I am resubmitting my stories under a different profile for personal reasons and have changed some of the names and details. THEY ARE MY STORIES
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There is always that question in the back of your mind. You want to know the answer, but you don't really, but you do. It is frightening but a bit of a turn on. In the end you finally ask it.
"Other than me, of course," just to eliminate the obvious answer, "Who was your best lover?"
Now with a woman like Natalya, this becomes complicated very quickly. You see, she is Russian, and she has a completely different view than a conservative American like me on love and sex. I should have known that this was going to be difficult for her to answer. At the same time, I was sure it was quite a pleasant exercise for her. As usual when I ask her to think about her sexual past, a smile began to form and her big brown eyes began to get a light in them.
"Well, that depends on what you mean, darling?" She started sitting up in bed with flirtatious smile, "There are different types of lovers. There are those who make you feel secure and taken care of. They are warm and comfortable. They may not make you cum a lot, but they make you feel good inside. Generally they are not sexy, so you end up cheating on them, unfortunately. Then there are the lifestyle lovers who are older and give you money and buy you exciting presents. They are nice because you are relaxed and can enjoy life but know that they don't want much more than the company of a beautiful woman. And, there are the ones, like you, who want to please you with their lovemaking. They are good at sex because their first goal is to take care of you. They are the ones you marry. But, then there are the men." This last category she emphasized by making a fist with her little manicured hands.
"What do you mean, the men?" This comment felt a bit insulting.
"You know, men. They just want to possess you, take you, fuck you and once they are satisfied, they are off to other things until the next time. They are bastards but you can't help but want them. It's a short term thing feeling, but it is uncontrollable."
"You have had such men."
"Sure. They are selfish lovers. Still, they can really be fantastic! Like being on... what do you call it?" She made an up and down movement with her arm.
"A roller coaster?"
"Da!" She said biting her bottom lip.
"So Dmitry is one of those?"
"No, he is a different kind. He is entirely selfish. He only loves himself. Very attractive but doesn't really care about anyone. It took me a long time to figure it out because I was too young and too much in love with him. No, Mikhail was like that. He was a man." Again, she made the fist.
Mikhail was from Armenia. He was a lawyer who Natalya met at a party once and had seen on and off for a year. She told me that Ivan had introduced them. She had come in and out of town over the course of a year and they went out. At first, I did not think anything of this but over time; I started to realize that there was more to it. They had had sex, he was married and he gave her gifts, expensive ones. After what I had learned recently about Alena's past, I now had a deeper curiosity about this relationship.
You see, I had become obsessed with my new wife's past lovers. At first it was just trying understand how she had become so good at sex. I knew she was not a virgin when we met. Hell, I would not have been so excited by her if she was. But, it had now become clear that though she was almost a decade younger than me, she had many more experiences than I had. And, after meeting a few of the men from her life, my eyes were now wide open. She was a woman who enjoyed sex, was often supported financially or given gifts from her lovers, was extremely submissive and willing to do almost anything for a man who took care of her. She seemed to get off on being degraded and used. Hell, she had even had sex on film in exchange for money. In short, in American terms, my new wife was a whore when I met her.
Since we were married, however, she had been a dream wife. She is beautiful and always looked good, is fucking amazing in bed, always loving and sweet to me otherwise, and positively the best influence in my life. Still, her sexual history excited me. In a strange way, it was a bit humiliating knowing my wife had been treated like dirty slut by so many powerful men, but at the same time it made we extremely horny to hear about it, and I found myself wanting more.
"I thought you only had a few dates with Mikhail." It was a probing statement.
She eyed me. She now knew how her stories affected me. She turned over in bed and gave me a kiss. Her hands ran down my bare chest downward to my cock. I was already hard.
"What do you want to know, sweetie?" She glided her fingers along my length.
"Did you fuck him?" Of course she had, I knew this, but it was a good question to start any story.
"Mmmmm... so many times. In fact, that was about all we did. He liked sex with me. That is about all. It did not start that way though. I think he was a little bit in love with me when we met, but when he realized I wasn't in love with him, he was happy just to fuck me, and it made me happy too. We had a chemistry that I cannot explain. I never wanted to spend time with him or go to theater with him, but sex was fantastic.