My Life Turned Into a Prison

This is the second part of my story. Jeff's wife had just spent the night with her boss Brad, claiming she needed more sex than Jeff could give her because of the medication he was on that affected his libido. While Alicia left with Brad her boss, Jeff used the Bourbon that Brad brought to get completely passed out drunk.

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THE MORNING AFTER

The sun shining in between the living room curtains started to make Jeff stir. As he tried to open his eyes and remember how he came to be sitting in his recliner, he noticed a few things. First, he was covered by a blanket that he knew was kept in the top of the hall closet, he knew he didn't get it down so someone else covered him. Next, he smelled bacon coming from the Kitchen.

As he blinked trying to bring everything into focus, he noticed the glass of water and aspirin sitting on the end table beside him. With his head banging like a drum, he picked up the aspirin and swallowed them along with the whole glass of water. It was still cool, so it hadn't been sitting there long.

The clock said it was almost 11:00 am as he got up and looked at his phone.

He had three messages from Alicia from the night before and one this morning.

JUST GOT TO THE RESTAURANT. I LOVE YOU AND WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW.

HAD A GREAT DINNER AND HEADED TO THE HOTEL. I LOVE YOU.

I HOPE YOU ARE OKAY SINCE I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU. PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND. I REALLY DO LOVE YOU AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY TOMORROW, YOU WILL SEE.

The last one was at 9:30 am

JUST FINISHING UP AT THE HOTEL. I'LL BE HOME SOON AND WE CAN TALK. I LOVE YOU.

Jeff pondered the messages. She did keep him updated and didn't rub his nose in it, although letting him know she was heading to the hotel with Brad would have been devastating to see at the time. He was also pretty sure what "Finishing up" meant. He just sighed and steadied himself for the argument to come.

However, he was a little shocked when he stumbled into the Kitchen. Alicia was cooking a big breakfast and noticed him standing there watching her. She smiled at him, wearing a pair of leggings and an old t-shirt. Even with no makeup, she still looked amazing.

"Well good morning sleepy head." She said gleefully.

Jeff was confused, was he dreaming? Was last night a terrible dream brought on by his imagination? As he glanced over to the Kitchen counter, he noticed the half empty bottle of Old Forester that her lover, Brad, had brought him. So no, this was no dream. He was living a nightmare. However, Alicia was acting as his loving wife, just like she always had.

"It looked like you had a hard night, I'm sorry about that. But I'm hoping it will be like ripping off a band aid and won't be as bad in the future." She smiled with a look of both anticipation and hope of acceptance.

"In the future? I thought you said that we would talk about it today and if I wasn't happy then you wouldn't do it again."

The stunned look on Alicia's face said it all. She never had any intention of stopping it and was just saying it to placate him before she left.

"I'm sorry you are right. I did say that, but after last night I realized this is exactly what I have to have in order for us to be the loving couple that we always have been."

Jeff wasn't in the mood to get into this, so he just rolled his eyes as Alicia spoke determined to talk about her affair like it was just a normal conversation.

"Whatever. Tell me again how I'm supposed to be happy about you leaving me in my misery to go fuck your boss!" He said the last part a little too loud and winced with the pain in his head.

Alicia walked over and rubbed his arm looking into his eyes. She thought, at least he hasn't slapped me or left so I guess that's a good thing.

She softly spoke. "Please don't be like this Jeff. Like I tried to explain last night, not very well I'll admit, this is outside of us. I will do everything in my power to not hurt you. I want you involved as much as you want to be. But I just can't go on with us as it was. It isn't fair to me, and this is the only option that I see that allows us to stay together and give me what I need. I love you and want to grow old together with you. This won't be forever, just until I either don't need it or hopefully when you come off your medication and things change in your pants."

Jeff just looked at her. She was really pushing and blaming him for her sexual needs. While he agreed and was disappointed in himself and his body for its reaction to the medication, this shouldn't give her the freedom to go and set this up without even discussing it with me. He just stood there stoic in his own thoughts.

"Jeff, talk to me. Tell me what you are feeling. I need this but I certainly don't want to lose you."

"Don't you think that might already be too late?"

