When this story took place about five years ago I was in my early forties, married to a lovely man, Zack, well I still am married to Zack. At this point in time I would say our sex life was okay, nothing spectacular, maybe 3 or 4 times a month tops, but not a great deal of variety. In Zack's defense I think this was more on me than him. He would often buy me sexy lingerie and tried to bring sex toys into our sessions, but I think I was embarrassed about using them as much as anything. I know he wanted more from our sex life, and if I'm being honest so did I, but maybe I felt I was getting too old to try new things. Jeez, I was hardly over the hill!!
It eventually did take a turn for the better, although came from a different source to my husband, and though I now wish I'd have tried sex toys and spiced things up a bit sooner, we at least got there in the end.
I'd been working at the same place for around twenty or so years, an office in a large factory, which is where I'd met Zack. He had long since moved on from there, but I obviously knew a lot of people there and wasn't short of men trying to flirt with me, even though they knew I was off limits. That didn't stop one particular guy, Dennis, from constantly paying me attention, even calling me his "work wife" which I found quite amusing and didn't mind.
He was around fifteen years older than me, and told me his wife had gone completely off sex a long time ago and they rarely did anything sexual anymore. I had no idea if this was true or not, but he did talk about his lack of action a lot. He was quite forward in telling me this, and I was happy to take his attention, as I did feel a bit sorry for him.
One lunchtime I went for a stroll with Dennis, which wasn't unusual as we liked to get out in the sun and away from the factory for a breath of fresh air. As normal he was complaining that he wasn't get much attention at home, maybe the occasional hand job if his wife was feeling in the mood, but he said more often than not he would take care of himself. Felt like a bit too much information, but it did make me think about my sex life and I wondered how often Zack masturbated when I wasn't around. Was that a bad thing if he did? Did all men do that? Did it mean he really wasn't happy? It got me to thinking I should do something about that.
Dennis started on his usual complaint that he wasn't getting any action and asked me if I fancied a quickie in the woods behind the factory. I laughed, assuming he was joking, as he was always trying it on, but maybe he wasn't. Anyway I told him no, and that I was getting plenty at home, so didn't need to be having sex with other people.
"Are you really getting plenty at home?" he asked.
I stumbled a bit on my words. "well, I wouldn't say plenty as such, but our sex life is okay."
"Just okay?" he prompted.
I started to blush. "Okay, so it's a little samey and not that frequent, so could do with spicing things up a bit."
"Oh and what sort of thing do you fancy doing to spice it up? A bit of light bondage?Sex toys? A threesome? Or how about a secret affair with an older man?" he suggested with a cheeky grin on his face.
"No, to all of those thank you very much," I replied, "although Zack has tried to bring sex toys into bed, but I'm just not sure."
"Or maybe he hasn't got you the right one yet? What sort of thing has he got you?"
"Oh, er, he had a little plastic white vibrator not long ago. I wasn't sure and it all just got a bit awkward."
"Have you tried using it on your own when he's not there to get used to it? Probably would be awkward if you'd never used one before and then just chuck it in out of the blue."
"Yeah that's probably true," I agreed. Myself and Zack weren't the best communicators in bed so it had probably thrown me off a bit.
"How often do you masturbate?" Dennis asked.
"Dennis!!!" I said, quite loudly in shock at the question.
"Well?"
It was a good question to be honest. I was heading towards middle age and had probably masturbated twice in my whole life and certainly never in front of Zack. I told Dennis this, not entirely sure why I was sharing my innermost secrets with him.
"Hey, it's nothing to be embarrassed about," he assured me, "I'm sure a lot of people don't do it, but I can promise you it can make the world of difference and help you learn about your body. Jean used to do it all time when we were younger, we often watched each other do it. Great way to learn about your partner and what they like, as well as being extremely hot."
"Hmmm," was my reply. Maybe he had a point, although Zack had been telling me this for years and I'd ignored him. Wrongly?
"Tell you what, I bought a new toy for Jean a while ago which is still in the box. How about I bring it in and give it to you. Zack would love it if you came home with a vibrator and suggested trying it out wouldn't he? Although try it on your own first."
I really wasn't sure about this, but I agreed to at least take the toy and see what it was like.
"Great, I'll bring it in tomorrow, and if it goes well you can tell me all about it," Dennis suggested.
"Dennis!" I chided him and gave him a playful slap on the shoulder.
Next day Dennis approached very eagerly, and with a very excited look on this face.
"Care to join me at lunchtime for a walk, got you a little treat," he said with a wink.
I looked at him blankly.
"What we were talking about yesterday....you know."
"Oh, I didn't think you were being serious," I replied, but I could tell by the look on his face he was.
I agreed to meet him for a walk and said I would see him outside after I'd had something to eat. Dennis disappeared back off to his desk. I wasn't sure what I was letting myself in for here, but I had to admit that curiosity was getting the better of me.
I had lunch and met Dennis at the front of the building and we made our way towards a path that took us to a local park. I could see Dennis had a bag with him, so knew he had brought whatever this toy was along, but then I didn't think for a minute he wouldn't.
We found a quiet bench to sit down on.
"Do you want to see it then? The toy that is," Dennis said with a grin.
"Go on then, let's see what you've got there."
Dennis dug into his backpack and pulled out a box.
"It's unused, before for you ask," he said.
"Ugh, I hope it is," I laughed.
He took the vibrator out of the box.
"What the heck is that?" I asked him as he removed what appear to be a big tongue.
"It's a vibrating tongue, meant to be really powerful according to the reviews."
"Dennis, I thought it would just be something normal, not really sure I want to take that home, Zack would wonder where on earth I'd got it from."
"Tell him I gave you it, as it was unwanted at home, I'm sure he won't mind."
This all seemed a bit weird. Here I was with a man, who I knew would jump at the chance of getting into my underwear, about to take a sex toy home that he was giving me.
"Take it home, give it a go on your own first and then bring it out when you're in bed with Zack. I'm sure he will love it."
"Okay, I'll take it and think about giving it a go." I replied sceptically, not thinking I really would.
"Great, and don't forget to report back," Dennis said smiling.
I rolled my eyes at him and left it at that.
A couple of nights later Zack was out with friends and with nothing much else to do, other than watch TV, I decided to try the tongue out, with a fair amount of trepidation it had to be said. Maybe Dennis was right though and I did need to have a bit of time to get to know my body properly.
I had a nice long soak in the bath to relax myself fully, gently caressing myself in the water to try and get myself in the mood. After feeling turned on, partly in anticipation of having some me time, I got out of the bath, wrapped myself in a towel and then made my way to the bedroom. I genuinely didn't really know what to do, as I wasn't used to touching myself like that, but it had felt nice in the bath. I dried myself off and laid a fresh towel down on the bed and still naked lay down. I had put on some music to help get me in the mood.
I spent a bit of time further caressing myself and really taking time to explore my body, spending a lot time on my breasts and stroking along the inside of my thighs, which really helped to get me going. I could sense I was now nice and relaxed and getting even more turned on, but it still felt very alien doing this on my own without Zack around. Again though I'm sure he masturbated regularly, and I know he would be massively turned on if he knew what I was doing right now.
After spending plenty of time giving my breasts and thighs attention I moved my hand down through my pubic hair and onto my pussy, which by now was slick and wet. I circled my clitoris slowly letting out a little gasp. This felt good, and I started to wonder why I hadn't done this before. It did feel I had really missed out on something. Whilst I touched my clit with one finger, I pushed a couple of fingers on my other hand inside myself. Letting out an even longer groan I went to work on my pussy, feeling it get wetter by the second. This felt so naughty and hot.