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Continuing the chronicles of KK's infidelity, examining the paths to discovery of those events, I find that I am most fascinated with those KK discloses to me voluntarily. The confessions are erotic, extraordinarily so, as well as intimate. KK's learned to masterfully use these disclosures to control, and intensify my sexual response, a form of torment that delivers significant pleasure for the both of us.
I got another confession from KK, during pillow-talk and sex. I was fingering her freshly shaved pussy, whispering dirty fantasies into KK's ear, based in part on memories, her past experiences, and imagination of things I've been considering - mostly about my wife's college years, related to a specific experience. The pillow-talk wound her up, getting KK into a talkative, teasing mood.
As I've related before, we were engaged during our undergraduate years. KK, my then fiancΓ© broke off our engagement for a time, leaving me crushed and heartbroken. During the time our engagement was off, KK had a considerable range of sexual experiences, including a stint as an independent escort. It was all unknown to me at the time.
Much later in life, KK made small capsule of disclosures of that time in her life - snippets shared with me one-on-one, or in counseling sessions over a long period of time. For a long while, I believed KK's escorting activities were confined to the time when our engagement was broken off.
KK's path to the escort experience was a progression from the a starting point of relatively innocent exploration of her sexuality.
KK's path included working as a model in varied roles, ranging from nude modeling for the University's College of Fine Arts program in life drawing courses, to modeling in various solo and couple's erotic photography sessions. KK also worked for a male-female couple who ran a promotions business. They acted as agents for mostly college-age women, providing models for lingerie shows, golf tournaments, beverage promotions, club openings, and similar events.
KK became a regular in what was then a popular thing at many bars - lingerie modeling. The general scheme of these events was a bar or club opening for lunch, featuring from one to three models, over the span of time from about 11:30am until about 2:00pm, modeling various lingerie and "boudoir" attire. The women worked for an hourly wage, plus tips, and commission any items of lingerie they might happen to sell.
At that time in her life, KK was amazing - 5'-4" tall, petite, slender, with long dark hair - she had bangs, sort of a Betty Page style cut, big doe eyes, shapely legs, and gorgeous tits - she was about a 34B then, bordering on a C-cup.
I didn't know about the lingerie modeling at the time - she disclosed various aspects of it to me much later in life.
KK said that she enjoyed the thrill of showing off, and wandering around a bar or club filled mostly with men, ogling her barely clad body. She told me that she enjoyed giving them erections, and the little thrill of some guy copping a feel, sliding a finger into the crotch of her g-string, or a hand on her nylon-covered bottom, or the "accidental" brush of an arm or hand against her breast - only the thin silk or nylon of whatever outfit she was modeling preventing contact.
The couple that ran the business was interesting - KK said that the wife was bisexual, hitting on all the girls that worked for them. During the time KK worked for them, she had sex with her female boss a half-dozen times, and with both of them, in threesome encounters twice. KK told me that the husband had a huge cock - her words, "He was fucking horse-hung!"
KK disclosed to me that she got her first "paid for having sex" gig out of one of the lingerie modeling sessions. KK said that there were two guys at the lunch-time event, that asked her if she had ever been to a bachelor party. They ended up recruiting her to "dance" at a bachelor party that evening, which ended up being a gang-bang for ten guys, including the groom-to-be, with KK as the star attraction. KK said they paid her $300, which was a lot of money at the time. KK told me that she was only going to give the groom a blow-job, but one thing led to another, and she ended up fucking all of the party attendees.
After KK did the bachelor party gig, she started engaging in paid sex encounters on a fairly regular basis, generally with "regulars." KK disclosed that the usual initial offer was from a guy who came to the lingerie show asking her if she ever did private shows. KK said that she made $150 - $200 for an hour's effort after a show, and still had plenty of time to get to class.
The lingerie modeling wasn't the only work like that KK took on - she did a couple of "bikini cart girl" golf events, and that led to encounters with older, wealthy married guys who couldn't resist a hot, sexy college girl. Eventually KK was using her modeling session opportunities to recruit clients for escort purposes.
I later found out that KK's escort activities continued for a while, even after our engagement had resumed, on and off up until we got married. In counseling sessions, KK disclosed that it wasn't really about the money - her motivations were power, control, the pleasure she experienced manipulating men, but also the sex itself, in the sense of variety, intensity, and experience of certain of her client's kinks.
KK's disclosure this particular night was powerfully erotic. I was stimulating her clit - KK was highly aroused over the dirty talk, a scenario I was feeding her about being a much older man's "girl friend," in which he was orally worshiping KK's pussy, while she had him bound, tied in a position to service her.
KK had a shattering orgasm at that point, writhing around under control of my finger-tip for a good couple of minutes, enjoying the climax. I always get rock-hard when she has a powerful orgasm. I planned on fucking her once she caught her breath. Instead, when I changed position to mount KK, she pushed me back down onto the bed, straddled my chest, pinning my arms with her knees.
KK said, "I'm gonna tell you a little secret..., OK?"
She had a devious smile on her face.
I said, "You know I love hearing about your dirty little secrets..."
KK said, "OK then. You behave, just listen. No touching. Be still, and I'll tell you about something so naughty! It's such an awful thing. You have to promise not to be mad."
Who's to argue - I laid as still as possible, looking at my wife, eye to eye, and said, "I promise."
KK was touching herself, running her fingers over her nipples and breasts, down her belly, using her right hand to finger her pussy, the left to tug and pinch her nipples.
KK started talking:
"You know... I was a very, very naughty girl back in college. Right? That's not a secret anymore, now is it? I was a dirty little whore for a while, so dirty...
I had kind of a special guy, a married guy... he was one of the regulars at the lingerie shows. He managed to seduce me... he had such a big, fat cock too. And he was soooooo sweet to me! Really generous too...