I never imagined I could get used to this. Knowing that I could, I couldn't be happier.
'Congrats man! You did it! Can't wait to watch...'
I received this text from Jai the night I cuckolded his wife. I was in two minds about it. About the text, that is.
It told me two things. One, Jai seems to be really okay with this, just like his love Nikki had assured me he would be. Two, I'd have to face him about it, because he really doesn't seem to be interested in keeping this a known secret. I thought I would like it that way. I didn't know why he was keen on watching me fuck his wife. I mean, for all I could imagine, I'd never let him lay down with my wife, if I ever have one, that is.
The night, Monday night, was long. I kept staring at the ceiling thinking whether I should respond to Jai's text or not, and if not, how would I keep running from him, especially when he and his wife are both keen on having a romp together the coming weekend? It seemed weird to me, really awkward. I tried picturing it so many times, it felt wrong.
I was bothered about two things here. One: if we do this, Jai would get to see me naked, completely naked, and I was not interested in that at all. I had never seen another man's dick in person, and I skip the close-up dick shots in porn as well. Two: what if I shove my prick inside Jai's wife and see pain on his face? Would I be able to forgive myself, ever? It seemed absurd to dwell on the second thought, after having had sex with his wife, twice in an hour, just this afternoon.
But I justified it, told myself I did it only after he had consented to it. I didn't even ask! Why would I not slip off Nikki's underwear when she doesn't mind, and he doesn't mind either! However, I was still dipped in guilt, to some extent, and I was not comfortable with facing Jai, as much as I wanted to see Nikki again. Feel Nikki again.
I decided not to reply, and fell asleep somewhere near dawn.
Saturday eve came quick enough, although the week was ridden with a heavy air of anxiety, for me at least. When I reached their place on the weekend, I carried red wine with me, just to be polite. I never did this before, being polite or formal with Jai and his wife. But then, I never did this before either -- showing up at their apartment to have a night of romping with the wife while the hubby watched. I paced the doorway for what must have been ten minutes before I knocked. 'I'll talk them out of this, they'll agree,' I told myself before finding the courage to knock.
Jai saw me at the door, and he seemed overjoyed.
'Vicky, man, we were
eagerly
waiting for you!' he shouted excitedly, throwing his arms around me as I stood awkwardly holding the bottle of wine. Nikki was standing in the hall, smiling at me and my nervousness, my absolute lack of comfort with this situation. She seemed to be enjoying my dilemma.
While Jai was dressed as though he's headed for the gym, Nikki was dressed spectacularly. She was wearing a black, thin, filmy negligee, and it showed traces of a black lacy bra inside. Her thick, ebony hair was tied over like she was headed for a grand ball. She had lip gloss on, I could see, and I could smell her perfume from five paces away. It was as if she had decided to seduce me, reading my mind that I'd try to wiggle out of this strange proposal they had put before me.
I walked up to her, and we said hi with a kiss on the cheek and a half hug.
'Really? That's how you two are gonna behave after fucking each other's brains out just a few days ago?' Jai's question made me laugh under my breath, but Nikki laughed out loud.
'What could I do? Your friend is a shy one!' she quipped, smirking at me, raising one eyebrow. 'And look how formal he's trying to be. He's got wine for us, as if we don't have any!'
I sat down on their couch, the one I had fucked Nikki on. They walked over and plonked down beside me, Nikki on my right, where she had been earlier, and Jai on my left. Both were looking at me, grinning, as if I was a prize they had won. They seemed to be too glad that this happened after all. I was glad too, but I was the one cuckolding my friend here, so I had the pint of guilt in my head that I just couldn't wash off.
'Let's get down to it, man! I can't wait. Kiss her. Do her. C'mon!'
Jai seemed possessed. I didn't know what came over him, but he wasn't his normal self. Maybe he always fantasized about being cuckolded, maybe he never did and the thought suddenly excited him. I couldn't know, we never spoke about sharing a wife or cuckolding. The only conversations we'd ever have about Nikki were him telling me how great she is and me going 'meh'.
'Ah! Jai, you know what? Why don't we just chat, have some dinner & drinks, and do this some other day, buddy? I don't think I can just get into it, you know? I'm not very comfortable with the whole idea of you watching us getting it on,' I protested.
'Then let's go into the room. We'll get naughty and Jai will watch TV,' Nikki chimed in, looking to be very amused with the situation.
'Yes, I won't look, the room's all yours!' Jai added.
'C'mon, Jai! I know you'll jump in as soon as we get out of our clothes,' I protested again.
Jai and Nikki looked at each other, not losing their grins. 'OK. Plan B then,' Jai told Nikki and walked over to her. She held her hand out, and Jai gently pulled her off the couch. She turned to me, stretched her hand out. Her ingratiating smile was irresistible. I gave in.
Nikki led us both into their bedroom. We looked like sheep, walking behind her, just following her as if we're in a trance. I don't know about Jai, but I felt powerless, and she seemed to be my goddess here, a woman who's got me completely under her control. Her sweet control.
I had never been in their bedroom. What business did I have there anyway? We hung out mostly at our favorite pubs, or went for movies together, sometimes camping, sometimes trekking. Often there'd be other friends along us, although I and Jai were the closest.
The room was airy and bright. Their bed was big enough for the three of us. As we sat down on their bed, I realized something that bit me -- it was far more comfy than mine.
They looked into each other's eyes, paused for only a few seconds, and started kissing. This didn't seem abnormal to me in the moment, the moment that they were kissing and exploring each other's mouths. The oddness of it hit me when Nikki grabbed Jai's prick over his pants, rubbing it lovingly. It looked as if she was checking if he was hard enough, and also arousing him if he wasn't.
I thought I'd move away. 'Go, it's not like they'll rape you or something. Just walk out,' I told myself in my head.
I couldn't move.
He opened her negligee, making it fall down from her shoulders. She had black see-through lingerie on, and my heart skipped a beat. God, they trapped me well!
