This is part four, you likely would be lost without the other parts. It is not the same category as the first episode.
*
It had been two weeks since Lynne had offered herself as the solution to Mike and Carol's marriage problem. We were seeing a whole lot less of Mike, as he was now returning home after work. True to his word, Mike had not asked Lynne for any sexual favors. Although Carol and Lynne were now talking several times a day on the phone and they had gone out on Friday night twice. As far as I knew they had not had sex since the three-way with Mike. As far as I could tell, everybody was happy.
"Matt, you seem to get off on hearing about my fucking Carol and Mike." Lynne said after she got home from her Friday night date. "What excites you so much about that?"
"Honey, I wish I knew." I said honestly. It seemed as though my body had rebelled. I did not want to find the idea of my wife with another person erotic, but somehow it was. I was cumming buckets of man juice which to my beloved was proof positive that I was turned on by her infidelity. She argued against the term infidelity. She insisted that she was being faithful to our relationship and had simply became Polyamorous. She had found this term on the internet and insisted that allowing Carol and Mike into her bed, and by extension my bed, was far better than having 2 broken homes with 4 children affected. It was a far away from the ideal with which I had grown up, but it was true that I would not want our marriage to end. And in all honesty, we were back to a "normal" family with Mike not being around all the time. Lynne was not withholding sex from me and as by all accounts there had been no further demands.
"But, it does excite you." Lynne pushed harder.
"Obviously, it excites me." I admitted out loud.
"So, do you want to watch me fuck Mike?" She quizzed.
"I have not thought about that." I lied.
"Come on, Hubbie, you can look me in the eye and say you have not given it any thought." She was now up on her elbows, looking me straight in the eye.
"Ok, so I have thought about it, I just have not come to a conclusion." I admitted.
"You have always like watching me with my toys." She needlessly refreshed my memory. "What got you off from watching me use my toy?"
"I guess the size." I replied. "I liked watching the look on your face as you took that toy inside of you. It is a different look then I get when you fuck me."
"It is a different feeling." Lynne replied.
"A better feeling?" I felt a burn in my chest.
"I did not say better, I said different." Lynne frowned. "When I use my toy it feels me up so much. Your cock does not fill me up, but I get pleasure from the emotional connection. It's like the difference between ice cream and pudding, both are good and you can enjoy both!"
"So am I the ice cream or the pudding?" I asked.
"Don't ask any question to which you are not ready to hear the answer!" She laughed. "But seriously, here is my toy, see how I can get my fingers all around it? And notice how when I put my hands on top of each other I can get the whole toy covered?"
"Yes, I know that it is bigger than me." I gulped.
"Yes, darling, but that is not my point. I was going to tell you that when I held Mike, his head stuck out like this." She said pushing the toy so that the head plus just over an inch stuck out. "And when I put my fingers around Mike's cock my thumb did not quite touch my forefinger. So, if size is a turn on, I'm just letting you know that he is bigger than my toy!"
I could not keep from "wow" escaping my lips.
"So, why don't you want to be there when he fucks me, if it gets you so hot to hear about it and if you like seeing me with a bigger cock. She pressed.
"I guess I am just afraid that I will be embarrassed." I confessed.