She gasped and put her hands over her mouth. "You can't mean that. We had sex with other people in the past. This is no different."

"It is different because I wasn't involved. Not in the planning, not in how it would happen and certainly not even consulted. I was just told what was happening. Not to mention you spent time talking to your boss about our sex life. You basically gave him access to your panties and said, 'do what you want, my husband doesn't matter.'"

Alicia suddenly lit up with anger. "I NEVER said that you don't matter. I'm sorry that I didn't include you in the planning and you are right, I should have talked to you about it. But that ship has sailed. But let's be honest, did this really hurt you?"

Jeff's eyes were as big as saucers as he realized that she wasn't remorseful at all.

Alicia then took to the offensive. "Oh yes, it hurt your ego and for that I'm so sorry. But I wasn't going to cheat on you behind your back. I have too much respect for you." She rolled her eyes and waved her hand dismissingly. "Oh, I know you are going to say this whole thing was disrespectful and in a way it was. But if you think about it, I told you ahead of time, I was discreet, and we went out of town to a hotel where no one would know us. He even brought you a bottle of bourbon as a piece offering. I know that this was difficult, but by the time you woke up, your loving wife was back here fixing you breakfast no worse than when she left. I was showered and clean with no trace of anything from last night."

Alicia moved forward and took his head in her hands to look into his eyes. She said softly, "I will never give him anything I won't willingly give to you. Anytime you want me.......and can perform.... I am yours."

Jeff backed away to free himself from her grasp. "So, if you are getting ready to leave to go fuck Brad and I had a hard on, you would stay with me?"

She thought about it just for a second and then replied. "If you were hard and I was getting ready to leave, I would make sure you were taken care of and loved until you were completely spent before I even thought about leaving."

A single tear fell from her eye as she looked at him. "I love you, but I need this. I don't know how to explain it, but at this time in my life, there are times that my urges have me climbing the walls. I don't want this to hurt us, but I need it. I want you to at least think about it before you do anything rash."

Alicia leaned forward and lightly kissed Jeff on the lips. Then he felt her hand brush his soft cock and start to stroke it. For whatever reason he started to stir and get hard. Alicia felt this and her eyebrow raised.

"Why don't we go upstairs, and you can reclaim me. I really want to feel you inside me right now."

With that she stepped backward, turned off the oven and then took Jeff's hand. She led him upstairs to the bathroom. He stood there as she slowly stripped him naked being sure to always keep eye contact. Once he was naked, she turned on the shower and then stood looking at him while she pulled her shirt and bra over her head. Her breasts heaved and her nipples were pointing straight up. Even with his anger, she still looked breathtaking.

After she stripped off her leggings and thong, she took his hand and pulled him into the shower. The hot water felt great on his body and allowed his mind to get clear. As he felt the water cascading over his body, Alicia knelt and took his half hard cock into her mouth. The feelings were unbelievable, and he couldn't believe it, but he was getting hard, really hard. Alicia just looked up at him and grinned while she stroked his cock.

Alicia then stood up, turned her back to Jeff and bent over. "Take me and reclaim me. Make me yours again."

Without another word, Jeff stepped forward and slid into her wet opening. He wasn't gentle, he wasn't kind, he just started ramming into her repeatedly. He could hear her moan, slowly at first and then louder and louder. It drove him mad, and he grabbed her hips for more leverage. That's when he saw the little bruises on her ass. They looked like handprints or at least fingerprints where someone had held onto her tightly, and he knew that they weren't his. He was still inserted in her but stopped and was just looking down at them.

Alicia noticed he stopped and twisted her head to see him. "Oh, I'm sorry honey, Brad can get a little rough. I guess he left a few marks I didn't see. But don't worry about what he did, do what you do and take me back. Make me yours!"

Jeff just started pounding her over and over. He was still hurt and angry, but something about fucking her hard to leave his own marks and to rid her body of his memory took over. He was as aroused as he had been in a long time. Her moans were louder than he had heard in a long time. That's when he felt her tighten around him as her legs shook and she had a violent orgasm.

