him had become very important to Cassie. I could not deny her the opportunity to help him and could not even risk spoiling it by expressing misgivings. In addition, saying anything would be such an atypical display of jealousy that Cassie might feel like I did not trust her. And we had always been secure in our mutual trust, and love. Saying 'don't do this' was out of the question. But, for some reason, that was the urge that I had to resist. Those were the words that flashed through my brain.
"Jim just wants a woman's perspective for his story, honey." Cassie tried again to reassure me.
This time, I wanted to ask 'can't he just email you a draft to comment on?' or 'why not just chat on the phone?' but these felt like things a desperate and insecure husband might say, and I was not that guy.
It was as if Cassie could read my mind.
"Jim was willing to do it over the computer, but I told him that I might need a glass or two of wine to relax to really be comfortable talking sex alone with a guy other than my hubby. A computer chair is way too structured for that mood. Jim has that nice comfy couch in front of his real wood fireplace. That should set the atmosphere just right, don't you think so?"
'Just right for what - a seduction?' I wanted to ask, but did not, because I had nothing to fear. Cassie might enjoy banter with Jim, and clearly enjoyed being able to share our mutual passion for erotica with him, but she was one hundred percent faithful to me.
So why then did doubt creep in? And just who did I fear would seduce whom? Jim was in no shape to make a move on any woman, especially a happily married friend whose hubby happened to be his best buddy.
Which left the possibility that maybe my trust in Cassie was not as solid as I would like to believe it was. In that moment, I knew that this was what I would be preoccupied with the whole time she was at Jim's. I also quickly figured out that no matter how much I trusted her, I knew that accidents happen, and that wine, a fire, a couch, maybe some soft music, could easily result in the unexpected.
Still, expressing doubt would be a first in my relationship with Cassie, so that was not a place I wanted to go.
So what I said was, "I hope that you can be a great inspiration for him, and that writing the story will allow him to finally move past Lorna. I know that you have lots of friends who would be great matches for Jim."
Cassie rewarded me with her most dazzling grin, then went to serve out our meal. Dinner passed just like any other night, gossip about our jobs, discussion of the news of the day, comparing ideas about what to plant in the spring, if spring ever came.
As I watched Cassie's tongue sensuously lick her ice cream spoon clean, I said, "You go get ready, I'll clean the kitchen."
That earned me an even brighter smile. I admired Cassie's ass as she pranced out of the room up towards the bedroom suite. For what may have been the thousandth time, I congratulated myself on marrying a woman who was smart, funny, passionate, and still kept in terrific shape.
Clattering crockery and running water for the dishes almost spared me wondering why Cassie felt she had to shower before heading over to Jim's place.
I got barely a glance at her as she dashed back into the kitchen just as I put the last fork in the drawer, planting a firm kiss on my cheek. The scent of her best perfume filled the room.
Cassie was dressed quite conservatively, like she might if going for a glass of wine with a lady friend, not dolled up for a date. She wore slacks and a sweater that flattered her figure without flaunting the firmness of her pert breasts or the perfect curves of her ass.