Author's note: Thanks to Anora / MorbidOrb for their feedback and input.
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The next week passed by uneventfully, and while we didn't really discuss the matter further, we both knew where we stood on the matter. I felt like I could go on without having to watch her in the act, but I still craved the thrill of listening to Louise's adventures, watching the videos, and knowing while I worked or was at home that she was out and about. But Louise didn't want to do that. She wanted to talk it out. Eventually.
The subsequent weekend, we went out for dinner, and after, we mapped it out for the time being. While it all hadn't gone entirely to plan, we decided both to put a hard break on the new lifestyle for a while. Of course, after the dinner and a nice lovely stroll in the park, we had found ourselves back home, letting what we had experienced thus far act as fuel and teasing material for when we hit the bed.
Louise, much to my dismay, was pretty adamant about putting an indefinite pause on the whole adventure we had embarked on, however. Even after we had a night full of teasing fun. She was, after all, always the more sensible one. I thought with the wrong head all the time, and couldn't always see the clear picture of all this cuckolding and cheating actually did to us. Louise had put rules in place to help us live out that dangerous fantasy with some boundaries, to help facilitate my fantasy, building parameters where it could live and thrive, only for herself to break all of them almost immediately. I guess it made sense, then, to take a break, however long that would be.
I did find it interesting that she insisted on still tutoring Tony, all normal-like. I wasn't suspicious that she would do anything, but I did find it, as I said, very interesting. I knew of course we had committed to her tutoring him, but my fogged-up brain couldn't help going certain places. Like, what would they do when they were alone? Was she going to tease him? Or would he tease her? Would she relent? Was she going to let him fuck her? And the most important question, was she going to tell me about it?
And the questions kept piling up. I even asked her that weekend. The next tutoring session, without the promise of them fucking or a handjob, just a normal tutoring session, was already next Wednesday at his place.
"So... I've been thinking," I said, taking a swig from my drink as we sat around watching TV.
"Oh no," Louise joked, knowing where I was going.
"I know we agreed on putting a pause on things, but I really like you telling me about the other times you two have gotten together."
"Oh, you mean when I get to tell you how good he fucks me? Enough to make your faithful wife nothing but a cheat?" Louise teased. My physical reaction was immediate.
"Yes, I suppose."
"Johnny, look at me, sweetie," Louise said, turning her head to face me, her blue eyes gazing into mine. "I won't do anything with him."
But I could sense Louise wanted to appease my fantasy still. She knew it would be torture for me to see her go over there and hang with him, unable to see, not knowing. The thought of them together, her unwavering determination to not do something, then finally relenting, her pussy getting filled with another man's cum... I felt the pressure build in my loins. It was an odd feeling, being aroused and hurt all at the same time.
"Does it help if I talk about when we did it before?" Louise asked, trailing her hand up my thigh. "Tease you a little bit? Like we've done up till now?"
I nodded, leaning in to kiss her lips. Louise took hold of my head and pushed me back on the couch and then climbed on top, straddling me.
"What do you want to know?" Louise asked. "How tight his grip is on my ass when he slams his big dick inside me? How it feels to have my toes curl up when I cum on him? How good it feels to feel a young cock throb in me when he cums?"
"God, yes," I groaned.
Louise kissed me, letting her hands run over my body. Her big breasts pressed against my chest, and her crotch rested against my groin, letting me feel her heat through the fabrics of our clothes. She grinded softly on me, teasing, giving me the promise of something more.
"He's so thick, Johnny. I can barely wrap my fingers around his girth," Louise sighed, moving her lips to my ear. "His cock fills me up, stretches me, pushes in places only you should be able to touch. And some places you can't touch. Is that what you wanna hear?"
"Yes," I whispered.
"Good. Because Tony had your faithful wife acting like a cheap slut," Louise said.
Louise ground harder on me. I could feel her heat through my pants, her wetness seeping through and soaking the fabric of my own jeans. She reached down and unzipped me, reaching into my boxers to grab my throbbing dick. I shuddered as she stroked it a couple of times before reaching into her panties and guiding me to her entrance.
"Uuugh," I moaned as she slid down on me. Louise smiled and kissed me.
"Just relax," she said. "It'll be good. It's still you in me. I'm just imagining someone else."
"Ah-hah-ha," I stammered as she slid up and down on my dick.
Louise was wet, incredibly so. I felt my dick slide in easily, with little friction. Her heat engulfed me, and she was still so tight. Her pussy clenched around me, sucking me in.
"Does he fuck you better than me?" I asked, feeling guilt and shame well within me.
"Oh yeah,"" Louise admitted without a shred of doubt. "He's not afraid to use that big dick of his, nor take what he wants. And he knows exactly what to do with it. It's like he's got a sixth sense. He knows how to get me off so easily. You get me off too, but with more effort..."
I reached up to cup her tits, gently squeezing them through the fabric of her shirt and bra. Louise leaned in and kissed me again, her tongue slipping into my mouth. She started to move faster, sliding up and down on my dick, moaning into the kiss. I reached down and grabbed her ass, pulling her into me, closing her eyes for the sensation to course through her more thoroughly.
"Fill me, Tony," Louise moaned as I squeezed. I stopped and looked at her, watching my face contort.
"Shit, did you just say Tony?" I croaked.
"Uhh!" Louise moaned, ignoring my question, but that was confirmation enough.
My jealousy mixed in with my arousal. The jealousy of her desire for a young stud and how he could fulfill her needs so easily, my humiliation as the loser unable to provide, the guilt of jealousy. It all coalesced within me as I got the strength to grip and maneuver Louise so I could take control. I rutted against her as the envy in my gut fueled me.