It's been quite awhile since I've been able to find time to write but I've still got a few adventures to share with you!
The weeks following our threesome with Kristen were filled with reflection and discussion of how far we'd come since the first time I'd heard my husband's fantasy on that Tennessee mountain top. If you had told me then that in just a couple short years I would have slept with two men (one of them dozens of times) and watched my husband with another woman I would never have believed it. Our experiences had brought us to a place where we felt we knew in what direction our future wanted us to go. We definitely weren't ready to stop and had clearly learned what we liked and what we didn't want to do again.
I had learned that I loved performing for Dan and that when I was comfortable I had another side to me that I could turn on. My husband had learned that just watching was definitely not for him. He wanted and needed to be an active participant if he was going to be there, our experience with David had driven that point home. The only thing we hadn't experienced to this point was the possibility of me going "solo" and our discussions shifted in that direction. Without trying it we were unsure of how we would feel about it. Both of us were interested in giving it a try and felt we were brave enough in our new life to explore it but it also took us right back to all our original logistical problems of who, where and when.
Meanwhile our sex life continued going stronger than ever and even just reliving some of our experiences would have us tearing at each others clothes. We made love constantly and thoroughly enjoyed it! My confidence or my "glow" as my husband calls it was also strong as ever. I got hit on occasionally at the gym or when I was out with friends and I was quick to play along when it felt right to do so. Simple flirting always led to story time at home where I would sometimes embellish what had happened and Dan was all too happy to let me. In truth I hadn't so much as kissed anyone but we never let the truth get in the way of a good story. We were having a blast together and still going at it like teenagers! It was around this time I started my original tumblr blog and began posting pictures of myself there. I was amazed at all the comments and responses and honestly I loved it! I never shared nudes or anything but no one seemed to mind and my followers grew there pretty quickly.
It was probably a month or so into it when I received a private message from someone on Tumblr who claimed he knew me and had went to high school with me. He seemed very nice and wasn't calling me out or anything but I of course proceeded carefully. He shared his name (Scott) and pictures of himself and after some feeling out I was able to confirm for him that I was who he was guessing I was. Make a long story short we had went to school together for 7 years growing up! Scott never mentioned the hotwife portion of my blog but said he loved the pictures. Somehow he was able to recognize me after nearly 30 years!! We ended up chatting for a couple hours that first day and continued for several more days afterwards. I of course told Dan about it and about a week into it Scott and I had exchanged phone numbers. There was nothing in the way of flirting it was just catching up on old times and learning about each other's lives since school.
Scott had eventually went off to college, had a family and a good career. His marriage sadly ended after his kid's graduation and he'd been single since then. He lived a few hours from me but at least once a month his work brought him to my city, in fact just a few blocks from my office! All these years and we had never run into each other on the street or getting a coffee, it seemed so weird that an anonymous tumblr blog had reconnected us.
To be totally truthful Scott and I barely knew each other in high school. We ran in different circles and only had a few classes together as well as briefly working on the school newspaper together. Even though I didn't remember a lot about him Scott definitely remembered me! He confided pretty early on that I was his high school crush and that he had always wanted to ask me out but just never did it. I was far from being the popular girl back then so it would have been welcome. He remembered me always in jeans and concert tshirts or fuzzy sweaters with my 80s big hair! He even still had the senior picture I had signed for him so many years ago. Our conversations went very well and we became quick internet friends.
Mid to late summer we invited Scott to hang out with us and some of our friends, of course we told him the tumblr blog had to be our secret. He fit in well with our group and such the small world that it is he actually knew a couple of them. Scott was funny, successful and a very kind person. Physically he wasn't in the shape my husband is but not many are at our age. He obviously took care of himself though and I thought he was a guy that most women would find attractive. I was surprised he had been single so long after his divorce. Every Saturday or Sunday our group would get together to watch football over a few beers. Sometimes only three or four of us would be there but other times it could be a dozen. At least once a month Scott would drive up for the day and we even had him out to the lake for a couple summer parties. He fit in great with everyone and still had not mentioned my blog to me in all the times we had hung out.
It was after New Years 2019 when I finally asked him about it one Sunday afternoon. I waited till Dan was getting us another round and while it was just the two of us I asked Scott about my blog.
"So I'm curious," I asked, "you've never asked me anything about my tumblr page where you found me?"
"Lynn I always figured if y'all wanted to bring it up you would," he answered, "I'm just happy to have found ya again and be hanging out, I've thought about you a lot over the years and looked for you on Facebook and stuff but I thought I'd never see you again."
Dan had returned with another round as Scott continued...
"I won't even pretend to lie and tell you I haven't seen your pictures, every single on of them," he laughed, "and I must admit even in front of Dan that you're still beautiful as ever. But I haven't read any of your stories or anything and I doubt I will. I think since I know you again I just don't want to know about that part I guess," he said.
I felt a bit embarrassed and hoped I hadn't put him on the spot asking him about it.
"I'm sorry Scott," I said, "I didn't mean to make it sound like that, I'm really sorry."
"Don't take me wrong Lynn," Scott replied, "I also won't lie to you and say I didn't imagine it. Just you both have been really nice to me, it's awesome to have a new group of friends here and..." he paused looking at Dan, "I just don't think I ever could in front of you man, I guess that's just me and maybe my hang ups but I wouldn't want to ruin a fun night if you know what I mean."
I took a sip of beer as the table suddenly got quiet. I was about to jump in with both feet again and could feel the nervousness in my stomach.
"So Dan and I have been talking," I started with, "We have been considering the possibility of me going on a true hotwife date. It has to be someone I'm totally comfortable with obviously."
"And you're thinking that could be me?" he asked.
