Please note: This is a fantasy. Some of it is true.
All characters are over 18 years of age.
I met Rebecca in high school. When I first met her, she was just one of many girls I came to know.
Two years later, I was sitting in class, talking to a friend before the teacher arrived, and she came walking up the aisle. That was the first time I really noticed her. She glided up the aisle like she was floating, calmly surveying the room. She was wearing jeans and a soft sweater that hugged her torso. Her smile, long blonde hair, and beautiful brown eyes sealed the deal. She looked marvelous. I wanted to date her, but didn't think I could compete with all the other guys who would obviously be chasing her.
In my final school year, I had been dating another girl, who kept putting me off. We had a brief argument in the hallway one day and broke up. I walked away pissed at her and turned the corner to find Rebecca talking to her friends. Talk about a rebound! I asked her out, having no idea if she was dating someone else, or even interested in me. She was surprised, but accepted on the spot. I walked to class with a smile on my face and a whole new outlook.
I was really attracted to her, but she didn't want to get serious. We dated off and on for a year, each of us dating other people as well.
When I left for university, we lost touch for a while. I went home for Christmas break and asked her out. She had only become more attractive and our make-out sessions became increasingly passionate. It wasn't long before I found myself falling in love. As it turned out, she had strong feelings for me as well.
Our relationship heated up quickly. One thing led to another, and a few months later, we started having sex. Frequent sex, and it was wonderful! I felt like she gifted her body to me, and I did everything I could to please her. We did things I'd never experienced, and I learned what love and sex was all about.
Around that time, I was already into Playboy and Penthouse magazines. The photo layouts were great, but I really got into the hot erotic stories. Most of which, claimed to be true. For a young man born in the fifties, these works were a treasure trove for my imagination. And, imagine I did!
I never told anyone about the magazines and kept them hidden. Deep inside, I still felt like I was breaking some sort of moral rule. Like a little boy being bad. I had no idea how a woman might react. But when Rebecca and I started having sex, I confessed to her. Thankfully, she became curious about them and started looking at them as well. This helped us explore our own fantasies together, and brought a lot more variety to our sex life.
I always enjoyed our love making. She has a great body and when aroused, she can be very passionate. I'm a very visual person, and watching her while we were having sex was an incredible turn on. Sometimes we'd do it in front of a mirror, and that visual really stoked our passion! Images of our past sessions remained burned in my memory.
After we married, I would sometimes step back and look at her through different eyes. Eyes of sexual appreciation. Checking her out, like a stranger might.
One day, as I was picking her up from work, I watched as she walked out the door and smiled, saying hello to a complete stranger. I was struck by the beauty of her smile and the bounce in her step. With a great shape, beautiful blonde hair and sexy brown eyes, I saw what every man would see. An incredibly beautiful woman! Had I been taking her for granted? Why was she with me? As far as I was concerned, she could be with any number of men. I was one lucky man!
Rebecca could stike up a conversation with anyone. She showed genuine interest in people and a outgoing spirit. Sometimes, she'd talk about a man she met through work, and I found myself asking questions. It was almost like a subversive interrogation. I was trying to find out if she was still attracted to other men. Of course, she was. Just as any other human being can be. Everybody can be attracted to another person, even after you've chosen to be with one.
As time went by, I discovered stories about wife sharing, and I found myself really turned on by the idea. I started to fantasize about it. It was an easy step from there, to include the idea in our passionate banter during sex. To my delight, she'd really get turned on and it quickly became a regular fantasy for us.
Then we started to fantasize about her having sex with men we knew. I'd caress and fondle her while we talked about a scenario. Meeting him at a bar, getting aroused, increasing the flirting until they'd go somewhere and fuck. As our passion built, we'd get so worked up she'd yell out his name while I pretended to be him fucking her. When we were done, we never felt guilty, but it was a real eye opener. It was almost like she actually experienced it, without really doing it. Thinking about fucking him while she fucked me. She really got passionate, dreaming about fucking someone for the first time, which is always a thrill. We didn't do it all the time, but it always brought an extra thrill to our sex life.
I know that there's a need to to call your partner "mine". At the beginning of a relationship couples feel a sense of ownership, laying claim to the person you love and desire. Over time, as you trust each other, that need doesn't seem as strong. Not for me anyway, and I know I'm not alone. I was so in love with my wife. I wanted to give her all the pleasure she could handle, and I did. But, I'm only one man.
I started to think seriously about sharing her with another guy, and eventually told her about it. She wasn't upset, even toyed with the idea, but didn't think she'd want to do it, saying it was best left as a fantasy.
I couldn't get the idea out of my mind! I'd be fantasizing about her with other men while driving home from work. I would build these stories and use them during our love making as an extra thrill for her. Of course, her pleasure was also my goal. I loved pleasing her sexually, and these fantasies never failed.
Two years into our marriage, she was going to a conference out of town. When I dropped her off on the Monday, I gave her a free pass to take advantage, if the opportunity came up, to have some fun with another guy.
She was going to take the train home Friday, and I was to meet her at the station, but she called to say she'd be getting a ride home. Shortly after I got home from work, I saw a car in the driveway, and anxiously waited for her to come in. After a few minutes, I looked again. The car was still sitting in the driveway. I figured she was talking to her ride. She eventually came in smiling and hugged and kissed me and we talked about our week apart.
Later, I was lying on the bed, talking and watching my sexy wife while she unpacked. When she was done, she came over and said she had something to tell me.
'Remember what you said when you dropped me off? About another man?'
'Yeah.'
'Well... it happened.'
'Oh. Ahh.'
I was silent for a minute, not really knowing where I stood. My brain was in overdrive.
'Is that who dropped you off?'
'Yes. He offered me a ride... so I accepted. It saved a lot of time.'
I'm not sure why, but I was struggling with my feelings. I couldn't be pissed. I gave her a free pass. I encouraged her. The truth was, if she fooled around, I would've liked to meet the guy, at the very least. At the very best, I would've enjoyed a threesome with him.
She must've noticed the numb look on my face. I looked at her and saw hesitation and signs of guilt rushing over her, but I didn't want to see that. It wouldn't be fair. I put my confused feelings aside, looked into her eyes and asked, 'So, what happened?'
She slowly walked over to our bed, 'Well, I went to his room and knock and walked in. I... was only wearing my white top... like this one.'
It was a long, sleeveless top, that barely covered her ass.
'He was lying on his bed... so I walked over... and I took off my top... over my head... like this...'
'Oh ya, and then?'
'I climbed on the bed, like this... and we kissed for a while as I slid my hand down under the sheets, and stroked his hard-on. Then I got between his legs... and then...'
She started sucking my cock. I was already hard and it felt wonderful! My feelings were conflicted. I couldn't be angry. It was something I'd encouraged, suggested. How could I have a boner and be upset at the same time?
'Did he have a big cock?'
I guess I wanted to know, wondering if she liked a bigger one, never a hundred percent sure if I truly satisfied her.
'About the same as yours... he was really hard!'
'Did he enjoy it?'
'Oh yes! But he didn't moan like you do! He was close to coming... and wanted to come in my mouth, but I told him no... I don't even do that for my husband. So, I climbed on top of him like this... and fucked him... like this!'
She'd grabbed my cock, and slowly slid down until I was fully inside her, and moaned as she started riding my cock.
'He was a lucky guy. Did you have your boobs in his face like this?'
'Oh yeah, he liked them a lot!'
'No doubt, they're beautiful! And then?'
'Then we fucked!'
'Did he fuck you good?'