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Chapter 1
I know that by telling my story, well a lot of people will hate me. I'm okay with that. What you are about to read is my life (well parts of it). My story started a couple of years ago when Steve my husband of twenty years had his fantasy come true. Steve had been asking me to sleep with other men and well finally after years of him betting I finally did it. What shocked me was how much I enjoyed it.
For the first twenty years of my marriage sex really wasn't that important to me, until that night when I slept with my husband's friend. This man rocked my world! Not only was the foreplay amazing he was hung. He brought the woman out in me three times that first night. Over the next several chapters I'll share sexy details with you.
Even though I'm forty I feel sexier than ever. I'm taller than most women, and mostly legs. Sure my girl friends say that they are jealous but I took a mental beating growing up. Since I was a tom boy the guys were kind of mean to me, yeah they loved to include me when they played sports but they also teased me for my long legs.
Life most "wives", well I allowed for life to take control over my life. Between raising the kids and making sure the home life is perfect life just gets away from us. Over the years I gained a few pounds. The worse part was that I failed to notice Steve's drinking. Maybe part of me knew that we had drifted so my mind shut down to the fact that he was drinking way too much.
Ten years ago Steve would bring up the idea of a threesome but there was no way I would bit when he talked about that. I feared that if I would say yes than he would punish me in some type of way. Now, I did notice when Steve would talk about watching a guy do me Steve would cum in less than three minutes.
Then a few years ago Steve tried to spice things up a little but the way he went about it was all wrong. He would purchase me kinky lingerie and sexy toys. Sure vibrators are fun but I would prefer foreplay than a dildo. I was never comfortable when Steve wanted to use a life like cock or anything over eight inches. Due to Steve's history I always felt that I was walking on egg shells with him and that if I enjoyed the toy too much Steve would accuse me of having a lover. After a while Steve seemed to lose interest; then five years ago our sex life came to a halt and when we did have sex it was Steve eating me out while he used a dildo.
Now you know that Steve was a very jealous man and when he started to talk about having a threesome I was like yeah right. At first I felt like he was trying to set me up. Over the years he wore me down and over the years the idea fermented in my mind. One thing that shocked me was the fact that Steve was never jealous of his friend Jerry. Steve would encourage Jerry to flirt with me, grab my ass, and even play with my breasts. In the past, Steve would get into a fight if a guy looked at me and now he was openly encouraging his friend to do me.
One thing that I never told Steve was how sexy our wrestling matches had become. Steve loved to watch Jerry and I wrestle and every time that Jerry came over I made sure to wear thin cotton shorts, no bra, and my sexiest thong. Once things heated up I could feel how hung Jerry was and he did not seem to mind pushing me around the floor and pushing his impressing cock into me. I think both Jerry and I were testing the waters with Steve. If Steve would have shouted for us to wrestle naked we would have.
I have to say that I loved the attention that Jerry gave me. Jerry was more romantic and tender but had a strong presence around him. Jerry was mysterious and for a lack of better term "still waters run deep."
With Jerry Steve would encourage him to grope me, well let's just say that I really enjoyed Jerry flirting with me. The first time Jerry flirted with me I was a little apprehensive due to Steve's jealousy but Jerry melted down all my resistance.
Well this is how my affair started. Well maybe affair is too strong of a word. Steve has a friend that I found sexy and he loved to flirt. Steve met Jerry a year before I slept with him. Jerry was confident and knew how to turn me on. At first I did not realize the effect he had on me but when he would leave at night I would masturbate while Steve slept next to me.
I'm sure that some women would understand the contrast between the men in my life. In fact my men were completely different. Steve had rough hands and was rough in bed and sex wasn't that much enjoyable. When Steve would drink too much he would try to have sex but was unable to get a hard on. Secondly his idea of foreplay was telling me "let's do it." While Jerry had firm hands and he enjoyed teasing me so much so that I came once just from him teasing me. Jerry had the ability to read my mood and give me what I wanted and if he wanted something more he would help get me there. Not sure how to explain what he had over me.
After Jerry entered my life, well he talked encouraged me to joining a gym. At the time money wasn't an issue and when I joined the gym I found a person trainer to help me. Within six months I had the body that I've always wanted. After a year, well I was a sexy hottie.
Even my daughter started to make comments and one day after shopping with her, well I changed. No longer did I wear bikini panties, only thongs. After all with most panties they always end up in your ass so why not wear a thong? Before I joined the gym I would never wear a dress to work. Things changed and all I would wear was skirts to work. I'm sure that you get the idea of all the influence happening in my mind. For the first time in my life I felt like a sexy woman. The more things that happened the stronger my sexuality took over. An example is when we went to the beach. I love the water and looked forward to baking in the sun. However, while bikini shopping I noticed that, well I needed to take a matter into my hand. I had planned on doing a little trim but by the end my pussy was clean shaven! I never knew how erotic it was having my pussy shaved. I loved how it felt, so clean and sexy.
Jerry talked me into wearing a skirt and well, I liked it. Then one day Jerry planned a party and took me shopping. He helped me find the perfect dress which leads me to the first time things heated up between us. The store was kind of empty and the store clerk encourages Jerry to bring several dresses to me. Well once I had three dresses that I wanted to try on, Jerry did not leave the dressing room. I'm not sure if he wanted to watch me more, or if I needed him to watch me? Anyway as he sat there I started to undress and watched him watch me undress. Oh my body was on fire knowing that he could see me. All I wanted to do was arouse him. The first dress was back less so when I removed my clothes, I removed my bra. This was the first time that Jerry had seen my breasts.
This was the first time in over twenty years that a man has seen me almost nude. Talk about a rush of emotions. All I could think about was how Steve would encourage Jerry to grab my breasts and how Steve wanted to watch Jerry and me wrestle.
From the bulge in his pants I knew that Jerry was enjoying his view. Course I had an idea as to his impressive size from wrestling. Even though I was almost fully nude standing there I never felt uncomfortable.
Once I had selected the clothes that I liked Jerry took me to a lingerie store. There I had purchased several sheer bras, new thongs, stockings, and some killer pumps. This was a first for me; I've never worn stockings before and use to hate having to dress up as a girl. Now, my husband's friend was picking out lingerie for me and I wanted him to see me in it!
My panties were soaked and I'm sure some of my arousal was running down my thighs. The last dress was a sexy little sundress. I loved how the dress hugged and showed of my curves. I tried to remove the dress but Jerry stopped me.
Jerry looked up at me, "Please you have to wear this home."
