My wife, Karen and I have been married for 8 years. I am 35 and Karen is a little younger at 32. Although neither of us were virgins when we married, we equally didnât have a great deal of experience, with Karen having slept with only one previous partner and me only two.
About my wife; I know these stories all start by saying how your wife has model-type looks and huge breasts. Well Iâm sorry if this is a disappointment but she is actually very petite with equally small breasts. Although an impartial observer would probably describe Karen as having average-to-good looks, I think sheâs gorgeous. But of course I am extremely biased and love her, very much.
Our sex-life up until the start of this, had been satisfying, but with hindsight, was not very adventurous. Anyway back to what happened.
One night as we were cuddled-up in bed, just after having had sex, Karen turned to me and asked âDo you have any sexual fantasies you dream about fulfilling?â
Well I was kind of shocked because Karen has never wanted to discuss anything like that before. âYeah, I guess soâ I replied.
âLike whatâ she asked.
I immediately started worryingâŠ. what do I sayâŠ. would she be offended if I said anything she didnât like. I was cornered. So I decided to answer with something vague âOh I donât know just something to make it a bit different occasionallyâ I replied and then continued âHow about you, thereâs obviously something on your mindâ
Karen blushed so I knew I was right, seizing the upper hand I carried on âCâmon tell me what it is you fantasise aboutâ
âWell there is one thing Iâve wanted to do for a long time, but you have to promise that you wonât think badly of meâ she replied.
âOf course I wonât, I love youâ I replied, definitely intrigued.
âWell I sometimes wish for something, well, rougherâ she said looking a little nervous.
âLike what, less foreplay, more spontaneousâ I asked.
âNo more than thatâ
âWhat thenâŠâŠâŠâŠ.go on tell me it allâ
âOK, well Iâd like you to take me against my willâ
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. âWhat do you mean, rape you?â
"Well to give you the whole story, my fantasy is be to be surprised and over-whelmed by a stranger, and then forced into itâ Karen said âObviously I wouldnât really want it to be a stranger, I want youâ
âDo you mean wear a mask or something and then ravage youâ I asked not really sure about what I was hearing.
âNo you were closer the first time, I want to be attacked, fight back but ultimately be forced to submit and then be taken, again and againâ
âYou want to me to attack you and rape youâ I asked, somewhat stunned.
âYes I guess you could put it like thatâ
âJust how far would you want to take thisâ
âAll the way, I trust you not to really hurt meâ
âYou want me to hurt youâ I said in total disbelief
âI want you to control me and force me. Iâm not into pain so just something mild, so that I believe that you would hurt me if I didnât do what you wantâ she continued âI want it to be realistic but I trust you to not go too farâ
âIâm not sure I could do that, I love you and I certainly donât want to hurt youâ
âI know you love me, and I love you too. What we have is very special and very loving but I guess I would like to experience the danger and I find the idea of being used for sex a real turn-onâ Karen explained.
âI donât like the idea of itâŠ.Suppose I did do it, and you change your mind and donât like it. How would you feel about me afterwards and how would it affect our relationshipâ
âLook, I know you love me, and I know you would only be doing this for me. How could I hold anything against you when youâre doing it for me? I promise nothing will change how I feel about you, please do it for meâ
âBut what if I hurt youâ
âI trust youâ
âWhat if you change your mind and hate what I am doingâ
âI wonât and if I do, itâll be my faultâ
I thought for a moment, âWhat about a safe word or something â that way Iâd know you donât like it anymore and I can stopâ
âNo, I thought about that and I think that would ruin it. I want to know that once it starts I am completely helpless. It wonât be the same if I have an easy way out. There will be no sense of danger that wayâ.
âI just donât know about this. What about if you donât like the experience and you get back here angry with me. How is it going to affect our lives and relationship?â
âI promise you that anything you do will be fine with me. It is MY fantasy and you would be doing it at my request, therefore it is entirely my fault if I donât like it.â Karen replied, âWhat if I also promise you that when we get back, the first thing I will do is to make love to you, to prove that nothing has changedâ
âIâm still not sure about the ideaâ
âPlease, pretty please, do it for meâ Karen begged.
âIâll think about itâ I said trying to avoid the subject for the time being.