This was too much for Jeff and he finally erupted inside of her. For that one moment, all the emotions were gone, all the anger, jealousy and betrayal were forgotten. In that moment he knew that something about this excited him a little. Not a whole lot and certainly it didn't forgive what she did, but it did allow him to be excited enough to have sex with his wife.

Once he was soft and slipped out, Alicia spun around and kissed him passionately. He held her and they embraced like the loving couple that he thought that they were up until yesterday. What felt like hours was probably only a few minutes holding each other. Then they shut off the water, toweled each other off and went to the bedroom. They laid on the bed and snuggled, kissed and rubbed each other.

Jeff was lying there enjoying the time with a lot of emotions running through his mind. Alicia knew that he was torn so she took the lead to try to get him excited. "You know Brad isn't as good at loving me as you are."

Jeff perked up at this knowledge. "Really? You expect me to believe that?"

"Oh absolutely, with him it's just sex. With you it's love and an emotional connection. That's what I've been telling you. He has a big cock and can use it, but it's just two animals rutting, not the passionate love making that we have."

As Alicia was explaining this, she was stroking Jeff's cock. As it started to stir a little, she went down and took him in her mouth. She licked his whole length, sucked on the head and then turned and looked up at him. "You see, with Brad there isn't the kind glances we have while I do this. With you I can take my time and lick and suck showing you how much you mean to me."

"So, you didn't give him a blowjob?" Jeff said as he felt his body start to tense a little.

"Oh, I tried to, but he's a little longer and a little thicker than you so getting him in my mouth is slightly difficult. Plus, he isn't into soft and romantic. By now he would have grabbed the sides of my head and started thrusting into my mouth using me for his pleasure. Like I told you, it's just sex and animal lust. It is just a way to scratch an itch. Don't get me wrong, he makes me feel spectacular, but when it's over there isn't this closeness, we have."

With that Alicia doubled her efforts and miraculously Jeff was able to get completely hard again. Alicia threw her leg over him and started to ride him feeling him swell and hit her in all the right places. She used one hand to squeeze a nipple and the other to rub on her clit. "Oh yes, just like that. I really think you might like hearing about me fucking Brad. Is that something you would want to watch? Him taking me and making me his own?"

The sensations and the talk were too much, and Jeff stiffened as he sprayed the inside of her womb with his seed. His explosion sent her over the edge as well into another earth-shattering orgasm. When she finally calmed down, she fell on top of Jeff until her breathing retuned to normal.

As they both lay there in a post bliss, she finally got the nerve to ask. "So, does this mean that you will allow me to still see Brad? I mean as you can tell this won't affect us and might help."

Alicia rolled over on her arm facing Jeff to gauge his demeanor.

He just stared at the ceiling and finally said, "I'll think about it."

With that, Alicia smiled and snuggled back into Jeff before she drifted off to sleep. Jeff however just laid there awake contemplating what just happened and what he was going to do.

At this point, he just didn't know.

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JEFF'S TURMOIL

After Alicia was fast asleep, Jeff got up and put on a pair of boxers as he quickly grabbed the rest of his clothes and left the room for downstairs. He wasn't sure what he was going to do but needed some time to think about it. He got dressed in the living room and left a note on the Kitchen table for Alicia that he was going to go grab something to eat and to think. He even signed it, 'Love Jeff' so she knew he was coming back.

He drove to a local Denny's and pushed his food around the plate as he thought and made notes on a piece of paper. He wasn't sure how long he had been gone, but after a while the food was cold, and the waitress seemed a little perturbed that he was still taking up one of her tables. He folded up his paper and put it in his pocket then finished off his coffee and stood to leave.

He left her a good tip and decided to drive home. By now he had been gone for more than three hours and wanted to get home so Alicia wouldn't worry. Even now after everything that had happened, he still loved her and worried about her. He had made some decisions in his mind, and he really wanted to discuss it with her to see what her thoughts were. Even now he wasn't believing that he even considered allowing her to do this......not that he had a choice. She had made it perfectly clear she had no intentions of stopping.

But the more he convinced himself he was right, and he would put a stop to it, the more he realized that some things were out of his control. Right now, he had a loving wife.... for the most part, a great house and job and was living his dream life.

