Chapter 4
I pulled up to the front of our house. I was shocked by what I saw, although I should have expected it All of my possessions were in a pile at the curb. My clothes were thrown in a pile on top of the trash can. My pictures...pictures of us...my decorations and everything that was important to me was sitting on the curb.
It had obviously not been here very long because it did not appear to have been picked through.
It was 10 am and the sun was bright outside, washing everything in it's warming glow.
I was wearing a pair of shorts and a t shirt. Nothing special. Walmart grade actually, but the sun felt good and Walmart clothes were not unheard of in our neighborhood.
I knew my husband would be at work. He worked 7 to 4:30 unless there was optional or mandatory overtime. He worked hard and deserved better than I had given him. I was ashamed of what I had done, and more than that I was appalled at how low I had sunk.
I had become a prostitute in very short order.
I went to the front door and tried my key. It didn't fit the lock. He had changed them
I went to the back door. No go.
My last shot. I tried the bilco door to the basement and, as always, it was not locked from the inside. I lifted the door and went inside, lowering the door behind me. I flipped on the light switch and went to the stairs.
The door from the basement into the house was not locked. It never was.
So, I was in.
Now, how to handle this.
We were still married and I had not been served any kind of papers so we were still married and I had not been served a restraining order, so I could be here. If I just brought my stuff back in and acted like nothing had happened, it would be a bad mistake.
So, I went out the front door and began to load all of my belongings into the car The back seat, the trunk and the passenger seat were all filled.
Then I went into the house to clean up and wait for my husband.
A warm shower felt nice but I put the same clothes back on and made some lunch.
Should I make dinner for him? No, that would seem like I was trying to force him to talk to me over dinner. I didn't want to force him at all.
So, I waited.
5 pm came and went and he still didn't come home. Then 6, then 7. Hours passed and I wondered where he was. Had he already moved on and replaced me? I didn't think he could have done that so quickly. I know he loved me. Yet I had violated that love and trust so badly that maybe in anger he had moved on.
But it just didn't feel right.
And then about 11:30 I saw his lights pull up to the front of the house. I sat up straight on the couch and waited for him to come in.
Suddenly, the door burst open and he appeared malevolent as he came in the house.
"The whore is back?" he said angrily. "What, did you black friends finally get tired of fucking the whore?"
"Gary" I began, "I just don't know..."
"You don't know?" he repeated as he charged me and pushed me back on the couch.
He was drunk. And he was angry. He had me pinned on the couch and his hand shot to my throat as he pushed me harder into the couch and began to kiss me.
"Come on, whore. Fuck me! It's what you do, right?" he screamed, spittle flying from his mouth onto my face.
But, I did it. I kissed him. Tentatively. Trepidatiously. I let my tongue lick the spit from his lips.
He held me down with one hand on my throat and with the other he yanked my shorts and panties down in one motion. He fumbled at his pants but so he didn't have to let me go, I opened and dropped his pants for him.
With no warning, he thrust his hard, erect cock into my pussy. It was shocking it didn't hurt, but I was so turned on that my pussy was drenched. He went in with little resistance and immediately I began to thrust against him.
"How many guys have you fucked since that night? You a black cock whore now? How does it feel fucking a white man? You useless piece of trash. Are you gonna charge me when I am done? You fucking whore, you disgust me." he railed.
The verbal onslaught continued the entire time he was fucking me. The more he yelled, the harder he fucked and the more I liked it.
Suddenly, he withdrew his cock from my pussy and shoved his cock in my face.
"Suck it, whore. Swallow my cum!" he said as he thrust his were, erect cock past my lips and into my throat, furiously fucking my face until he buried himself in me and I felt his load shoot down my waiting throat.