"I mean all I really want," Ryan stopped suddenly. He looked away and the energy in the room changed suddenly.
Laurie had been laughing as she recognized each comment he had made about his young marriage, young being relative at least. Ryan had been married for just over 3 years, while Laurie was coming up on her twenty third anniversary.
Despite the age difference Laurie and Ryan had really hit it off when they began working in the same office. Laurie would laugh at the way Ryan discussed the ups and downs of his marriage, and Laurie actually found Ryan's perspective on her husband's behavior very enlightening.
Laurie waited for him to finish his thought "What is it? What do you really want?" Ryan's birthday was this weekend.
"No, nothing. What are you doing this weekend?" He tried to change the subject.
"Oh come on. What is it?" Laurie insisted, assuming he was going to say sex.
"No, we.. I shouldn't say this, we are at work." He persisted weakly.
"You can say sex, it's fine." Laurie teased.
"Well I was actually going to say a blow job." Ryan said bashfully.
Laurie was taken aback slightly. She actually hadn't even thought of blowjobs in years, her sex life had become pretty regular and routine. That wasn't bad. After all these years her husband and she still had sex atleast once a week, and she still got on top atleast half the time. Not that many couples in their mid fifties could say that. Oral sex had fallen out of rotation atleast a decade ago however.
"Oh, really?" Laurie asked, "You want that more then to have sex?"
Ryan was a little hesitant. "You sure you're OK talking about this? Like, I don't want to get graphic."
"Oh relax, you won't offend me." Laurie said.
Ryan grinned a little, half embarrassed but slightly titillated to say this to another woman. "Ya, she hasn't given me one in a really long time and I want one."
"What is a long time?"
"Oh god, like five or six weeks!" Ryan said. Laurie tried not to cringe, he thought anything in weeks was a long time, if he only knew.
"But... well... Why that?" Laurie asked, hoping he would keep talking, she had never heard a guy describe what it was about this that made guys love it so much.
"I don't know, I just love looking down on her, the way she looks up as she licks it, and oh god if she gags on it a little... Oh, that was probably too much... sorry." Ryan looked embarrassed.
Laurie smiled and let it go, but would have loved to hear more.
That evening Laurie looked across the table at her husband and wondered what he would do if she stepped over to him, knelt down and took his cock into her mouth. She knew she had done that before, and she assumed he liked it and would be very happy about it again.
"What's on your mind?" he asked, "You're very quiet tonight."
"Oh, just thinking about something from work. It's nothing." Laurie smiled at him.
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Monday came and Laurie didn't have much of a chance to catch up with Ryan, but finally just as he was leaving Laurie poked her head into his office.
"So did you get what you wanted?" Laurie teasingly asked.
Ryan looked up, "Umm what?"
Laurie felt embarrassed, she shouldn't have asked that. Then she saw the understanding come over Ryan's face. He gave a huge smile "Oh yes, very very much so."
"Oh sounds like you really liked it." Laurie said, hoping he would give her some details.
"Ya, she went all out." He said with a huge shit eating grin. "I gotta run though."
"Wow, ok good for you!" Laurie said, very curious as to why he seemed so happy about it.
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The next morning Laurie couldn't help but stop by to see Ryan.
"OK spill it, what does going all out mean?" Laurie asked, hoping she sounded light and fun and not perverted.
Ryan grinned and looked at her out of the corner of his eye. "You really want to know?"
"Ya, I'm a big girl, I can handle it!" Laurie was glad he was going to play along.
"OK, but I warned you!" Ryan said.
Laurie waved her hand at him, encouraging him to get on with it.
Ryan took a breath as if he was about to launch into a presidential address. "So she started with a little strip tease, not a really long one, but she had the pink panties on that I like. Once she was in just those, she pushed me down into the chair in our bedroom. She had moved it a little so the mirror was opposite it. That way I could watch her from both sides." Ryan paused here "This ok?"
Laurie had begun rubbing her legs together just slightly as she had begun to get a little aroused. She hadn't expected that. "Yes! Just tell the story!" She declared.
"OK OK, so she gets going down there and she is doing a lot of teasing and really taking her time which is really nice, but what made it really great was that she then put my hands on her head and told me to push her down."
"Wait, like her shoulders? You don't mean push her head down on your... well with it in her mouth do you?" Laurie interrupted, she thought she misunderstood.
"Oh yes, she meant her head, she let me really push her head down till she gagged a lot. I kept telling her I was sorry and she kept saying to do it harder! It was an amazing birthday gift."
Laurie didn't even know that was a thing guys liked. They wanted to see a woman choke while doing that? She really did feel old.
"OK so then what?" Laurie asked.
"Well I mean, we did that till you know, till it was over." Ryan said.
"Come on give me all the details." Laurie implored hoping he couldn't tell how warm her skin felt as she got more turned on.
"Like what, do you want to know where I finished?" Ryan asked.
"Ya, at this point why not?" Laurie still hoped she just sounded funny.
"Umm well she doesn't always let me but it was my birthday so I ummm finished onto her face. With all the drool she was a pretty big mess."
Laurie had to take a breath. She could see a picture of Ryan's wife on his desk and was having a hard time imagining the cute little young woman in the picture on her knees wearing nothing but pink panties and a face full of cum.
Laurie cleared her throat. "Well wow, I'm glad you had a great birthday!"
"It was really nice." Ryan said smiling. Laurie wondered if he stood up would she see a growth in the front of his pants, she hoped she wasn't the only one in the room turned on by what had just happened.
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Laurie waited for her husband to go to bed that night before getting her laptop out and going to the one porn site she knew of. She searched for choking wondering if anything would even come up. She was a bit surprised at how many results there were, but also how violent what she was seeing. This didn't seem like what Ryan had spoken about.
She then remembered he had actually said gagging and tried that. While she still felt like the videos were a little rougher than anything she had ever done herself but she found some of them appealing.
It took her a few nights of watching them before she found one that she really liked. It was a homemade clip between what seemed to be a man and his wife. He held the camera and she only saw his cock, thighs, and knees. His voice was deep as he summed his curvy wife over. She wore black leggings and her large breasts swung side to side as she knelt in front of him. He reached down with his left hand and ran his thumb over her nipple as she began stroking his semi hard dick.
What made this one different for Laurie was how the man in the video was insistent that his wife take more and more into her mouth, but wasn't overly rough about it, atleast to start.
Laurie found his firm direction very arousing. The way he kept prodding her, "More now honey, more" as he put firm pressure on her head.
Laurie found her left hand on her clit gently rubbing. The pace picked up as she saw the drool begin to run down this woman's face. He was so clearly in control of her, and punishing her just the way Laurie had begun to immagine herself being used.
God she wanted that slight feeling of gasping for air she could see this woman experiencing as her husband forced his cock head past her gag reflex.
Laurie was no longer watching the video, but she could hear it. She was now pretending it was Ryan who was telling her that she could do better, and that she needed to get that cock further down her throat if she wanted to be his good girl.
As she caught her breath she felt guilt. Laurie's orgasm was better then any of the ones her husband had given her in years.
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Laurie was hoping Ryan would have another story for her the next Monday. She had masturbated every night over the weekend thinking about sucking his cock.
"Not this weekend but I think tonight will be the night." He smiled.
"What's tonight?" Laurie asked.
"Oh come on, it's steak and blow job day, just google it."
Laurie read the two sentences necessary to understand the idea behind steak and bj day and decided to make a stop at the grocery store on her way home.