Law of the Heart: Consequential Damages Chapter 04
At first light, I woke from my restless slumber. I carefully disentangled myself from Jill and slipped out of bed. Over the course of the night, I had decided that this morning might be easier on Jill and I if it appeared to our classmates that I had gotten in late last night as Jill had told Juan. I wanted to retrieve my clothing and briefcase from the Marina before any of our classmates were out and about.
As I tried to quietly get dressed, Jill stirred in the bed and opened an eyed groggily. As she saw me dressing, I could see the fear in her face as she struggled to wake up. She thought that I was leaving for good.
I sat down on the bed and kissed her. "Don't worry, I'm just going to run over to the Marina to get my stuff. I'll be back before you know it. Go back to sleep."
Jill nodded and gave me a sleepy kiss. "Hurry back."
As I walked over to the locker, I tried once again to make some sense of what had happened. Jill and I had skated along the edge of an abyss and barely avoided catastrophe. I knew that we would need to continue to work on the issues that we had both brought up in our conversation last night. We had both acted stupidly and I knew that the emotions that we had felt would need to be addressed in much greater detail.
I had thought that our marriage had been perfect. I know knew that I had fooled myself. I had been oblivious to what had been happening around me. I resolved to make the effort necessary to make my marriage better and I told myself that I would make sure that Jill made the effort too. I knew that I loved Jill and that she loved me. Together we could resolve whatever issues remained.
Of more immediate concern, I knew that Jill and I needed to decide what to do about today. I knew that I was going to be accosted by classmates who would want to talk about Jill's behavior. Some of these people would be motivated by their friendship for me, but a lot of it would be the petty maliciousness of human behavior.
I knew that we could avoid a lot of the worst gossip by presenting a strong united front. If we went out in the morning together and I let people know that Jill had told me about her behavior, we would be able to quell a lot of the gossip. We would still have friends asking if we were OK, but those I could deal with. It was the people who took glee in other people's misery that I wanted to avoid.
The bigger question was what to do about Juan, Hector and Sally. I knew that I had to pay the three of them back and soon. I just didn't know how and I wasn't sure that I could convince Jill to help me.
When I got back to the room, I slipped my clothes off and slid back into bed beside Jill. As soon as she felt me next to her, she turned over and reached for me. Last night, we had both been too exhausted to even think about making love. But now, we desperately needed to make love.
There was nothing exotic or unusual about our technique, nor did we engage in a lot of foreplay. Neither of us was in the mood to tease or deny our partner pleasure. Rather our actions were driven by a hunger to reaffirm our commitment to each other. We both wanted immediate gratification. Jill wanted me inside her as soon as she was wet enough to accept me and I was only too glad to oblige her.
There was nothing gentle about our sex. It was a rut; I took her to show her that she was mine. She opened up herself to me to show that she wanted me. I drove into her almost frantically with a degree of passion and force that normally would have had Jill begging me to slow down. But today, she welcomed the force of my strokes and wrapped her legs around me while begging me to go faster and harder.
At the pace we were going neither of us could last for long. Jill stiffened and her whole body spasmed in a massive orgasm. As her muscles clenched around me, I roared and shot a massive load deep and collapsed on top of her totally spent. She kept her legs wrapped around my back as she purred in satisfaction. Neither of us wanted to move and break the physical bond between us. We just stayed there until I became totally limp and slipped from her.
Finally, I rolled off to the side and took a deep breath. Jill was unwilling to let go of me just yet and rolled over and cuddled into me. She bent her top leg and threw it atop my crotch as she ran her hands up and down my torso. I knew that we were not done, but just taking a short break to rejuvenate. For a few minutes, we cuddled in silence, but as time went on, I could see that Jill was still struggling with issues from last night.
"Jake honey," she murmured as she played with my nipples. "How are we going to get out of this mess? I really screwed up last night. Half the class must think I'm a cheating slut who runs around on you."
"I hate to say it Jill, but you might be right. But I have an idea. When we go down to breakfast, I'll pull you over my lap, drop your shorts and give you a hard spanking in front of the entire class."
"WHAT!!!" Jill screeched sitting up. I laughed at her reaction as she sat there with a wild look on her face. She glared at me as she realized that she had been had but then dissolved into a fit of giggles as she cuddled back into me. I knew that she would pay me back later, but it had been worth it.
Jill still had a lot of guilt over her behavior last night. I knew that I had to get her mind on solutions rather than the blame game in order for us to move forward. I had needed to break the tension. My joke had the desired the effect.
"Seriously," I said as she snuggled in. "You might have lost some so called friends last night. Some of those assholes are going to want to take a shot at you and some of the wives are going to want you to stay away from their husbands. Far away. And you know the gossips are going to try to have a field day. At least we will be able to figure out who our real friends are. But I think we can handle it.
"I was thinking about this when I went down to the marina," I continued. "There might be a way to minimize the damage from last night. Most of the class didn't see what happened. A lot of them walked away when Hector and Maria started to go wild. So, while they saw you dance with Juan, most of them left before you got too wild. And the only ones who saw you in the hot tub or leave with Juan were Hector, Maria, Sally and Tom.
"I think we should use one of your favorite tactics and get proactive. We need to spin the situation, put it on our terms. We need to go out together later this morning and show people that we are very much in love. I also need to let people know that you told me about last night in great detail. If I can cut them off, tell them that I know you acted crazy and that I forgive you, it doesn't give them much room to attack you. It will be a little embarrassing for you, but it will shift the focus of the rumors. People won't think you cheated, they will just think you got wasted and lost control.