Angie:
I don't know why I'm so anxious about tonight. It's not like I haven't slept with other men since I've been married. Maybe it's because the man I'm dating tonight is such a hunk and I can't wait for him to get into my pants. Or maybe it's because my husband Kevin helped arrange this date and plans to be here when this guy comes over to fuck me.
I barely know Carl. He's been here twice, for dinner ostensibly. I didn't understand why Kevin invited him, at first. You see, this whole thing is Kevin's idea, believe it or not. He sprung it on me right after our first meeting with Carl.
"What do you think about him … as a date?"
"What do you mean?"
"You know, as a
date
. Do you think he's good in bed?"
"I don't know. Why?"
I have to admit, Carl is easily one of the brawniest men I've ever met. An older guy, but in excellent physical shape. He's got a rugged but nice looking face. Nice hair—a little gray around the temples, but healthy and plentiful on top. Kevin's questions about what kind of a date I thought Carl would make really confused me.
"If you weren't married, would you date him?" Kevin asked me.
"Maybe. Why?"
Well, like I said, he asked because he had this wild idea, a
fantasy
he called it. He said he knew how much I liked sex and he also knew that since we had patched things up about our marriage there was not going to be any more cheating. (That was the only way our marriage would work, we both agreed. Total honesty from now on.) Part of our honesty truce, he said, was to admit that he sometimes fantasized about in bed with another man. So, it turns out that when he was talking about Carl as a possible date, he was talking about Carl as a possible date for
me
.
"This is a fantasy, right?" I asked him.
"Well, yes. It has been a fantasy. But, it could be more than that, if you wanted it to."
And that's how tonight came to be. Carl's coming here to see me—to have some fun. With Kevin's blessing. Oh, and did I mention that not only does my husband
want
me to get laid tonight; he also wants to
see
me get laid? What's that all about? He claims it'll be fun for him to watch. I'll be damned if I want to watch him screw another woman. Hell, I don't even want to
know
about it, if it happens. But if Kevin's OK with me fucking another guy, especially one as good looking as Carl Bargsdale, well, who am I to deny him his fun?
Of course, I'm also not sure how Carl's going to react to Kevin being here. I was surprised that Kevin didn't tell him. Carl could change his mind when he finds out that his invitation to have sex with me has a rather kinky string attached.
"Why didn't you tell him that you wanted to watch?" I asked.
"I don't know. I guess I thought he'd chicken out it if he knew," Kevin said.
"When do you plan to tell him?"
"When he gets here, I guess."
Besides the unknown of Carl's reaction, there's the unknown of
my
reaction. Let's face it, during the days when I was cheating on my husband part of the excitement was in the misbehaving--you know, the cookie jar thing: it's more fun getting into that jar high up on the shelf when you've been told to "keep out" than it is being handed the jar and given an open invitation to help yourself.
And then, it has crossed my mind that this whole date thing might be a test. Maybe Kevin's hoping I'll back out at the last minute. All I can say about that is if that's what he's looking for, he should have hooked me up with some fat, ugly-assed pig, not a stud like Carl.
Kevin's downstairs now. I half expected him to pop in to watch me get dressed. He's been asking me what I plan to wear, which bra, which panties, which dress, which lipstick, how am I going to wear my hair, everything. Well, in a minute, he'll get to see what I've done with my hair (pinned it up). I think he'll like the way this pastel blue blouse fits me—it's almost too small—and this navy blue skirt—it's short and fits me close. And, if things go right, he'll get to see my choice of underwear tonight: a lacy little maroon bra and panties set. The panties are not much more than a thong, and the bra is cut so low, it nearly shows my nipples. Sometimes I buy exotic underwear, but generally nothing this naughty. This, and a couple of other pieces of lingerie in my drawer, was a gift from a guy I dated a couple of times [see
Party Girl
]. I never had the heart to tell Kevin about the gifts. He likes them on me and I like the way I look in them, so it seemed silly to throw them away.
Kevin:
I never dreamed that I'd ever give my wife permission to date another man. I once asked her to have dinner with an important client who was in town on business, just to chat with him, show him some of the city, that's all. I wouldn't call that a date. Of course, it was a mistake. Angie's too attractive. What could I have been thinking? She showed him some of the city. And he showed her his hotel room. I don't know if he got her liquored up first, or what, but she didn't exactly holler ‘rape.' In fact, after that, he invited her to fly to the West Coast to attend a big party his company was throwing. She couldn't jump on that plane quick enough. I knew what was going on. I'm not an idiot. But I'm also not a screamer. I'm more the get-even type. So, while Angie was out in San Diego having herself a good ol' time, I jumped the bones of a cute young thing with the prettiest knockers you'd ever want to see.
But that's all behind us now. Somehow our marriage survived all that. We've made a truce—no more cheating, for either of us.
As for this new thing, well, I'd heard about married couples whose bedroom doors are open to …others, but I never thought that I might one day be one of those husbands who opened the door to let someone get in bed with his wife.
At our company's annual holiday party this year, Warren Albright, an outside sales rep I know, cornered me over a couple of drinks and began extolling the merits of an arrangement he and his wife had. He said he lets his wife fuck other men, as long as he can be present.
"I don't believe you," I said.
He assured me it was true. "She's an over-sexed person, by nature," he explained. "So, this way, she doesn't have to cheat … and I get the show of a life time."
"You mean if I fucked your wife, you wouldn't care?"
"Well, it's not like that," he explained. "First of all, she's not a whore. It's not like you get to fuck her just because you want to. Only
she
decides who she shares her bed with."
"OK, let me rephrase the question. If your wife
wants
to fuck me, you don't care?"
"It's not that I don't care, Kevin. I
do
care. In fact, one of the primary reasons I let her fuck other men is because it's such a turn-on."
"A turn-on for who? For her or for you?"
"Well, hopefully for her too, but
definitely
for me. I love watching her fuck a guy!"
"You
watch
her fuck other men?"
"That's right. I let her fuck other men as long as I can watch."