HIM:
This story begins when my lovely wife Elizabeth and I took our first real vacation. We were both exhausted from a year of hard work and had decided we needed to pamper ourselves. We booked two weeks at a Spa in Mexico with all the amenities one could wish for.
To better understand this story, I should give you a little bit of background information. My wife Elizabeth is the most gorgeous, sexy creature walking this planet and I adore the ground she walks on. She is 5'3" tall and weighs one hundred and twenty three pounds. Her hair is strawberry blonde and very short in a cute boy-cut. Her figure is absolutely stunning. She is blessed with a body shape that other women envy and dream of having. She is as one could say "curvy in all the right places." Her legs are slim and shapely and her feet are small. She is very fair skinned, hinting at her Irish and Swedish ancestry. Her entire body is covered with a dusting of golden freckles except for the creamy white skin of her breasts, belly and inner thighs. Her personality is somewhat introvert, yet when meeting the right people she is completely engaging. Those who become her friends say the sun shines from her being.
I was fortunate to meet her in January of 1999 in an Internet chat room. The attraction was immediate and within 6 months she had moved half across the continent to be with me. Within a year we were married and it has been the happiest time of our lives.
The intimacy of our physical relationship is romantic with a healthy respect for raw sex, and has been a revelation for both of us. We are adventurous and have explored many new things together.
Lately though, as a result of our busy careers our sex life, which had been exciting and very frequent in the beginning of our marriage, had fallen victim to the exhaustion we felt after our workdays. When we made love however it was always beautiful and satisfying. Recently, on a number of occasions I have had trouble becoming as hard as I usually am. Once my cock was so soft, that I could not enter her. Afterwards, Elizabeth reached over to her night table and picked up her little vibrator, slyly asking me if she could make herself come while I watched. She made herself come several times, while I watched – helplessly. I felt humiliated for not being able to satisfy her completely, but at the same time I would experienced a strange thrill. This left me aroused and excited and I fantasized about those feelings later.
Shortly before our trip to Mexico Elizabeth went to Iowa for ten days to visit her parents, while I attended business in Europe. Our flights returned on the same day and we met at the airport to travel home together. Having been apart for a time, we were horny , and as soon as we met at the airport, we kissed and touched and caressed each other, ready to be home. We made love wonderfully that night.
Several nights later, after we had gone to bed, we began making love. We played our delightful foreplay, and then I entered Elizabeth in that special way she needs because her pussy is very tight. She lies on her side, and I lie beside her and between her legs. She carefully guides my shaft into her, needing several shallow strokes until she is able to take my cock without pain. I was stroking her gently, when she pulled my head close to her and whispered: "I can hardly feel you love."
"Why?" I asked. Gently easing me out of her she replied:"I think your cock is a little small."
I was instantly blushing and became embarrassed. I was at a loss what to do when she wove her hand into my hair, pushed me down to her pussy, and with a hoarse voice told me to lick her. I love licking my wife so I went at it with a vengeance. Elizabeth has often told me that my skills at pleasuring her with my mouth are the best she has ever experienced. She is the first woman I was ever permitted to lick and I love to do it. Over the next while, she came several times from my ministrations. Then, "Is it ok if I use my vibrator; - I'd like you to watch," she coyly asked. With fascination I watched as she brought herself to climax several times. When she was done, she told me to stroke myself. She caressed me and kissed me, and whispered to me how much she loved me. It is difficult to describe the depth of my embarrassment but I was so aroused and excited by what had happened, that I shot my load within seconds. After we were finished, Elizabeth rolled over and went to sleep.
On the Friday before we left for Mexico, I had a conference to attend in the city. Elizabeth accompanied me so she could do some last minute shopping. On the way to the city, she told me that she wanted to go to the adult toy store to "not be left in the same predicament as the other night." This sent me into another tailspin of embarrassment. I felt humiliated that she would need the use of a dildo to pleasure her properly, while I could not. I am quite uncertain what I heard that day at the conference because my thoughts revolved around the turn of events our sex life had taken.
That night, when I started to kiss her, she gently put a finger on my lips, and told me to go to sleep. "We have a long trip tomorrow." It took me some time to calm down and as I was drifting into sleep, I heard her slowly masturbating herself with her hand until she came. My humiliation deepened even more. As I was experiencing my beautiful wife pleasuring herself, after she had rejected me, my cock became achingly hard and my head spun with sexual arousal and excitement. To say I was horny felt like the understatement of the millennium.
The following day we finished packing and by noon we were ready to leave for the airport. The first leg of our journey took us to Toronto. We checked into the hotel and after taking a bath to refresh ourselves, we went to the Chinese Restaurant, where we had eaten our first supper together.
The evening was wonderfully romantic and filled with good food, laughter and anticipation of our coming vacation.
It was not surprising, when we came back to the hotel, that we were both in the mood. I slowly undressed Elizabeth, laid her down on the bed, and because it relaxes and arouses her, I began kissing and licking her body all over in the way she likes. Soon she began caressing me, and eventually her hands and mouth found their way to my cock. I grew hard with the excitement of her touch, and she said to me: " Make love to me, Martin."
I gently entered her. It felt so wonderful to feel her pussy caressing my cock, I was in heaven. After a few minutes of stroking her, it became apparent that she was not enjoying herself as much as she usually does when we make love. Her breathing did not appear to change and eventually she sighed deeply. She put her hands on my bottom and pulled me deeper into her, urging me to change pace. In the end she stopped my stroking and pulled my head close to her mouth: "Your tiny cock just doesn't do it for me anymore love. I need a real cock to pleasure me. Be good and go over to the suitcase and get me the brown package. There is something in there that you need."
Not knowing what else to do, I got up and went over to her suitcase and retrieved the package. I opened the brown wrapping and inside I found a case containing an eight-inch big round black dildo with harness. I blushed, and for the next moment I was so humiliated that I just stood there with my hand wrapped around this monster of a dildo.
I must have been a strange sight. Elizabeth laughed out loud, and said in a sultry voice: "Oh baby show me that big cock of yours." I returned to the bed, and as I lay down beside her, still unable to say a word, a wave of nauseating humiliation coursed through me. She pulled me to her and whispered: "put it on for me." Suddenly I was thrilled and aroused. "I need a real cock tonight" she continued. "I need to be fucked with my big black cock."
My hands trembled when I tried to put on the dildo. She had to help me, gently tucking my tiny little cock inside the harness, so it would not be in the way. Then Elizabeth reached over, and once again I entered her. Not with my own, but a better and bigger cock, so that my wife would find pleasure. Almost the instant I had pushed the cock inside of her, she came with a shriek and grunted: " oh god, fuck me Martin, -oh yes- this is what I need." Over the next ten minutes Elizabeth came fourteen times bucking and squirming, breathlessly telling me, that this was what she needed.
"Your puny little dick can't do it for me anymore; - I need a good fucking by my big black cock."
Eventually she eased me back and the dildo out of her. She told me to stroke myself. She was lying beside me, with a big satisfied smile, caressing me while I masturbated. When she started whispering how I was incapable of satisfying a woman like her, I shot my cum all over my belly.
Reflecting on the events that evening, after we had turned out the lights, I realized I liked the way I felt when being told by my wife that her needs were more than I could satisfy and being shamed for my failure. I became aroused, hard and horny at the thought, that my wife, my beloved Elizabeth, believed I was useless for satisfying her sexual needs. It turned me on when she made flippant remarks about my cock, and made fun of my sexual prowess. Being asked to wear a dildo made me feel ashamed and at the same time, stirred up and stimulated.