I suppose I should begin this story by telling you a little bit about myself. I'm 40, a married professional woman. I keep my body in shape, working out, running, lifting weights, and frankly, I look damn good for 40. Five feet, five inches tall, 120 pounds, auburn hair and fair skin – my husband Tom still wants to fuck me all the time, even after nearly four years of marriage. Tom is my second husband, though I've known him for many years. My first husband? Well, let's just say he was a drag and leave it at that.
Sexually, I have always had a voracious appetite, but my experience, while fairly extensive, had never departed too much from your basic one man/one woman variety. Tom, on the other hand, had spent his extended bachelorhood (never married until age 41) experimenting with just about anything that interested him. Since we married, Tom had been encouraging me to think about actually trying out my fantasies instead of just dreaming them. The thought of it didn't threaten me – Tom always made it clear to me that he had done everything he really needed to do, and only wanted to see me get mine, regardless of whether he participated or just watched. And I had no doubt that he would still be mine and still love me just as much once whatever fantasy I chose had been acted out. Still, in these four years I had not gotten up the courage to actually go after one of them.
My most powerful, and most frequent, fantasy had been to bring a beautiful Asian girl to bed with Tom and me. Yes, I wanted to touch her, kiss her, lick her, but even more than that I wanted to share her with Tom. His body makes me so hot, and he is such a great lover, that I really, really got turned on by the thought of seeing him on top of another woman, fucking her hard and long the way he fucked me. Of watching his powerful back, his firm ass thrusting as he fucked her, seeing him tense and hearing the wonderful sounds I knew so well as he came inside her.
In the last year, I had actually found the girl who perfectly fit my fantasy. Her name was Marie, a gorgeous Thai girl with long thick hair and a strikingly beautiful face. Her body – wow. Marie was given to wearing sexy, revealing clothes, and I often found myself having to consciously force my gaze away from the rise and fall of her breasts during cocktail conversation.
Tom and I had met Marie through a business-related organization and we were friendly with her, but hadn't actually socialized outside of the organization's fairly frequent functions. She was much younger than Tom and me – late 20s, I guessed – and was the center of a great deal of male attention at cocktail parties and dinners. She often kept close to me, I supposed because we were among few women at these things and, at my age, I had learned to deal with the lechers who were always present in abundance. Lately, she had been pretty flirtatious with Tom, and damn, it left me really hot. Tom and I would go home and tear into each other after one of those evenings, both fantasizing about bringing Marie home with us and undressing her . . . .
Until just two weeks ago, it had never crossed my mind that the fantasy I had turned over and over in my mind would actually happen. At the end of an evening of drinks, jazz, and business chatter, a tipsy Marie walked with us to the valet to retrieve our cars. As we waited, Marie draped herself over Tom's shoulders and stood with her body pressed against him. He put his arm around her waist and I could tell she was arousing him. She was arousing me, too. Our car was brought around first, and as Tom extricated himself from Marie's embrace, she kissed him right on the mouth. It wasn't enough of a kiss to be clearly inappropriate, but it wasn't a peck, either.
Tom got into the driver's seat as the valet opened the passenger door for me. I turned to say good night to Marie, and she put her arms around my back. At first I thought she was just going to hug me good night, but this was a full body hug. Marie pressed her full length against me, and held our bodies tightly together for several long seconds. When she stepped back, she looked directly into my eyes. "Good night, Anna," she said. "I hope we can get together again soon, and maybe spend more time together."
"Yes," I replied a little breathlessly. "That would be great." As I got into the car, the valet gave me a small but leering smile. It hadn't been my imagination, had it? Tom fucked me that night like he hadn't fucked me since our early days together – like a savage.
Another week, another cocktail hour at a downtown bar. This night, the bar was crowded and the lechers were thick as flies around Marie by the time Tom and I arrived. Marie was standing at the bar, chatting up the bartender as a ruse to avoid talking to the older man who was standing too close to her, looking down her shirt. I felt a little thrill course through my body when I spotted her, and Tom and I made our way to the bar.
A look of pure relief came over Marie's face as I sidled in between her and the lech, my back to him, and said hello. Tom stood protectively just in front of the two of us, so that we formed an impenetrable little triangle. He ordered drinks for us, and a refill for Marie. Two hours flew by as we drank and talked and laughed. Slowly, Marie and I had inched closer to each other, so that by the time we drained our last drinks her pelvis and mine were in full contact, our upper bodies leaning slightly away so that from the bartender's point of view we were just standing close to each other so that we could carry on our conversation in the noisy bar. Only Tom had the perspective needed to see how intimate the conversation really was.
On the sidewalk outside the bar, Marie again pulled me close to her. The palms of her hands slid down my back and came to rest at the top of my buttocks. It was then that she whispered in my ear, "I'd like to kiss you."
I'm a little embarrassed to admit that a small gasp escaped my lips. Quickly, lest she think I was shocked rather than thrilled, I whispered back, "I was hoping you would." We held our embrace a moment longer, then stepped back, clasping hands at our sides.
Neither of us knew quite what to say next, but Tom came to our rescue. "Why don't you come to our house for dinner tomorrow night?" he said. "We'll cook a nice meal and drink some wine, and we won't have to worry about getting to the office the next morning. Bring whatever you need in case you decide you don't want to drive home."
The next day was Friday. I went to my office in the morning as always, and I tried to keep my mind on my work, but I couldn't concentrate. I didn't do anything really productive, other than make a list of what I wanted from the grocery store for that night's meal. Shortly after lunch, I gave up the pretense and told my secretary I was leaving for the day. I made a dash through the store, went home, and spent the rest of the afternoon preparing the house, the meal, and myself for what I hoped would be a very memorable evening.
Tom arrived home around 6, and grinned broadly when he saw what I had done. The house was immaculate (not that it was usually terribly dirty; just cluttered). There were candles and flowers on the table, and the aroma from the kitchen told him that I had made something special for our guest. As we looked at each other from across the dining room, I burst into giggles. I guess I felt a little bit silly, but I was really excited and I wanted everything to be perfect.
Tom crossed the room to take me in his arms and kiss me deeply. His look became serious. "I love you very much baby," he said. "Don't forget that or doubt it, ever. Whatever happens tonight with Marie, I'm going to follow your lead. If all I do is sit in the corner and watch you have an incredible time, I will be very happy."
I kissed him again. "I know. Don't worry; I know. Now go change your clothes and pick out some CD's to play during dinner. Marie's going to be here at 7."
Tom went up the stairs, and after checking on dinner, I followed. I put on the clothes I had chosen earlier that afternoon, after a fair amount of deliberation. A black and white sleeveless blouse, with a low cut v-neck, with a short black skirt and high heeled sandals. A little pink lipstick, and I was happy with what I saw in the mirror. At 40, my body is still firm and tight. I had always had a fair, smooth complexion, so I don't need much makeup even now. My hair is still dark, what little gray I have scattered about so that it just added a few highlights, not age. Tom always said that my legs were one of my best features – they are long and slender, and I have to admit that I know they look great in high heels. I descended the stairs feeling good about what the night would bring.
Marie arrived just a couple of minutes after 7. Tom had chosen some jazz, R&B, and latin music to play during the evening; Al Green was crooning as Marie put her arms around my neck and kissed me at the door. She looked incredible in a red jersey halter dress, lower cut than my blouse and clinging to her in all the right places.
We had a great dinner, the three of us. The food was perfect, the wine plentiful, and we enjoyed a lively, funny conversation throughout. In the candlelight, I gazed at Marie over my glass of wine and thought again how lovely she was, how sexy.