It had been another long day for me, school, work, and watching the children. Don't get me wrong I love and adore my many jobs but sometimes it just seems overwhelming. It was now nearing 10 o'clock at night when we finally made it up to our room to settle in for the night. The covers of the bed lay in a heap on the floor so I carefully picked them up and laid them out neatly so at least one thing today would not be in disarray. Grant made his way to the bathroom to take a shower so I slid into bed and grabbed my phone to scroll through the latest newsfeed on Facebook and Instagram. Picture after picture and post after post I sank into a deeper mood. Seeing ads with beautiful women and perfect bodies always made me feel self conscious and less of a woman. I had struggled with my self image since I was a child, always being larger than the girls my age and family members made me quite depressed and ashamed at my body. I got out of bed and headed to the full length mirror to get a glimpse at myself. I turned from side to side and front to pack feeling in disgust at how I had let myself go and that I did not in anyway, shape, or form look anything like the girls I had seen on the newsfeed. Two children back to back had done repulsive things to my body, and although I am so grateful for the experience I couldn't help but be sad that I had yet to get back into the size I was previous to that wonderful experience.
I heard the shower turn off and the curtains slide back in the bathroom. I hurriedly got back into bed and turned with my back facing the door. I heard the knob to our bedroom door turn and I could hear Grant as he slowly shut it behind him. I turned to face him and was met with him in only a towel that was loosely tied around his waist. My heart race quickened. "Damnit he looks amazing" I thought. I still couldn't believe that I had somehow snagged this Adonis of a man up before another women had. He walked to the closet and opened it and grabbed out a pair of underwear. He stood with his back to me and dropped the towel down to his ankles, I immediately felt a warm sensation between my legs and I knew I was now wet and horney. I reached my hand beneath the sheets and slowly slid my finger up and down my clit on the outside of my underwear. I could feel my clit throbbing and swell yearning for attention.