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Any spelling mistakes must be the checker, the Grammar and Punctuation are all mine, sorry, I know I'm not great at it.

Amy and I, that's my wife and I'm Dan, we've been married for 6 years, we're both 29 and enjoying life, we have started on the housing ladder, just. We had a loan from Amy's parents to help us get the deposit for the mortgage on the little 2 bedroom middle of terrace home she had set her heart on, it needed a lot of work to bring it up to the standard that Amy saw in her mind.

I didn't mind, I work with my hands and can do most things in a house, so it was only a few things that I had to get someone else in to do, it was taking time but it was clean and it was no hardship to live in.

Amy works at an insurance company, in the office, she's been there for the last 3 years and loves it.

Like any large business, clicks form, her click was all women that worked on the same floor, I'd met them on lots of occasions, pub quizzes, trips to the bowling alley, the theatre and this last year BBQ's at their homes.

They were all in either a permanent relationship or married, the men were from all sorts of backgrounds, 1 like me worked with his hands but the others were office, or salesmen of one description or another.

There were 12 of us that were the base of the click, sometimes another couple or 2 would join us for an event, but it was really only the 12 of us that did everything.

Amy and I had hosted a dinner party this Saturday night, it was fun and it appeared that everyone was in good form and the jokes were coming thick and fast the whole night, when the others had gone home I insisted that Amy went up and did her bathroom thing, it was never a 2 minute event, taking the makeup off and putting creams to help her skin look as good as it does takes time, I'd been told that more than once.

I cleared up downstairs, filled the dishwasher and set it off. I left the vacuuming until the morning.

When I got to the bedroom Amy was waiting for me, she hadn't taken off her makeup, she had redone it, changed the pale pink of the evening for the bright red that she knew I loved her wearing, we both knew that if she had it on at any time of the day she would be practising her orally skills on me, and with the little pushup bra and string panties she had on I felt such a lucky man, Amy proved her oral skills hadn't failed in the last month since she had practised it.

I made love to her, it was slow and I made sure that Amy enjoyed her time as well as my own, it wasn't a quickie that we had sometimes, but time didn't come into it that night.

Spent, in both ways, we were lying there cuddling, Amy had always told me that was as important to her as the act of making love was to her.

I was on my side, Amy was laying on my left arm, as she held my hand, and she placed it on her right boob, she normally held it away to stop me teasing her nipple, she put her leg over mine which opened her up to me. "Play with me." That was the first time in years that she had asked that after we had had sex, I reached over and did as she asked with pleasure, it didn't take long before Amy was moaning and growling in her race to cum again.

I had risen between her butt cheeks but it was never going to deliver again that night and I knew it, but it pleased me as much as it seemed to please her.

Amy rolled, moved herself to look at me, kissed me deeply and breathed a big sigh of satisfaction.

"Dan that was fun. What a great way to end a great night," she fell silent for a while.

"What did you make of Linda's dress?"

I laughed. "Was that a dress? I thought it was the leftovers from something else she had made."

Amy sniggered. " yer, it was a bit short."

"Short, short, it was near to nothing, I could see her panties, she didn't have to bend over to show me what she was hardly wearing," I grinned.

"Every breath she took all night, I was expecting a boob to pop out."

I was drifting off to sleep, but her next question woke me up.

"If you could, who ... which one of them would you sleep with?"

Fuck, that's a tricky question to think about let alone voice to your wife.

"What at the table tonight?" I was playing for time to think.

"Yes, which one?"

"Oh that's easy, the one I sleep with every night, why would I want to sleep with anyone else?" I was thinking that had to be a great answer.

"No, seriously, which one of the others would you like to?"

This was getting a bit silly, odd and downright dangerous to my way of thinking.

"Ok, let's take each in turn, Linda, okay she has a body that looks good, she keeps it in shape, but I don't like the way she shows it off, pushes it at me and every other man in the room, so not her.

Trudy is great to talk to, we can talk about music, but probably not much else, so a no.

Kate, bit too thin for me, not saying she's not a fine looking woman, but she doesn't do it for me.

Jenny? Bit too big for me, same as Kate really, just not my type.

