Now that I'm past the age of 50, and know a thing or two, I find it hard to believe what an innocent little soul I was about thirty years ago.
I left school at sixteen and started to work in a bank. It was the late sixties, and computers were just coming in. The bank became computerised and recruited from within for programmers. I took the aptitude test and passed, and was transferred to the computer centre, in Berkshire.
I was a Northern lad, from Leeds, and reckoned I could teach these southern softies a thing or two. I had a steady girlfriend, Linda, who also worked in the bank. When I got my transfer, we decided we couldn't bear to be parted, so she got a transfer to a local branch, and we got married – this was in the days before unmarried couples could live together.
So we bought a small semi-detached house in a village on the outskirts of Reading and we had a year of fabulous sex. We had done it before we got married, but opportunities had been few and far between – I didn't even have a car then! – and now we suddenly had a whole house to run around naked in. Linda was a cracking-looking girl – quite small and slight, with long blonde hair and blue eyes, and a lovely pair of perky little tits and a little round bum you could stack a tea-service on!
We shagged ourselves silly in every room in the house and I thought of very little else but sex for the first few months of our marriage. Linda was pretty reserved, as a rule, but she could get very roused when we were 'at it' and I really began to think I was some sort of sex god.
We both played a bit of tennis and we joined the village club almost as soon as we arrived. Linda was really pretty good and she was soon turning out for the club's first team, while I made it into the seconds. The teams were both mixed double outfits, playing against other clubs in a twenty-mile radius.
My regular partner was a woman in her late thirties, called Jennifer St Clair, who was married to the local nob – a landed gentry type called Peter, who was a sort of gentleman farmer. He had been in the Army – the Guards, I think – and he had come out as a Major. They had two teenage kids, who were both away at boarding-school.
Jennifer and I got on O.K. She wasn't as 'posh' as he was – and she came from Yorkshire, too. Her parents had a farm in Swaledale. She was O.K. to look at, too – quite tall, with long athletic legs and really large, bouncy breasts. One of the bonuses of playing with her was the occasional glimpse of her cleavage when she bent down to pick up a ball.
We travelled to away matches by car and, usually, Jennifer commandeered the farm Land Rover and all six of us would squeeze in. One night towards the end of the season, though, she turned up at our house alone to pick me up. On the way, she explained that the other four were going on somewhere afterwards, so Geoff had taken his car.
I quite enjoyed riding in the front seat for a change – especially as Jennifer already had her tennis gear on and her skirt left practically all her long tanned thighs exposed as she drove along. Well, we played our match and Jennifer and I won the decisive last one to give us victory. The opposition entertained us to supper in a local pub and it was dark when we set off back home.
I had had a couple of pints and I was feeling quite good. Jennifer and I chatted about the match and she was very complimentary about the way I had played. I was still in my shorts and, once, she put her hand briefly on my thigh as she recalled a game-winning smash I had delivered.
She took it off again quite quickly but I immediately started wondering what she would do if I did the same thing to her. Honestly, although I had enjoyed my sneaky looks down her top, I hadn't even thought of trying anything on with her until that moment! But, while I was still thinking about it, and during a lull in our conversation, she put her hand back on my thigh and, this time, she left it there.
I couldn't think of anything to say, and she didn't say anything, either, so, after a few seconds, I reached across and put my hand on her thigh.
She glanced across at me and smiled, then pulled into the side of the road and stopped the Land Rover. It was very quiet once the engine had cut out. We were on a deserted country lane, tree-lined on both sides. Jennifer leaned across and her lips met mine.
Automatically, I returned her kiss, and lifted my hand off her leg to put my arms round her. To my astonishment, I felt her hand slide up my thigh and come to rest on my crotch. My cock, of course, began to get hard and she cupped her hand round it, through the material of my shorts.
My first thought was that, if she was feeling my cock, I could feel her tits, but, even so, I half-expected her to knock my hand away as I pushed it up between us. Then I felt the bulge in her shirt, and squeezed. After Linda's much smaller ones, they felt huge. I brought my other hand round and took one in each hand.
Jennifer broke off our kiss and smiled at me. "I thought they had caught your eye," she whispered. "Would you like to see them?"
