When I was younger, I dated women solely on how they looked - and for whatever reason, my brain was wired to be attracted to short, busty women. I never seemed to date any woman for very long - probably because my only criterion in pursuing a woman was the ratio of her breast size to her height. I dated one woman for almost a year - she actually had a dreadful, bossy, personality, but she was 4'11" with 32 DDD tits and that alone was enough to keep us together for a year. I used to love to bury myself into her breasts, but the unlucky thing was that she didn't like breast play at all!
Despite dating busty women, I never got to tit fuck any of them. Even Anna, with whom I lived for a year, refused me. Maybe I was too focused on their breasts and they sensed that - I guessed it served me right for being so shallow. They all found the idea creepy and dehumanizing. I thought about going to a large breasted prostitute but the idea of paying someone I didn't know seemed distasteful to me - and besides, how would I know that she was a voluntary sex worker and not just some poor girl who had been forced into the business.
Given that I was so strongly attracted to a specific physical type, you can imagine my surprise when I fell in love with Laura. Laura was 5'11" and as for her breasts - well she didn't have any. Calling her an A cup was being generous. I think most men had larger breasts than Laura did. But her spirit and personality captivated me and soon I realized that I couldn't live my life without her.
Within nine months of meeting one another, we were married. My friends teased me relentlessly about tying myself down to a life with a flat-chested wife. But I was happy and I was committed to Laura. Sure, I noticed women with attractive breasts, but I never strayed and I never even dreamed of straying.
Laura and I wanted children but we weren't able to get pregnant. After a series of medical tests, we learned that Laura was completely infertile. We then explored adoption, but the process was depressing and we only got our hopes up to be dashed. Finally, we decided to just give up on the idea. We had each other and that was enough to make both of us happy. But Laura went through a period of feeling despondent. "I always wanted to give you everything you wanted," she told me, "and I can't give you this important thing."
I reassured her that I was happy with our life together, but somehow the idea of inadequacy took root. She suggested to me that I should leave the marriage and find a fertile wife who could provide me with a child.
One night, we had drinks - we even got a bit drunk together - and we talked things out. Where we ended up was unbelievable and risky, but I think it ultimately saved our marriage. "You are never honest with me," Laura told me, after a few drinks. "You tell me everything is perfect, but first of all, nothing is ever perfect and secondly, I'm not able to give you the things that are important to you."
I tried to reassure her again about how our marriage didn't need children to survive. "No, it's not just that," she interrupted me. "I overheard your friends joking. They made it pretty clear that you like large breasts. So how am I supposed to feel - you've married a flat-chested woman who can't bear children. Don't you feel like you've made a terrible mistake?"
I patiently explained to her that she had brought me more joy than I had ever expected in this life and that I felt free and happy with her. But she continued to press the point. "I want you to be happy and have the things you want," she told me. "I know I can't give you a child but I do know a way so that you can have something else you want."
"What are you talking about?" I asked her. Laura rarely drank and I had no idea what she was talking about. Maybe she's just drunk and rambling, I thought.
"I'm talking about breasts," she told me. "You know my friend, Patty," she asked me.
"Yes," I said. Patty was about five foot one and probably half her body weight was in her breasts. "Well she made a point of telling me how attractive she thought you were and I asked her if she would do a favor for me."
I couldn't believe my ears, so I just sat silently.