Hi, my name is Sarah O'Connor. I am 42 and married with two kids. I am 5'8, blonde, blue-eyed, with 36-c breasts, and I'm in good shape. My husband, Frank and I have been married for 12 years. When we first got married, we used to have sex regularly, at least 2 or 3 times a week. Now it is more like once a month. I still yearn for the thrill and excitement of good, hard sex. As this is not being met at home, I am looking elsewhere. Recently I started chatting with guys and girls in online chatrooms, sometimes going on camera with a few for a bit of excitement. I have attended a dogging night where I fucked several guys and met a young guy and a young girl on another occasion for sex in my car. I was using a dating app to meet people, but at the moment, I was only interested in meeting women. After I had met with Ann in my car, the next woman who contacted me was Joanne.
She said she was interested in meeting up and left her phone number. I checked her profile; she was a 50-year-old lesbian, single, and living alone. She was quite an attractive, broad woman, 5'9, brunette, short hair, 36-dd, with a round bottom. Her pictures were of her in different poses and in lingerie, with one of her lying naked on her bed. I messaged her back via the app that I was interested in meeting up. We first contacted one another through the app, then by WhatsApp. We agreed to meet the following Saturday at her place. I was free most Saturdays as my husband went away golfing early in the morning and didn't come home until late in the evening. The kids are teenagers, so they are usually busy with football, shopping, or going over to their friends. We had agreed that I would call around 1 p.m. I wore casual clothing, so I dressed in Jeans, boots, a button-down blouse, and a blazer-type jacket.
I arrived at the address shortly after 1 p.m. She had a ground-floor apartment about 30 minutes from my house. I parked in front of her apartment block, so I didn't have to walk far. I rang the buzzer for her apartment, and Joanne answered and buzzed me in. She came out to greet me and invited me in. Joanne was wearing black leggings, sneakers and a loose-fitting V-neck sweater top. I got the feeling that she wasn't wearing a bra but it was hard to tell as the top was quite loose. It looked great on her. She wasn't wearing any make-up except for some moisturizer. I could get the scent of Chanel no.5, which I like. I knew it was Chanel as I have some at home. The apartment was spotless. It was a two-bedroom apartment with a sizeable living room and a small kitchen. She greeted me with a hug and took my coat to hang it up. She led me into the living room where the television was on. There was a couch and two armchairs.
"So it's great to meet you, Sarah. Did you have any trouble finding the apartment?" she asked.
"No. I don't live that far from here, so I know the area pretty well," I replied.
"OH, good. Would you like tea or coffee?" she asked.
"Coffee would be great, thank you."
She left to go to the Kitchen and put the kettle on. She then came back and sat on the couch next to me.
"So how long have you been using the app?" she asked.
"Not long, maybe a few months. What about you?" I asked her.
"About two years. I was in a relationship for around ten years, but we parted just over two years ago. So that's when I signed up. Have you had much success using it?" she asked.
"Well, if I'm honest, it has only been in the last few months that I have been looking outside my marriage for sex. I have met a few guys and recently a girl," I said.
"The girl you met, was she a lesbian or bi-sexual?" Joanne asked.
"A first-timer like me, a younger woman, Ann, who had a boyfriend but was curious," I answered her.
"How much younger was she?" Joanne asked.
"She was nineteen, we met in a carpark not too far from where she lived and made out in the car," I said smiling.
"Just like two teenagers would. It's been a long time since I did that sort of thing. I don't think I could do that anymore. I'm too used to my comforts, "she said, laughing.
"Needs must! Neither of us could accommodate, so it was the nearest and safest place to meet."
"How was it?" she asked.
"A little cramped being in the back of my car, but other than that, it was fun. She was a very sweet girl," I said.
"What did she look like if you don't mind me asking?" she asked.
I took out my phone and went into the app to pull up her picture and showed it to Joanne.
"She is pretty, with a friendly smile and pretty eyes. So, do you have a type, or is it just a coincidence?" she asked.
"Sorry, I don't know what you mean," I replied.
"She's quite busty and so am I. So, do you prefer women with big breasts, or is it a coincidence?" she asked.
"Do you know, I hadn't even thought about it," I said, laughing.
Just then the kettle had boiled, so she got up and went to get us our coffee. While she was getting it, she continued to ask questions about my family, work and my hobbies. I got the impression that she was genuinely interested and not just making small talk. When she had finished, she brought a tray with two coffees and some biscuits back in. Joanne placed the tray on a coffee table and sat next to me on the couch. She asked if I wanted milk or sugar. She handed me my cup and took one herself.
"So, Sarah, where does the family think you went when you met these guys and girls?" she asked.
"Well, I met them in the evenings. I am supposed to be at the gym or swimming. They know that I sometimes go for coffee afterward with one or two of the girls there, so it's not unusual for me to be gone for two hours," I said.
"What about today? Where do they think you are?" she asked.
"Saturdays the kids are usually gone all day between football, shopping and their friends. Frank is away golfing, and he usually goes to the pub after with his friends to watch rugby. So I am not under any pressure time-wise," I said.
"That's good".
"So Joanne, why did you reply to my profile?" I asked.
"Well, I have been using it for a few years. Not frequently, only when I am feeling horny. I am not looking for a relationship, just sex. I see other women as a group of friends of mine organise nights out and parties. It's nice to meet someone from outside that circle of women from time to time. When I saw your profile, I thought, why not? You are as sexy as hell. It's a no-strings thing. You are living not too far from here, so it's convenient," she replied.
"Thank you for being honest and the compliment," I said.
"I always try to be straight with people. I am a fifty-year-old lesbian; single and live alone. I don't put up with bullshit or do drama. The reason my ex and I split was, she wanted to live her life in the closet. It was alright in the beginning, but not after ten years. I was sick of being referred to as her
close friend
by her family when we went to a family get-together
.
Not being able or allowed to be myself. So I decided one day enough was enough and called time on the relationship. It was hard but necessary," she said.
"You must not think too much of me then, living a lie," I said.
"I wouldn't compare it to your situation, and I am not here to judge you or what you do. You have a family with kids, my ex didn't. She would have been quite happy to carry on living a lie even thou it was making me more and more unhappy. If you leave your husband or divorce, it will have a lasting effect and consequences on them and your relationship with them. Do you love your husband, or is it just about the sex?" she asked.
"At first it was about the sex but now I know we don't have much of a relationship anymore. I guess I have slowly realised that I am only staying because of the kids, which is sad to say. We don't do anything together, even have sex. The only interactions we have are the mundane day-to-day or if it has something to do with the kids. I can't believe I am sitting here telling you this, sorry," I said.
"Don't be sorry, I'm enjoying your company and sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger than a family member or a friend as they're to close," she said.