Di, I can't look at her and not laugh at her hairstyle, I know it changes every time I see her, but it's just always so outrageous, I couldn't be on top of her without laughing, she's like every one of them great as a friend, but take to bed, not going to happen, you are my wife and I made my choice and can't see that every changing, you lady, are stuck with me for life." I was thankful that Amy couldn't see my face, talk about dodging a bullet. Of course I'd thought about each of them, but it was only in a passing dream, I would never say it out loud, never do anything that would upset Amy, and not with one of her friends that's for sure.

I thought I'd put it on her. "So which one of the boys for you then?"

"Oh that's an easy one, any of them, I could see them in my bed."

What the? Did she just say that?

"But it wouldn't happen, not unless you were with one of the girls, so like you said that's not going to happen is it."

My mind was asking what had just taken place when Amy kissed me and said good night.

I lay there wondering what was going on in her mind, looking back, how stupid was I....

It must have been 2 months later that at one of our get togethers while we were all sat at the table enjoying a glass of wine that I think it was Linda who asked the question.

"I don't know about you, but how about we all do something for Christmas? Rent a big house and have a couple of days just partying and having fun, not do the family thing for a change, who's up for it?"

That started the conversation about, who, where, when. It wasn't long before a menu was being planned and dates were being compared.

Again looking back it had all been planned by the girls before us men knew that it was on offer.

Christmas came, the night before Christmas Eve saw 10 of us in the house getting ready, Kate and Teddy would be joining us the next afternoon.

The place had been decked out by the owners before we got there so little extra had to be done, the girls were all busy doing things, things that left us boys having a beer waiting to be told what we had to do, a simple meal was cooked and washed up before we sat and chatted, the radio was playing music in the background, it was very relaxing.

We all went up at the same time, I didn't know about the others but Amy sure showed me how happy she was, let's say she blew my mind, know what I mean?

The next morning, Christmas Eve, it was the last things that the girls wanted, in the afternoon we went for a walk in the countryside, cold but dry.

The 12 of us sat to eat a light meal, tomorrow it was going to be a big spread. We played silly games, silly jokes were the order of the night, bed brought me and Amy in the 69 position, to completion for the pair of us, full sex was for tomorrow night I was told, Amy had some new underwear for tomorrow night. I tried, but she wouldn't budge, to see it or have it.

Christmas morning saw 6 very happy women, lots of giggles and jokes, we could hear others last night, some were well into it by the sounds that were coming out of several rooms.

We went for another walk leaving the turkey cooking. When we got back the girls had the last things to cook on the go and went to change, us boys had been sent up when we got home before we started on the beer the girls joked, we didn't drink a lot, but it was Christmas.

The girls must have arranged it, they came down as a group.

I think it was 6 males who had watched 6 sexy women dressed to kill come into the lounge.

"Well where's the bubbly?" Amy asked.

When the timers went off the girls went and served it into bowls and put it on the table.

"That's it, you boys can do everything from now on, you serve us, you clean it up, we are on strike until tomorrow." Di said to loud cheers from the other girls, us boys smiled and nodded.

Tim and Boo, Bobo, ended up cutting the meat and plating it up, Ian and Teddy served the vegetables, for some reason I pulled the short straw by the look of it as I served the wine, Mark didn't move to help me so I let it ride, he could do the coffees later I was thinking.

Oh the meal was great, to be with friends we could let our hair down more than with family.

Why I noticed I couldn't figure, but I did, Mark was eating one handed, he was sat next to Amy, we had mixed couples to make the conversation slightly different from normal.

It was as I was refilling the wine glasses of Amy and Linda that I saw Mark's hand was on the top of Amy's leg, I saw red and spilt some wine on his trousers.

I apologised to him for being so clumsy, I said that he had better clean it up a bit in the kitchen, I went to help, I more or less dragged him to the kitchen behind me, when we got in there I wet a tea towel and threw it at him, he knew I wasn't happy by how wet it was as it hit him in the face.

"I'm not happy, I don't want you groping Amy like that, keep your hands to yourself, I don't go around feeling up Linda do I." I turned to get back to the table. Linda was standing in the doorway.

"I wouldn't mind you having a feel Dan, it's only a bit of fun, lighten up it's Christmas."

