I'm enslaved by my wife and her lover. What can I do? What do I want to do?
Lynne decided she should learn to drive about five months ago. We're both in our late twenties and I was very encouraging. That would mean we could share the driving, always a benefit on long trips and maybe even the chance of a glass of wine for me on a night out.
She asked around her friends who'd had lessons in the past year or two and someone came up with a name.
"I've been told to be careful though," she grinned. "Apparently he's got a reputation according to Jennifer."
She glanced at me. Only a day or two previously I'd been reprimanded for my perceived lack of masculinity when I couldn't instantly rise to her demands.
We've been married for six years and usually get on well, although we have our moments like any married couple. She's a pretty girl; slim with blond hair and brown eyes, she looks younger than her years. She trained as a legal secretary and is always smart and fashionable. My friends told me I was punching above my weight when we met. The one area we do disagree on is in the bedroom department, her sex drive is much stronger than mine. I tell her she should cut down on the masturbation and she gets annoyed when I can't produce an erection on demand. That's a lot of demand, believe me.
One time she upset me so much that I angrily retorted that if she felt she wasn't satisfied by me, she should go out and find someone who could service her. I was a little disconcerted when there was instant silence; I could see her think about that. Neither of us said anything more.
Whatever his reputation, she called the driving instructor, Paulo, and arranged her first lesson. He picked her up at the house and I watched from behind the curtains as she sat nervously at the wheel while he spoke reassuringly to her, showing her the controls. He was a tall, average-looking guy dressed a little too casually I thought. I wondered whether her friend, Jennifer, had spoken from experience.
I found myself with an unexpected, involuntary erection. She and Lynne are a handful together when they've had a couple of drinks. They constantly attract the attention of the wrong sort of men though it seems to arouse my wife, her panties are always stained and she can be quite dominant when she gets home.
I shouldn't look but it's irresistible. She wears such pretty panties.
He dropped her off an hour later. She was excited after her first outing.
"I've signed up for a course of lessons. Paulo says I'll be fine and I should start thinking about applying for my test if I'm still keen after three or four lessons or we can reconsider the contract. Sounds fair to me. He thinks I should be able to pass after a dozen lessons."
I worried a little about the cost, our budget is tight, but the thought of Lynne having her driving licence spurred us both on. I offered to take her out too. Paulo didn't advise that I was emphatically told: "He says only one man should be in charge of me." I didn't realise at the time that it wasn't a suggestion, it was a declaration of intent.
One dreadful evening, not long after she began her lessons, she came home earlier than expected from an outing with Paulo and caught me in the black suspenders, stockings and thong she sometimes wore for a dressy night out with her friends. I didn't hear her until there was a gasp just as I reached the point of no return. I looked up to see her standing in the bedroom doorway with a stunned expression on her face.
Her gaze dropped to observe my depravity as I ejaculated. Her expression twisted as she took in the fountains of sperm shooting from my over-excited penis and splattering on her suspender belt. Without a word, she turned her back on me and walked off, marching down the stairs and slamming the front door behind her.
I was left to dwell on my disgrace until she returned a couple of hours later. She acted as if nothing had happened. I breathed a sigh of relief and vowed to change my dirty little habit. I lasted a month; something of a record to be quite honest.
The following weeks he picked her up again. I could see her confidence grow.
"He's a good teacher. I'm learning a lot," I was informed. "He's cheerful and patient; he makes me feel at ease. This is an interesting experience."
He certainly gave value for money. Instead of the usual hour-long lesson, they were spending anything up to two or three hours together. She was also lavishing an increasing amount of time on her appearance before each lesson. When I commented on it, the next week he picked her up straight from her office. Maybe that should have alerted me.
They were seven lessons in when she announced that Paulo was so pleased with her, he wanted to introduce her to night driving. They were going to up the lessons to two nights a week as her driving test was due soon although she wasn't sure she was ready, perhaps she needed a few more months. I was feeling a wee bit ignored but thought of the eventual benefits.
"I'm in the mood to indulge you. Since you were tolerant of me out driving tonight, I'll be tolerant of you too," she said to me in the bedroom one Friday night, peeling off that day's very glamorous red satin bra and panties combination as I lay in prosaic pyjamas in bed. I made a remark about them being rather risquΓ© for the office. She didn't reply.
As I said, she's slim, 34-24-34 with 34C breasts, quite heavy in the bust but beautifully proportioned. My gaze flitted across her chest, her nipples stood out prominently, over her navel and down to her muff. I was startled; she'd trimmed her blond hairs and shaved the sides. I could see her sex quite clearly. Between that and the underwear, my penis immediately stiffened.
"Why have you done that?" I mumbled. She pulled back the quilt to observe my engorgement, put one foot on the bed exposing herself more fully, reached down to wrap me in her flimsy panties, she knew I liked that, and stroked me vigorously. They were already very moist and sticky. She smiled.
"Summer's here. I'm going to get out more this year, sunbathing I mean. I could do with some sunshine in my life. You like me with a tan. Would you prefer I keep the white bits or not? Maybe I'll find a quiet spot and go naked. Don't you like it? My new improved bikini line? It's been in vogue for years but you didn't seem bothered and I couldn't be arsed with the upkeep. I'm thinking about taking it all off, it might be easier to keep myself fully depilated."
I couldn't take my eyes from her vagina, envisaging her shaved and exposed. It was flushed and soaking wet, what few hairs that remained plastered to her. She lowered herself onto my face and smeared it with her juice while I licked frantically, almost smothered. She hadn't washed and tasted sour, totally at variance with her usual immaculate hygiene. The scent of her stimulated me even more. I was tremendously hard. Within a few seconds I ejaculated into her underwear. She wouldn't stop rubbing herself off on me until she too came. I was drenched.
Usually we make love every week or so. It's tailed off over the past year or two but isn't that much the same in all marriages? If she sees I'm excited she'll assist me but once or twice, when I've known she was asleep, I've surreptitiously abused myself beside her, having some very disturbing fantasies.
She on the other hand blatantly interferes with herself almost daily, either with her fingers or from her selection of vibrators, delivered after the local wives' sex toy parties. She pleasures herself in front of me with absolutely no shame or inhibitions.
"It's just a laugh," she'd protested the first time, brandishing an enormous, very realistic plastic penis. "I had a couple before I met you. You get given them as presents and sooner or later you succumb, it's like putting chocolate in front of an addict. Sooner in my case; damn sight quicker and less effort though arguably not so shattering. And I had to buy something."
The last party had been only a fortnight ago hosted by Amanda, one of her three drinking buddies on their monthly payday nights out, no husbands or partners welcome. Eight of them swilling wine and gossiping, she'd arrived home feeling frisky, demanding I do my duty. I hadn't admitted I'd given in to temptation and relieved myself while she was out. Disgruntled, she'd kept me awake half the night wanking herself into a frenzy with her favourite dildo.
This time she'd bought a selection of underwear. She displayed it to me the following Friday evening, looking fabulous if very tarty in a shimmering aquamarine basque and g-string with black stockings and heels.