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He had been on to me for a while. He knew I sometimes fantasized about other women and encouraged me. "Let's go to one of those places," he said. "We can get a girl, anyone you like. I want her to go down on you. I want to watch."
Whenever he brought this up, usually high and during foreplay, I would just smile and say, "Sure Honey, we'll see." I felt open to a lot of things but wasn't sure I was ready for another woman in our bed. Secretly I knew I might actually do it someday and it scared me. Sometimes I really did want another woman. When he was going down on me I would grab a handful of his dark hair and fantasize about her between my legs. It scared me.
One day he announced that he had found a 'couples only' club. Fifty bucks and we would be in the door of a risquΓ© fantasy world. Theme parties were held in various clubs around the area. I was intrigued but a little skeptical. "We are just going to see, just looking, no pressure," He said. It seemed safe. Besides, I knew babysitting hours would be over too soon for anything to happen.
I decided to give him a thrill and bought pink lace panties that left half my ass hanging out. Then I planned to top it off with a black leather mini-skirt, pink thigh-high stockings and a little pink shirt made mostly of spaghetti straps. He nixed the skirt so I wore black satin slacks instead.
At the club he seemed nervous, he didn't want to dance until more people were on the floor. A few drinks later and things were more to his liking. We started dancing but we had trouble finding our rhythm. His eyes were darting everywhere and none of it to me so I turned my back on him and shook my ass to his wandering eyes.
I watched the armatures writhe and swirl around the dance pole as their men smiled approvingly at this dream come true. I watched three women dance together, their bodies intertwined, hands groping naked flesh, rocking slow and low to the music. Men surrounded them quickly so that I only caught a few more glimpses.
No one wanted to dance with me, no one approached me so I danced with myself, touching myself, running my hands up and down the front of my pink top finding my breasts and cupping them. Finally he noticed.
He gathered me to him from behind and I ground my ass into his crotch instinctively. He turned me around and slowed for me, pulling me closer. He began tugging at my shirt until one breast slipped out. His eyes darted around to see if anyone was watching then he bent down and sucked my nipple.
"Bite it," I whispered into his ear. His grip around my waist tightened then he slipped my other breast out and put his warm hands over them possessively.
We left the club feeling excited and still puzzled. I knew this was not over, I felt unfulfilled and he had still not found another woman for us.
We decided to go again about a month later. This time the theme was white in anticipation of the snow that would never come. I bought a white silk tank that was dangerously low cut, soft white velour yoga pants and the smallest thong I had ever seen. I laughed at the sixteen dollars I paid for something smaller than a band-aid. I also bought the prettiest pair of scarlet-red high heels with a bow on the back. Too bad they wouldn't show under the pants but I didn't want a repeat of his wardrobe adjustments.
I was so excited and had been thinking about the last party we attended for weeks. I wondered if we would we see the same people, what the club would look like, if we would meet anyone. This time we had an all-night babysitter, this could get interesting.
We checked into our hotel and took the gold and glass elevator to the twentieth floor. As we appreciated the view of the surrounding city we noticed a falcon curled up on the ledge of our window. Its head was tucked behind its wing sound asleep and oblivious to us and the traffic and noise far below.
I dressed and got an approving nod then went to apply make-up in the bathroom as he changed into a white tunic and off-white khaki pants. I painted my lips a shiny red to match the heels. I felt and looked pretty. We nervously checked ourselves one last time in the mirror; we looked winter white and felt red-hot.
After getting lost a few times we finally found the club tucked back in a warehouse district of a desolate end of town. He casually joked with another couple as we waited in the coat-check queue. From the line, I scanned the dance floor trying to get the lay of the land. The music was loud techno and the dance floor was already packed. I took note of all the young, scantily clad women and self-consciously adjusted my shirt trying to look thinner, younger, prettier.
We entered the dance floor, a sea of faces floating in white. Everyone was in shades of white and it had a balancing effect, calming my nerves a bit. The first couple I watched was like us. They were older, probably not quite forty. He was tall and she was short. They both had long brown hair. I was glad to see she was a real woman with curved and a little belly like mine.
I couldn't shake my nervousness. The music was too loud, the people were already busy with their own pursuits; I hadn't had a drink yet. We wandered down a hallway into the second room where hip-hop thumped my eardrums painfully and finally found a bar. We took our drinks and stood at the end of the dance floor watching. Women were sharing the pole and everyone was eyeing each other hungrily. This just didn't feel right. I felt ugly and out of place.
We walked back to the techno room while I downed my second drink and I forced myself to start dancing. This time he paid more attention, keeping his hands on my body while I moved to the beat. Still this time no one wanted to dance with us. I was beginning to feel really bad when it hit me, why should I wait to be touched, be approached? I should take the initiative.