I followed her back to the table, Amy gave me a questioning look, I shook my head.

Mark came back not long after, he had changed his trousers.

I noted both his hands were on view as he talked and joked with the table in general, I wasn't happy inside, but tried to not show it.

Later the music was back on and the girls wanted to dance, I'm not much of a dancer and did my best if I was dragged out to dance but I did my best not to dance at all, everyone was swapping partners every few tunes, the sprites were being passed around, and as per usual my dancing became better, it was in my head.

I'm not sure when it crossed my mind that Mark was kissing Trudy, Tim was doing the same thing with Di, and then Linda was kissing me, this kissing wasn't 'under the mistletoe' type kissing, it was with passion, then I saw Mark, with Trudy was in a 3 way kiss with Amy.

Linda was doing her best to keep my back towards Amy, but I saw.

Time stood still, as couple after couple went upstairs, but I was on my back on the sofa with Linda doing her best to suck my penis out of my mouth it seemed.

As she came up for air Trudy asked if she could join in, Linda moved aside and kissed her, they were on each side of me and were holding me down.

"It's fine Dan, just let us show you what we can do for you, you'll love it, Amy's fine, she's been looking forward to tonight, so don't spoil it for her Dan, everything will be back to normal at 7 in the morning, we never let a man leave his partner for any longer, now which one of us first?"

I felt hands trying to undo my belt and shirt, I fought them off.

"No, no no no, not tonight not tomorrow never, if Amy's doing what I think she's doing, that's it, now let me up."

I was surprised by their strength, and as I was at a disadvantage being on a soft sofa and my back and they held me down, it must have been clear that I wasn't going to go along with this, after half an hour or so Bo came and asked what the problem was, he wasn't as pleasant as the girls about me not wanting to take part, it had all been arranged.

He went off and came back with some belts from somewhere, he tied me up so I couldn't get off the sofa.

"You can make as much noise as you want Dan, nobody's going to take any notice, lay there and get some sleep if you don't want the delights being offered, see you in the morning." The 3 of them went upstairs.

I tried, but it was obvious after a while that I wasn't going to get out of this until someone else helped me, I didn't sleep at all, 6.30, I could see the clock, came and went, that half hour took forever, came and went disappointing me, so much for the 7 o'clock limit, it was nearing 8 when Linda let me free, I massaged my arms and legs getting the feeling back into them.

"Sorry Dan, I slept in, Amy will be wondering where you are, she'll be worried, you better go and see how upset she is."

I sneered at her on my way up.

As I walked into the bedroom I saw Amy hitting Mark's shoulders.

"Stop it Mark, I don't want any more."

I saw red in a big way, I took hold of Mark's leg and pulled him off Amy, off the bed and out into the hallway, he jumped up at me, a mistake on his part, I got a hold of a hand and pulled it back, picked him up and threw him down the stairs, I turned to the bedroom where Amy was crying.

I packed my bag and as the others were coming out of their bedrooms to see what the noise was I walked away.

"If I see any one of you from now on you had better cross the street, you Bo, I will get you back another day, so keep looking over your shoulder, it's coming in my time you fucking excuse for a man."

I got in the car with Linda and Kate trying to talk to me through the windows of the car.

I'm surprised that I didn't get stopped by the police on the way home, I didn't think speed limits were high on my mind.

I don't remember getting home, but I do remember cutting the wedding photos up and burning them in the kitchen, Amy's new deep saucepans were going to need a good cleaning before she cooked anything in them, and the cooker hood would need a new filter passed through my mind, and then the thought of it's someone else's problem now.

I cut her wedding dress up, I did try to burn it in the pans but the smoke alarm kept going off and it smelled rotten so left it as a job that beat me.

I packed my tools and the few clothes I needed or wanted, my toiletries and electronics were next into the car.

I debated, I did take a long time weighing up each side, but when I left I went to Amy's parents, it was going to be their house, as I wasn't going to pay any more towards it, I'd put a lot of sweat and a bit of blood in doing the things I had, but no more, no more.

They were surprised that I was there, more so as I was on my own, at first they thought it was some kind of accident, but I made a point of reinforcing that it was no accident, it was all planned out, but they had forgotten to include me in the planning details and I didn't go along with them.