"Yes, please," I replied, quite seriously, and she sat back and fiddled under her shirt. Her hands emerged, holding her bra, which she dropped on the back seat. She smiled again, then, with one movement, pulled her shirt over her head and dropped it in the back. Then she linked her fingers behind her head and said, "What do you think?"
Her large breasts stood out on her chest, her nipples and areolae dark against the milky-white skin. I said nothing, but leaned over and took one of her nipples in my mouth, while my hand closed over the warm softness of her other breast.
She breathed, – "That's nice" – and ran her fingers through my hair, pushing my face against her bare breast. Her nipple was quite small, but hard, and I ran my tongue over the end of it. My right hand squeezed her other breast harder and rolled her nipple between my thumb and index finger.
I felt Jennifer's breath on my neck and then her teeth lightly nibbled my earlobe. I raised my head and found her mouth again. Her full lips opened wide and her tongue found mine. I dropped my hand from her breast and found the inside of her thigh, just below her short tennis skirt.
I started to slide it up, but, suddenly, her hand caught mine and lifted it away. Her tongue withdrew from my mouth and she broke off our kiss.
"Let's not rush things," she said, gently. "We ought to be getting home."
I opened my mouth to speak but she put a finger on my lips.
"I'm a bit beyond all those gymnastics in the back seats of cars," she said. "Let's wait for a better time, and place."
I swallowed my disappointment, and nodded.
"Can you reach my shirt for me, please?" she asked and I obediently turned and picked it up off the back seat. Then I put it on my lap and took her large breasts in my hands. She smiled at me in the half-darkness.
"You like them, then?"
"Oh, yes," I replied. "They're lovely."
"Give them a goodnight kiss, then," she said, and I bent my head again and tongued each of her nipples in turn.
Then she put her shirt – but not her bra – back on again and started up the Land Rover. Ten minutes later, she dropped me outside my house.
Linda was keen to know how we had got on and I did my best to describe the match and to drive the memory of what had happened in the Land Rover to the back of my mind, but, once Linda and I were in bed, and I was fondling Linda's small firm tits, it was the memory of Jennifer's big soft ones which stiffened my rod as it slid between Linda's parted thighs. …………………………………………………………………………………………………………
I wondered how I was going to make any progress with Jennifer. I didn't see her for the next three days, and then she was almost driven from my mind when Linda's widowed mother was diagnosed with inoperable cancer and, three weeks later, she was dead.
It was a terrible time. She had only just turned 50 and Linda took it terribly hard. Tennis was out – for both of us – for the rest of the season and we spent most of the autumn going up and down to Yorkshire, sorting things out, along with Linda's elder brother, who lived in London.
Eventually, early in the New Year, the house was sold and, when the estate was all sorted out, Linda and her brother got just over £10,000 each – a lot of money, in these days. Linda had lost a lot of enthusiasm for work, and she took the opportunity the money gave her to resign, and applied to go to university the next autumn to study languages and, eventually, to teach them.
She left work at the end of March and began to brush up her languages at home. She also began to get back to her normal self and, thank goodness, our sex life, which had suffered badly, took off again. Linda had lost a little weight, but her tits and her bum were still perky and rounded, and we were soon 'at it' in every corner of the house again.
For some reason, too, Linda became much more imaginative, conversationally, in bed, and began to develop a taste for crude language and describing imaginary situations to turn me on. One of her favourite fantasies was that she was a waitress for four rich Arabs in a private dining-room in a posh hotel – wearing all the little black dress and white apron stuff – and, after an evening of her trying to stop their hands sliding up her thighs while she served them, they eventually converged on her, stripped her totally naked - ignoring her tears and protests - and then made her continue serving them, naked, while they felt her all over. Then, after they had had their coffee, they bent her over the table and, lifting their robes, took her, one by one, doggy-fashion, with their impossibly long, brown, hard cocks.
I found this very erotic, despite my misgivings about enjoying the thought of my wife having sex with other men, and our sex life became even more enriched.
She started tennis again and, because she could play during the day, quickly regained her form. She also began to get quite friendly with Jennifer and often went back to her house with her for a coffee, or lunch, after they had played. Jennifer's 'house' was actually not far short of a mansion – it was a large sprawling farmhouse, with a huge garden, and a fenced-round swimming-pool.