I don't remember when I changed from the guy who never wanted another guy to look too long at his girlfriend to someone who needed to watch a man provide my wife with all the joy she could handle. Someone who would take Gemma to a level she'd only occasionally reached with me.
We used to share wild thoughts, once another woman, all before kids. We had been suppressing feelings and not verbalising fantasies for so many years since then.
One night a year ago, lying in bed, just before falling sleep she asked if having a former lover sleep with her again would be wrong. Despite my admitted infidelities, Gemma had never said anything about wanting another man herself, be it swapping with a couple or a threesome. Was this payback or delivery of my own ultimate fantasy?
Despite knowing she'd enjoyed more lovers and experiences than me, I'd moved on from worries of inadequacy and lack of equipment, as her skilled lovemaking and patient teaching boosted my ego. But who could she have been thinking about? How could someone from 25+ years back, from another city be close enough to be thought of again?
I was more excited about this than she could imagine. Proof of my thoughts pressed hard against her tight buttocks. Trying to find the proper, balanced response, I offered the logic "well, he has been there already, I don't see a problem." Nothing more was said, though I had a hard time getting to sleep.
For several weeks she didn't say anything more about the sexual past or why she'd asked that unusual question. To find a positive way to bring the conversation up again, I dropped into a high end lingerie store for the first time in many years. The clerk listened to my description of Gemma and price point and brought out a killer red teddy that would suit her frame and honey blond hair perfectly. Later that night I casually (no, my voice failed me) I offered it to her as a present so that she would have something wonderful from me for him (well, in addition to her!) Finally she told me his name and confirmed where he'd been in her life.
They'd been exchanging emails infrequently for years; simple talk about life with kids, work or Rory saying that making love with her once again was top on his bucket list. One morning she awoke from a dream of them trying to find a spot to make love (in her dream it was clear that it was not their first post marital session) but no good place was available. Gemma shared it with me when I awoke and soon we were screwing hard and reached terrific orgasms, a rare early day surprise for me. A few hours later she shot a career low round in a golf tournament. By eight strokes. He must get some of the credit! Pre-round sex had calmed her putting before, but this was a whole new zone and at the member guest to boot!
She wrote him of the day's success, leaving out the dream, telling only of the golf result. He suggested he'd like to play around in his reply, changing it to play a round.
How would I get them together?
She told me it was a real intention of hers and not just to wind me up. I learned that this secret email relationship had gone on for many years but never pushed to meet nor wrote anything too randy or troublesome until recently, should it be read by the wrong eyes. Seems they both shared this carnal reunion bucket list item. After these revelations, my wife was now enjoying reading his emails to me. I was enjoying it too.
Each year he drives to our city for an annual buddies golf weekend.
This year, Rory had no idea how big and memorable weekend we intended to make it.
Gemma teased him with risquΓ© photos from the last three year. She looks great in all of them and even better of late with the "reunion plan weight drop" and focussed gym time as this moved from idle fantasy to plan.
He was a year older than her (52) and kept himself in great shape with proper diet and a bit of working out. His kids, too, were wrapping up schooling and the marriage was in good shape. The corporate success had allowed for a fair amount of travel, an idea I tucked away for future connections.
But he still had those memories of the '70s and their exploring bodies and long sex sessions. My suggestion that it wasn't really being unfaithful if you were more than five hours from home seemed to ease both his first time adultery worry and Gemma's consideration of his wife.
Their emails had recently taken a turn toward "R" and improper for any spouses' viewing, they beat off to the idea of bringing their loins together again. She didn't tell him about our plans (indeed her instance that I stay hidden and nearby) to allow my viewing and enjoyment. We made arrangements for a suite in a different part of the same hotel than he and his friends were staying at.
We checked in early and it was all I could do to not jerk off with the thoughts of the evening ahead, the drool of pre-cum forced me to change into another pair of pants. The suite was perfect, sliding doors to a lake view, two bathrooms, a separate bedroom with a mirror perfectly positioned (if the door was left ajar). The least I could do for Gemma to cut our tension was to provide a real, relaxing massage, keeping my hands to only the proper places. There were still two hours to go until they were to meet for dinner and I asked her frankly to check if this was something she truly wanted to do for herself or was she indulging me again for my fantasy?