I told them the truth as it happened to me, I told them I have no proof of anyone else apart from seeing Mark between her legs and, yes I used the word, fucking her and not for the first time, I don't know for sure, but had my feelings that he wasn't the only one that night men and women, I told them I was off, it was over and I wasn't going to stay around here listening to excuses from Amy or any of our so called friends, they were dead to me from now on.

I left them with their thoughts, they wanted me to stay and hear Amy's side of it, it could have been a mistake, or they even came out with maybe she was drugged, I laughed, no it was planned, I was too take Linda and Trudy together and then the other girls if I wanted or could, and god knows what they had planned for the next few days.

My phone had been switched off, I didn't want to hear it, as I was leaving their landline, yes they still had one, it rang and Mum raced to get it, I heard lots of yes's, a few no's and he doesn't want to dear, she pushed the handset at me in the hope I would take it, no, not on your life.

I drove away with sorrow for her parents, lots for myself but hate overpowered that for Amy and our so called friends.

I didn't drive far, I wasn't in the right mood or state, I ended up getting a room in a low cost hotel in the next town. I spent the next 3 days eating in the pub across the road, then when the banks opened again I went and split our money in half and cancelled my credit cards, I drove away with a wad of cash and not a lot else.

I bummed around until after the New Year was going before finding myself in Birmingham and again in a cheap hotel, I found some work and got down to earning money, I worked as much as I could doing whatever I could get or do.

It took me 4 years to settle in a small village in Cornwall, I started off paying for a room and ended up staying, renting a small, micro house, it wasn't really a long term place, but it suited me, very little housework to do and I mainly eat in the pub or cafes, and sometimes in a woman's house as I worked on a job, sometimes I stayed in the house even after the job was complete, I didn't turn sex down, but I never chased it, I took what was offered and enjoyed every last one of them that offered it to me, I lived in hope that they did as well.

It was my 40th birthday coming up, I never thought about it, nobody as far as I knew had any idea of that fact.

But it just so happened that I was invited to a party on that very day, for some reason it cheered me up thinking I could celebrate and nobody would be any the wiser.

It was Billy who invited me, she and I had been a part time thing for a year or so, it was very loose, more when she was lonely or just frisky, but she was fun.

"Look Dan, this party might be fun"

When we went she was dressed to thrill as were most of the women who I saw as we walked in, I licked my lips subconsciously.

We put our coats in the room, picked up a drink and walked about, there were 4 rooms downstairs and 5 upstairs that were kitted out for people to enjoy themselves in, video games, some with headsets that made it feel like you were there wherever the game was set, 2 had been set as a casino type of thing, and dancing in one with a DJ, 1 was the bar and food was laid out as well.

We'd walked around and danced a bit and as Billy wanted to go and find her friends I went to get some fresh air.

As I went to what I assumed was the back door it opened as I put my hand on the handle, it stopped me in my tracks.

"Oh, Dan, what are you doing here? That's a stupid question isn't it? How are you?" It was Linda.

It took me a second or two to get my head around seeing her again.

"Not bad Linda, I see your doing alright." I looked her up and down.

"Well we know one of the organisers, it sounded like fun and thought it might be fun to get out of the area and have a little holiday while we are down here."

I wasn't sure what my feelings were, I half wanted to hurt her and then the other half was saying get over it, it was years ago. It was that half that won out, I took one final look at her and wished her luck and went to go by her.

"Where are you going?" I told her that I needed to get some fresh air.

"What? You can't leave, you have to talk to Amy, she'll be back in a while."

I laughed, I laughed loud and long. "What you want me to wait while she's lining someone up for later, Linda even you can't be that stupid, I left her for having sex with Mark for god's sake, she isn't with him right now is she?"

"No, no, Mark is long gone, Amy's, well Amy doesn't, ... she's only had a couple of ... friends, over the years. I've tried to set her up but she put barriers up and well she's a pain in the arse, but she's my friend, I feel guilty about what happened, I admit it was mainly my fault, and the other girls didn't stop me because, well we all swapped already, we shouldn't have trapped and did what we wanted that week."