Recently I attended a conference with work. Saying it was interesting, would be an understatement.
But.
A few months before hand though, my husband Dave dropped the bombshell on me.
I thought our sex life was ok, maybe a little vanilla but ok, but. One night whilst we were having sex, he said, "he would love me to be a hotwife, and meet other men for sex." I couldn't believe my ears. Partly in shock I called him a pervert. Sex was over and I refused to talk to him.
But something must have struck a chord in me as I couldn't get what he had asked out of my mind. A couple of days later my curiosity got the better of me, I opened the laptop and searched hotwife!
I have to say after my initial shock of reading what he was actually wanted me to do, I ended up reading a couple of the stories. To my embarrassment I was starting to get turned on, I turned off the computer trying to work out what the hell happened and to sort what was going on in my head.
However, the next day I found myself back on the computer i read more stories and found blogs from wives actually doing what Dave had asked me. The more I read, the more and more turned on I was becoming, the more extreme the stories, the more excited I was getting. I didn't even realise I had done it, but my hand was down my pants and before i knew it, I was cuming.
My mind was a wash, could I really do it!
So a days later, I broke the silence and spoke, I asked him one question. Why.
He told me it had been a fantasy of his for a long time, he said, " the thought of me enjoying sex, purely for the sake of sex was so erotic to him".
I asked him, was I not enough for him, I couldn't do anything like that it was wrong and would feel like cheating.
He laughed looked me in the eyes and said, "how can it be cheating, I'm asking you to do i. Its not about me, it's all about your pleasure."
"So you want to meet other women then," I replied.
"No," he replied, i am not interested is other women, all I want is you to tell me about it afterwards." He tried to reason with me saying, " the boys have both left home, why not let our hair down and enjoy ourselves a bit." I walked away shaking my head.
The subject was not mentioned again that week. But I couldn't stop reading the stories.
That weekend when I was out shopping I went to pick up some tights, but I found myself picking up holdups. Thinking to myself, maybe I should make more of an effort to look good for Dave, it might take his mind off this hotwife thing in his head. We were going out that night for a drink with friends so i bought them.
Whilst getting ready It surprised me how nice they looked, I had bought them as a surprise for Dave, but I actually was shocked me how good they made me feel. looking in the mirror I thought to myself, you know what Wendy, you've not got a bad figure considering I was 48 with grown children. I then thought to myself , would other men really find me attractive like Dave says. I discarded the idea as silly.
We had a lovely evening out with our friends.
When we got home and I took off my dress Dave virtually jumped on me. He said, "he'd never seen me looking so sexy,"