It wasn't his fault that the medication for his heart played havoc with his sex life, but that was what was happening right now. He also knew that she had tried and had been patient with him for a long time. But now she had needs and urges and he just couldn't meet them. The flip side was that if he decided to divorce her, it was a no-fault state. He would lose the house, or worse, pay her alimony to live there and bring this Brad in as much as she wanted.

If she truly kept it discreet like she said and still took care of him and was loving like she was this morning, would it really make a difference? He had seen her with other men in the past and even enjoyed it. Could he do that now? How would he deal with this? The worse part was that he got aroused by what she said and imagining what she did with this guy. He obviously didn't like it when she was with Brad, but afterwards, the thoughts and her words really excited him. Right up until he drove into the garage, he still didn't know what he would do or tell her. One thing for sure, either way he was going to have to investigate this Brad character.

Alicia stiffened as she heard the garage door went up. She was in the Kitchen cleaning up the breakfast they never ate when he came into the house. She glanced up trying not to show how anxious she really was.

"Hey honey, did you have a good trip?"

Jeff went straight to the Kitchen table and sat in the same seat he had been in last night. "Why don't you join me?"

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JEFF'S CONDITIONS

Alicia stiffened up and walked slowly to the table, making sure to sit across from Jeff with the full table between them. She wasn't sure where his head was at and what he was going to say, so better to be safe than sorry.

"Jeff, you're scaring me."

"I'm sure not as much as you've hurt me." he said flatly.

The quick hurtful comment hit her right to the bone. She knew what she was asking for and already doing was hurtful, but she didn't want to be reminded of it. After all, it was just a little indiscretion.

Jeff sighed and noticed the hurt look on her face. He then plainly said, "Don't worry, you are getting what you want......I just have some conditions."

Alicia's face loosened slightly, and a little smile started to form on the corner of her mouth. "Of course, honey, anything you want."

"What I want is to not have this conversation or have a wife who is fucking her boss. But since neither of those things are going to happen then I'm going to set boundaries."

"No need to be rude Jeff, I was just saying that I would abide by any rules you set."

Jeff paused and took a minute to compose himself. He pulled his paper out of his pocket and began to study it.

"First rule, there will be no going out with Brad anywhere near our house. Within a 45-mile radius. That limits the chance of someone seeing you both together. I certainly don't want to add any more humiliation than I already feel to this."

Alicia just looked on and nodded.

"Second rule, anytime I want sex, no matter when, I get it. I don't care if you are getting ready to leave to meet him, If I want to bend you over the bed and hike up your skirt and go at it, then I can with no arguments."

"Absolutely" Alicia cried out a little more eager than she meant to.

"Third rule, no disrespecting me. If I agree to do something that's fine, but I will not allow you or him to belittle or make fun of me."

"I would never do that." Alicia snapped.

"You already have when you told him about my condition. That's what got the vulture circling us in the first place. But no more. That was your once and done."

"My Fourth rule. I want him using condoms. I don't want him bringing in a STD to you from one of his other whores."

"I'm not sure about that one. I don't like the way they feel." Alicia was so enthralled that she missed the subtle name calling that Jeff did.

"Well then I want a clean bill of health after every encounter he might have with someone else. I don't want any diseases from your little adventure."

Alicia was watching him intently, almost like she was memorizing every rule.

"My Fifth and final rule. When I get off this medication and I'm back to normal, he goes. DO you understand? This isn't permanent. This is only until I get better."

Alicia was practically beaming now as she nodded profusely. "Is that all? I think I can live with that."

"Oh......One more thing, I don't want anyone, and I mean anyone to know about this. If I so much as hear a rumor that you are bragging to a coworker or he is telling his buddies about this arrangement, it will end badly for both of you."

The threat wiped the smile off her face. She was still happy but had a glint of fear in her eye. She had never heard Jeff threaten anyone. The man never even got road rage in rush hour traffic.

Alicia stood and came over to Jeff's side of the table. She sat in his lap and hugged him. Then she leaned back and looked him in the face. "You are the greatest husband in the world. I love you so much and I promise to make this up to you."