âThank you, I love you so muchâ
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For the rest of the week Karen kept asking me about it. I was also a little disturbed to find that some part of idea turned me on. I put that down to the fact that sex with Karen always turns me on.
Eventually after a couple more days of heavy pressure from Karen, I finally relented and agreed to do it.
Karen suggested that we rent a secluded country cottage for a long weekend. That way we could make as much noise as we wanted without attracting any attention.
âIâll get there before you and check us in. My husband will be away on business. And you will be some criminal who is on the run and needs a place to hide-out for a couple of daysâ Karen explained.
âYouâve been thinking about this a lot, havenât youâŠâŠâŠ.I bet you already have a place in mindâ I replied.
âActually, yes I doâ she said looking a bit sheepish and fetching a brochure for me to look at.
âOK, book itâ I said, resigned to the inevitable.
Karen gave me a big kiss, we decided on a date and then Karen phoned them to book it.
That night Karen seduced me in bed saying how pleased she was and how the idea turned her on.
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So, it was all arranged; Karen would get there on the Friday at 3pm collect the keys, go to the shops to stock-up on food and drink, get unpacked and wait for me. I was to leave work as usual, go home to change and then get to the cottage sometime after dark - in character.
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Over the next few weeks I started surfing the web and reading erotic stories to get some new ideas for the weekend. I also started buying a few items for some of the activities I had in mind. I was determined to do this properly for Karen and give her a weekend to remember.
I spend some time thinking about my character, what was he like, what he would wear and what else he would have with him:
I decided that I would play a bank robber, that I had just done a job and needed a quiet place to lay-low.
If I was robbing bank then I would have a ski mask to hide my identity and I would need a weapon. A gun was out of the question so it would have to be a knife and I would probably have some duck tape to tie-up the bank staff.
I then thought about my âvictimâ she was a married thirty something used to living for long periods on her own, in a remote area:
She would probably be into the country-life, horse riding, walking etc. The idea of a riding crop came to me. This would be something she might have around the house and it also fitted with some of the ideas I had.
Being on her own for long periods, she would of course, have a good supply of sex toys (I know what youâre thinking, but hey this was my contribution to the fantasy).
I also thought about how to make the whole thing last a weekend but still make it the intense experience for Karen that she wanted:
If my character was going to be with Karen for a whole weekend I would have to think about how to âhideâ my identity from her, if this was real he wouldnât want to be recognized after the event.
Karen wanted to be taken repeatedly. Now Iâm only a mortal man and well 2 or 3 times a day is my limit. So I needed some back-up â so the toys were a good idea.
And lastly, I thought about myself and what I wanted, given that I effectively had a blank cheque for the weekend, whether Karen realised it or not.
I kept all my plans and purchases as a surprise for Karen despite her constant probing.
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The weekend finally arrived. On the Friday morning I double-checked that Karen still wanted to go through with this, which she said she did.
âIf this does go horribly wrong, are you absolutely sure that you can put it behind us and still love me when this is overâ I asked.
âIt starts when I get to the cottage and ends when I get back here, everything that happens in between is my responsibilityâ Karen replied âI love you and I promise to show you how much when we get back here on Monday, whatever happensâ
âThen for my last deed as your husband until Monday afternoon, I hope you have a great weekend, I love you and Iâll see you when we meet back hereâ. I gave Karen a long hug and kiss goodbye and went to work.
As is typical when you have plans, I had to work late that day. I finally finished around 6pm and drove home. I changed into my outfit, leaving the ski-mask, knife (especially blunted) and duck tape on the passenger seat, and put my stash of purchases in the back of the car.
Karen had packed my clothes with hers so I had everything I needed. I finally left the house at about 8pm and set-off on the drive to the cottage. In the Friday traffic the journey took a little longer than I expected, and I eventually pulled-up at the cottage just before 9pm.
The cottage was set way back on its own from the main road. A dirt-track ran from the main road through a wooded area and then along some fields up to the cottage, and must have been at least 500-600 yards long. I had to drive along very carefully so as not to damage the car on the extremely rough track in the dark.
I parked next to the garage and took a walk up to a window and looked in. The cottage was larger than I expected and looked like a small converted barn or something. There were low, thick wooden beams below a tall roof space and a large fireplace. I could see Karen sitting on the sofa watching TV.