I've known since before we were married that my wife did not intend to even try to be faithful. She had told me straight out that she was not a one-man woman. She also let me know how much she liked oral sex and said she would not be willing to limit herself to only having oral sex with me. She said she intended to have a collection of 'friends with benefits' and would suck whomever she felt like sucking, and I either had to be able to handle that or we needed to go separate ways.
She said she fantasized often about having sex with others, and could not be exclusive, could not live a life without sexual variety. She even told me who she'd like to be oral with, who she'd want to fuck, identifying at least two men she wanted to get and give oral sex to, and she told me about the others she intended to have sex with, explaining what she saw in them that she wanted. "I don't want to be cruel, but I need you to be able to accept my having sex with other people," she said. "I need to have other dicks in me other than just yours."
At first I simply declined to marry someone who couldn't be faithful. I couldn't imagine just sitting back and letting my wife fuck whoever she felt like having sex with. However, I couldn't get her out of my mind. Besides wanting to fuck other men, she was who and what I wanted, and I couldn't let her go. I spent a lot of time thinking about it what she had said, going over it in my mind, and reflecting on whether I could handle that. Would I be able to sit home and wait for her while I knew she was screwing and being screwed by many others, knowing her mouth was around other men's cocks. When I finally came to the conclusion that I wanted her for a wife more than I wanted anyone else, more than I needed her to be exclusive, I decided it may not be so bad if I had her sexuality at least part of the time, if I could learn to enjoy her pleasure even if it was coming from others.
The first one she told me about was Jake, one of her friends from college, who she said had a girlfriend and a couple of intimate "friends" on the side. Jake was a person she said she could get or give head to day or night, twenty-four hours a day, any day of the week. "He's got the nicest cock I've ever sucked, period, and he gives head like no one else. I love the feel of his lips on my pussy."
At first I didn't like hearing about her collection of other "friends", but eventually, after hearing about dozens of them, I began to enjoy hearing about her time with the others. She openly said she loved the way Jake ate pussy. "He has the best lips and tongue I've ever felt," she said once. She was so open about it that it was disarming. "If I had to live with just one person, it would be Jake," she bragged at one point, saying that he could eat her so well it may just keep her home.
When I first met Jake I didn't hate him, in fact, even as I tried to dislike him, there was something about him I had to like. His unbreakable confidence, his manly manner, and his friendly demeanor, I just couldn't hate. As I looked at him, however, I constantly imagined seeing him eating my wife's pussy and sending her into fits of joy. Strangely, however, I began to like thinking about that, picturing it in my mind of her sucking him, or being fucked by him or one of her others and it was a mental picture I began to enjoy. I didn't want to watch her have sex with them, that wasn't my goal, but I did begin to enjoy thinking about her doing it and I began to constantly picture her in sexual situations.
As it turned out, Tuesday night was her night with Anthony and I waited up eagerly to hear about her time with him. He liked anal sex, so she'd tell me all about what they would do, how he liked to kiss and caress her rear before he worked himself into her, applying Astroglide to her puckered backside and ease himself in, slowly and gently, as far as he could. She said he reserved her anus for himself, asking her to promise and no one else, and eventually she agreed. She told him she would keep that for him, and she told her other lovers her ass was off limits. She made it clear that they could do anything to her but she wanted her bottom for Anthony and Anthony alone.
One of her lovers, Brian, only fucks married women. He has a group of six women that he's with on a regular basis, saying married women are more grateful to a lover than single ones. He beds a college professor in New England, the wife of a politician on the west coast of California, a writer in Vermont, a stay-at-home mom with five kids in Minnesota, a kindergarten teacher in Texas, and business woman in Florida. Brian travels the country, sleeping with these women and giving them whatever it is their husbands do not.
One of Claire's lovers is from Nigeria, and she says 'no one makes love like a black man,' maintaining that as far as size, staying power, and ability to give pleasure she's never had a lover more gifted than her African lover. She makes sure she's with him at least once every month, saying she could miss being with any of them but not Manuel. He is, she says, very special.
I said I didn't want to watch her with any of them, but there is one I have watched her with, and that is Juan. He is an exhibitionist and loves to show off his sexual skills, so she asks me to watch as he fucks her, usually at our house. The first time I saw them perform for me it was at a hotel in Puerto Rico and he fucked her from the rear, kneeling behind her and filling her pussy with his Caribbean cock, repeatedly ramming into her with lightning speed. He wants to fuck her, then turn around and have her drink his cum and swallow all he has. Juan typically has his lovers have sex in public, although with Claire he likes that I have agreed to watch him have sex with her.