I should explain at once that my thirty-year-old wife and I really, really enjoy fucking one another. In fact, conjugal sex accounts for about ninety-eight percent of our erotic life. The other two percent is what I like to write about, though. Some of this is fairly innocent -- for example when Nancy "accidentally" displays her body to other men while I watch. But some of it involves Nancy letting other men touch her, finger her, and even fuck her while I watch and, sometimes, participate.
When I participate with other guys in sex acts with my wife, however, it is never as her husband. I always pass myself off as just another guy joining in the fun. The reason for this is we don't want other guys to worry that I, the husband, might suddenly fly into a fit of jealousy and attack them. (I'm a fairly imposing physical specimen.) Also, I don't get off on the role of wimpy cuckold -- a husband who enjoys being publicly humiliated by other guys as they fuck his wife and he stands by helpless and intimidated by them.
Since moving into our house in San Francisco, my wife Nancy and I have talked several times about staging some of our sex games there. We discussed her picking up a guy or guys and bringing them home. She was excited by the thought of this but eventually rejected it.
Despite her recent adventure at the house with a teenager (which wouldn't have occurred except we knew the teenager was moving far away right afterwards), she was hesitant to have a sexual scene in our home with anyone but me.
Anyway, one Sunday morning in November I came up with the idea of Nancy posing as a model for an artist. What if, I asked her, an artist (me) needed a woman to pose with several guys for a series of erotic sketches? As it happens, I'm a competent amateur artist. I've done a number of charcoal drawings of Nancy nude.
Nancy wasn't taken with the idea, though. "You mean posing here at the house? If so, we'd still have the problem of guys knowing where I live and becoming pests any time they got drunk and horny."
I disposed of her objection: "What if the guys you were posing with didn't know this was your house? What if they thought you lived somewhere else and only came here, like them, to pose for me? What if they also thought modeling was something you were reluctant to do? You know, you're a good girl forced by a bad economy to do bad things to survive. I think it might be even hotter if the artist you're posing for had to prod you to do things you wouldn't normally do."
She didn't respond at first. Then, after giving my idea some thought, she kissed me enthusiastically and exclaimed, "You're an evil genius, Cal. If we start with that premise, I think we might develop something really exciting."
Then we talked more about the artistic project, one which I was actually beginning to be interested in doing. The sketches could be more than just a pretext for a sex game. Specifically, I was planning to imitate William Horgarth's "A Harlot's Progress," except, unlike the eighteenth-century work, my series would be fully sexual. Hogarth's cautionary series, paralleling his "A Rake's Progress," is about a young girl from the country who, after falling into bad company in London, sinks into a life of alcoholism, prostitution, and early death from venereal disease.
I was thinking about doing as many as twenty pastels. All the figures would be dressed, when they were clothed at all, in eighteenth-century costumes. A little later in the day, as we were doing some yard clean-up, Nancy suddenly said, "I think I'm married to a college student -- let's say at San Francisco State -- and out of desperation I'll take virtually any kind of work. I've applied for all kinds of normal jobs, but, damn it, no one is hiring. If I don't bring in some money fast, my husband will have to drop out of college and we'll have to move in with his parents."
It took me a few seconds to figure out what she was talking about. The fact is Nancy and I are both employed, she part-time at an art gallery and I full-time at UC-Berkeley, and we're doing OK financially. Then I got it. She was talking about the role she would assume if she were to pretend to be a reluctant artist's model, someone who (alas!) might get taken advantage of by the artist and other men.
Then she continued: "My husband, though, mustn't find out what I'm doing to make money. He hates it when other guys look at me. The idea of me posing nude with a guy or guys would drive him nuts. And if he knew the kinds of things that might go on while I was posing, he would kill himself and maybe me. I've told him I'm working as a tutor for several children in a wealthy family. The job is confidential. They don't want their friends knowing that their children are slow learners. They pay me cash, under the table, on the condition that I keep silent about what I'm doing for them."
"That's a pretty complicated story, don't you think?" I asked.
"Well, it's just back-story, mainly for my benefit. It's so I can stay consistent in whatever I end up saying or doing. Almost none of it would actually need to get said."
A few minutes later, she said: "I'm thinking about that dress I wore at the Halloween party. Do you think that might do?"
She meant the dress she'd worn to a party, given by a guy I work with in Berkeley, a few weeks earlier. Her costume consisted of a long skirt and a white off-the-shoulders peasant blouse. It was fairly low cut. Over the blouse she wore a lace-up below-the-breasts bodice and an apron. The effect she was after was somewhere between milk maid and beer hall girl. Since she didn't wear a bra under her blouse, and since her breasts are not very large, her cleavage didn't amount to much. But several times at the party, when she bent forward for some reason, she accidentally showed quite a lot of tit.
We had the artist (me) and the female model (Nancy). How would we find men willing to pose with her for the erotic series? I didn't want to advertise for models. They charge way too much and, besides, most of them were probably gay. So where might I find heterosexual males willing to pose with my beautiful blonde wife?
Nancy took this burden off my shoulders by volunteering to recruit the men. She thought we should start with no more than two, and I agreed.
I asked her how she meant to go about it. She thought all it would take was a little role-playing in straight bars. I could go with her and either watch or help her with the process. Also, I could protect her if any guy became too aggressive with her.
So, on a cold Friday evening in November, we headed out looking for likely pick-up bars. Nancy decided not to dress too sexily (she had on tight jeans, boots, and a loose sweater). After all, the story she was selling was that she was an ordinary young wife in a desperate financial situation not a whore.
We ended up in the Haight-Ashbury District, a part of town neither of us knew much about. Nancy spotted a busy-looking bar on Haight Streeet and went in to check it out while I parked the car a block or so away. I took my time walking back to the bar. I wanted to make sure bar patrons didn't suspect that we were together.
Entering the bar, I saw that the bar held some promise. A large majority of the patrons were males in their twenties or thirties. Two or three of the guys seemed to be throwbacks to the sixties or seventies, when "hippies" temporarily redefined the neighborhood. Nancy, standing at the bar talking to the bartender, was one of six women in the bar and (I gathered after five minutes or so) the only one apparently not half of a couple.
I found a seat at the bar near the front door and looked down the bar to the place where Nancy stood. She had a glass of wine in front of her and the bartender was paying her a lot of attention. Finally, when he saw me and headed my way, she flashed me a smile and walked to an unoccupied table.
I ordered a beer. As the bartender was getting it for me, I watched Nancy settle down at her table. She made quite a production of taking off her light jacket and leaning way forward, with her lovely ass aimed toward me, to put her purse on the floor. As he took my money, the bartender (a short, stocky guy about forty) noticed that I was looking at her and said: "She's really something, isn't she?"
"Does she come in here much?" I asked.