I'm lying in our camper, unsure if I heard Tom leave or if it's the smell of fresh coffee that woke me; nevertheless, I'm mentally replaying the sexual pleasures I've discovered in the last few days.
I'm pondering if I tell Tom about my recent libido awakening, my desire for female sex; hell, any sex, how would he react, would it induce a divorce? Will he care at all? Do I tell him he doesn't satisfy me and maybe, like Evan he'd be open minded and accept my promiscuity. There's no way I can tell him about Graham and our incestual pleasures of the flesh. We both enjoy it so much... that, we'll continue, but we'll keep a secret.
Graham went fishing with Tom and Evan.
Graham convinced me to join 'Cougars on the Prowl' a housewife hunting younger partners, hook-up page that he belongs to. He assures me it's best I buy a compact computer, a notebook, something I can keep in my purse, to view and respond to potential partners and hide it from Tom.
I like the idea, so nasty... the additional excitement of cheating... I'm not telling him... If I do get caught sneaking around... getting sexually satisfied, then, at that time we'll deal with it.
I find myself quite aroused thinking of starting my lewd liaisons when we return to the city. I then realize my arousal might be from my fingers unconsciously caressing my wet labia, however, I need to pee really bad; I don a hockey jersey, quickly pour a coffee in my go cup and slipping into my flip flops, rush to the shower building for a much-needed morning bladder release.
as I head to the stalls, I spot Cindy in the showers, Cindy has a long-handled squeegee and is cleaning the shower walls. Cindy and Mike have run the camp as long as we've been coming here.
When I exit the stall, Cindy is wiping the benches in the change area; between the stalls and the showers "Morning Cindy, how are you?"
"I'm ok" she sighs, sits, "Tired... I'm too old for this... it's time to retire."
"Cindy," I sit on the bench, "You're not old."
"56"... she sits, turns to gaze at me, a pleasant smile, "Too old for 6 am to 10 or 11 pm." She closes her eyes for a moment, sighs deeply; "23 years now... 7 days a week." She forces a smile, raises her eyebrows. "I want Mike to sell the camp, retire, not fall into bed every night exhausted, too tired to make love, or even talk."
"Wow Cindy, you're 56, I thought maybe 45, you look great, damn I hope my body holds up that good." I make sure she sees me scan her body. "But I don't want to trade 20 years of those long hours, if that's what kept you so sexy." I take a sip of coffee, still peering at her, wanting her to see I'm attracted to her.
"Sexy?" She leans back, a stunned look on her face, twists to stare at me. "My tits hang, they need a bra," she bounces them from underneath, "I've got these" she pinches her love handles between her finger and thumb.
"Well Cindy, you look good to me... I never looked at other women before this trip, but believe me, I truly think you're very sexy." My eyes and hers are locked, neither waver for several moments... I know what I'm thinking, and I hope she's thinking it also. We're silent; gazing, like 2 children in a staring contest.
Still staring she queries, "So, what happened on this trip? What got you looking at other women?"
{'Aha, maybe we are thinking the same thing.'}
I give her my best sultry look, a nice smile, "Our camping neighbor is a promiscuous cougar, she and my sexually active college age son opened my eyes to bodily pleasures I never knew existed."
She gave me a perplexed look, "I'm curious, do tell." She requested.
"It started right here, the other day... after I was on the beach sunbathing, reading a rather risquΓ© novel that got my arousal juices flowing;" I gauge her reaction, "I stopped to pee... when I came out of that stall," I point behind me, "my uninhibited neighbor was toweling off after her shower. I'd never seen such a sexy, naked, adult female form, and she is very alluring. She had no pubic hair; I was caught staring, ogling actually." I take a deep breath. "She was boldly salacious, seemed thrilled I was watching her, she seductively teased me while drying herself. I rushed out, embarrassed."
Cindy smiled, "Well, that might explain why you look at other women, but I sense there's a bit more to this story, please go on."
"Well, the reader's digest condensed version... later, uninvited, she arrives in our campsite tipsy, a few beers too many, she strives to seduce me, a very lascivious endeavor, she gets so horny she masturbates in front of me, laying on our picnic table."
I see Cindy is intrigued, hanging on every word I'm speaking. Maybe, I'm exciting her, I continue, with the hope I am, "that night on my return trip from the bathroom, her camper curtains were wide open, she's fucking her husband, riding him, she sees me, puts on a lewd show for my benefit." I'm confident Cindy is aroused.
"Next morning, I discovered the pleasure of masturbation, something I never learned well enough to be effective." I giggle shyly. "I did some online research and my paradigm of taboo sex, started to shift."
"My son sided with her, he shared he's been hooking up with mature women he meets on an online sex site." I finish my coffee, peering seductively at Cindy, considering if I should maybe make a move. "I succumbed and with them I've had so many tremendous orgasms. Not just more, in a couple days... but the profound, fervent, quality is greater than I've ever experienced before."
I gaze into her eyes. "Have you ever had a lesbian 69 with a rock hard, 8" cock plunging in your cunt?" I swallow, inhale deeply, "the aroma, the taste of a delectable pussy, a talented tongue eating you out; add the intense pleasure of a hard shaft rubbing your g spot." I sigh, "Cindy, my whole outlook on sex shifted. I was a complacent housewife most all of my adult life... unknowing... now I'm a horny woman, who deserves satisfying sex; and my husband hasn't fulfilled my desires for years."
"Wow, I've never been in a threesome," Cindy paused seemed to recoup her confidence, then went on, "but years ago, as a teen, I was concerned I was a lesbian;" Cindy took my hand, "back then it was very 'taboo' to be gay." I saw a different Cindy at that moment, a compassionate, empathetic woman was rubbing the back of my hand.
{'were we connecting on a sexual level?}
She went on. "I had good orgasms every time with my girlfriends, but none when I was with a guy. It was that way for over a year, then... it was Mike, who gave me my first male organ orgasm; I often thought that was why I instantly wanted to marry him. To prove I was 'normal'... not gay."
I wanted desperately to kiss her, but reluctant, unsure, concerned she'd balk; not wanting to scare her away... I hoped she'd take the initiative.
We sat silent for several awkward moments, likely both wanting the other to make a move.