It was Friday and I had called Tim at his office and told him that we would spend tonight watching a movie at home and having a pizza and a bottle of wine for dinner in my bedroom. He had been a good boy all week and it was a night to reward him. I had been out Friday morning getting my nails and hair done and doing other stuff that we all need to do once a week. About 2 that afternoon I went by an adult shop that I had been in once or twice but never purchased anything. Today I wanted to see what they had in the way of videos. Dressed in jeans and a blue denim shirt with the top 2 buttons open to show off some of my 40 DD and heels that made my ass stick out I was the center of attention the minute I walked in. My full breasts and long legs made me very popular.
For you who don’t know me, I feel equal to any man but at the same time more feminine then most women can ever hope to be. The way that men find me sexually attractive, I actually liked the idea that men looked at me not only as a woman but also as a sexual being. I came to the realization in my youth that I was in control of that physical attraction, even more so then the man I was attracted to. I have learned over the years to control whether that attraction went past the stage of flirtation or not.
On the other hand I can't get enough of gazing at the male member, either in real life or on videos. I just can't resist the sight of a man with a nice full front. This just adds to my fantasy and feeds my obsession for being the center of attention.
"Can I help you, lady?"
I turned to see an assistant standing behind his counter, "No...not at the moment...I'm just looking" I told him. There were at least a dozen guys inside the store, and not a female, other than me in the place. It seemed as if they all turned and stared at me as he spoke the 'Lady' word. I saw where the adults section for hardcore XXX of the videotapes section, not sure what to do or where to go I found myself walking over to the racks displaying sex toy’s, lingerie and sexy outfits. I browsed for a few minutes, looking around I noticed a door marked 'Private Viewing' and another marked 'Members Only'.
I went over and asked the assistant what was the Private Viewing and Members Only rooms used for. He smiled and said let me show you. He opens the door to the room and as I walked in he ran his hand over my ass and took my arm by the elbow to guide me to one of the private viewing rooms. In the room was a TV for viewing any of the videos that the store had. Two black leather Lazy-boy chairs and a small end table between the chairs.
“What video would you like to review lady?”
I told him I needed a hard core XXX of a woman that looked like me, tall full body lady with dark hair. All this time he is giving me the once over, all over, he smiled and shook his head yes. I told him I wanted her to do it with nothing but big hung men any and all colors. He told me he had just the flick. He life the room came back in about 5 minutes with 3 video’s and within a minute I was watching porn in living color. I sat down in one of the chairs and he handed me the remote and he took his place beside me in the other Lazy-boy and laid it out as if he was going to nap.
I viewed the 3 films for about 25 minutes skipping to see section and getting a feel for what she was doing in each section and what she had on or like of. I ask the dirty little guy how much for the flick, he told me it was $55.00 each. I told him that was not what I had in mind to pay how about $125.00 for all three. He told me he would let me have it for nothing if I would take my top off and let him sees me topless. I looked at him shook my head no and said
“Takes more than $125.00 to get me to strip!” (I knew if he got me down to just my heels, he would want more.)
He started in on me trying to make a deal where we would take it all out in trade. How he had seen me in the place before and that all I did was teases the men in the places. No way was I going to fuck this shit head! No amount of money, I was horny but not that horny.
“Lady I just want to see those big guns and jerk off!”
I smiled and told him here was my deal I would purchase once a month up to $100.00 worth of anything he had in the store and for that he gets to see me in the all together for 30 minutes. He smiled said we had a deal. I paid $125.00 for my 2 new tapes and told him I would see him next month.
After 6 years of marriage and knowing that Tim was never going to provide me with the sex I needed. I had to put a plan into effect that would give me freedom to get my sex outside the marriage without going behind his back as I had been for over 5 years. Would be great to do it with his blessing, but I knew that would never happen. I had started this plan after my wild night 2 weeks ago when I let him know who was the boss, who was running the show. (Ch. 63)
Bit by bit, the past 12 / 14 days I had started to be rough on Tim, and the key was to make him learn this was going to be part of our life style. In other words he would soon come to expect it and need it and most of all loved it. He had never had control over his life when it came to women. He had needed a very strong woman to take over and I came along and finally rescue him. Surprisingly, I think he found that dedicating himself to my every need was an excitement without comparison. It finally gave Tim a purpose in this comfortable life, and he did not have to think for himself any more than was something I was doing for him.
Of course soon after we were married I knew that I had to take control of the bedroom, just to teach the boy about sex. He was scared at first of everything. I was an obviously gorgeous and confident woman, and could easily pick whom I wanted for a husband. I was turned-on by the whole thing; particularly by the newly discovered power I had over a man more than twenty years my age who wielded a good bit of authority and power within the business world. Tim, on the other hand, who is tall (6’2”) and has a nice body, but unfortunately anything but well endowed. The first time his cock size came up was about 2 years after we were married. Seems like it was just yesterday .... We had just finished what he would call one great session of sex, I on the other hand knew how to fake a world class climax. As he rolled off of me and we lay side by side he ask that question that no woman wants to hear.
“I’m small aren’t I Marca! Tell me Marca I want you to be honest with me!”
Oh watch it girl, don’t hurt him! But this may be the opening you need to get it out and get him to thinking and for you to start being the one running the show, time to make him feel small toward you, small like the little pee/pee he is.
“Tim at 6’ 2” you are not small, don’t be silly!”
“Marca I’m talking about my penis!”
I put my arms around him and kissed his cheek.
"You know, Tim, I’ve been with a few men and some were small, however most of the men I've been with before we were married had larger cocks than some of these guys who are porn stars."
