Chapter 5
I was awakened with a start as the front door burst open hard, my husband apparently having seen my car outside, with his voice yelling "What the hell are you doing here, bitch?"
I started to gather my clothes and put them back on while trying to respond. I wanted to tell him I wanted him back. I wanted to tell him that I was sorry for all that had happened. I wanted to tell him that I would never stray again. I wanted to tell him all these things and more, but nothing came out. I knew that anything I said along those lines would be a lie.
Maybe it was time for a lie.
"I don't know what happened to me or what I was thinking!" I tried to scream over top of him. "It just happened and I lost control. It will never happen again."
"You're damn right, it wont. You are going to get your whore ass out of this house right now and don't ever come back." he said, calming down a little.
"But, I love you and I don't want to lose you!" I exclaimed. That much, at least, was true.
"You showed it. Acting like a whore." he said, almost conversationally.
"But, it wouldn't have happened if I hadn't been dressed like I was," I said, trying to explain. "THey thought I was on the prowl. You wanted me to dress that way."
"I didn't want you to be a whore!" he yelled back at me.
"You just wanted me to look like one?" I asked sarcastically.
"I just wanted you to look sexier," he said, calming down a bit.
"Why did you want me to look sexxier? I asked. "To show me off? Your little fuck doll?"
"Hell no." he replied. "I was just proud to have such a pretty girl as my wife."
So, you wanted me to look hot for your friends?" I asked one more time.
He didn't answer.
"Would you have been as mad if I had fucked your buddies from work?" I asked.
"HELL YES!" he screamed.
"I don't believe you. Why else would you always try to get me to dress sexier around them? Shorts and bikini tops for company picnics? I bet they even said things to you about me. And you loved it." I argued.
I stopped trying to get my clothes back on, instead beginning to remove them again.
"You want everyone to ogle my tits, right? Well, here. Look at them. Maybe if I go to the door the neighbors can see." I said as I started to the door.
He grabbed me by the arm as I started by him.
I lowered my tone to a sensual one. "You don't want the neighbors to see your baby's tits?" I said as I started to kiss his cheek.
He pushed me away. "No. It's none of their business." he said, deflated.
"Invite everyone over from work to watch the game Sunday." I negotiated. "I'll wear whatever you want.
"No. Besides, everyone at work already knows I kicked you out and why." he said.
"Invite them over anyway." I said. "See what happens."
It was a weird week. I slept on the couch and we barely spoke. He got up and went to work. Once alone, I had already known how the week would go. I went out and got a new haircut. Then I bought some new clothes. I bought a bright blue sheer top that left my areola visible if you looked closely. I got a leather dog leash and collar and a pair of tight leather shorts.
This was for Sunday and he had no idea.
What I did know was that I already knew what I planned to do. I was setting myself to be a whore for all of his friends every time they got together to watch football. I had had a taste of cock and I liked it. I wanted it. Hell, I needed it.
Every day I put myself in position to be noticed and satisfy my newly found cock lust. But, I was disappointed because in our neighborhood most of the men worked during the day and when I would leave the house in next to nothing to go check the mailbox at the corner, the only people I ran into were other housewives.
I had a button up shirt on with a pair of shorts. The shirt was completely unbuttoned and as I approached the mailbox another lady from our neighborhood approached from the other direction. She saw what I was wearing and the disdain was palatable.
My breasts hung freely, completely bare between them and the fabric hanging down to cover the nipples. Barely.
I enjoyed looking in her eyes as she looked away with contempt.
When my husband got home, I met him at the door, having cooked dinner and hoping for some sort of reconciliation, but he seemed as distant and angry when he got home as he had been since that night. I tried moving a little faster so my blouse kept blowing open, keeping my breasts revealed most of the night.
He left, leaving me alone in the house for the evening while he went out. I didn't know where he went. He didn't speak with me at all, but shortly after he left his best friend stopped by. He was planning on going out for a couple of beers and wanted my husband to go with him.
"He's not here." I said at the front door allowing my shirt to remain open and my breasts to be exposed.
I was horny and I wanted cock and I certainly wasn't getting it from my husband.
I turned to look over my shoulder allowing my tits to be even more exposed while I looked into the house. It was a ruse to expose myself, but he didn't need to know that.
"You wanna come in and wait for him?" I asked. "I'll get you a beer while you wait."
"Sure" he said as he came in.
I didn't attempt to shut the door behind him, leaving the storm door shut but the view into the house wide open.
I went to the fridge and got a beer, telling him to have a seat, I would be right back.
When I came back, he was seated on the couch. I went to him, standing directly in front of him, legs spread straddling his legs, my bare stomach inches from his face. He continued to look up at me, obviously confused but not moving. I made a show of opening the beer. The twist top was sooooo tight I twisted myself to open it and my stomach brushed his face.
I stood there, unmoving, letting my proximity resonate. I stared down at him, looking into his eyes almost daring him to move.