We shared an economics class at university. She didn't say much in class and never came for coffee afterwards with the rest of the group. I watched her a lot, and she would glance away quickly when she caught my eye. Her name was Laura. She had a girly, pretty face, and her body was just about perfect. She was very slim with soft curves, and high, full breasts, but she hunched over a bit when she walked and looked at the ground most of the time. I was very attracted to her. When the teacher said something to her and she stared down at her notepad, blushing, tucking her long frizzy hair behind her ears, I got butterflies in my stomach.
I pursued her for a year. She didn't attract much male attention and I was fairly sure that I didn't have competition, but it was hard to corner her. Eventually she agreed to talk about an essay assignment with me after class. That led to coffees together, then lunches in the canteen, and when I got the courage to kiss her, she let me.
Laura wasn't a virgin, but she was inexperienced. It was months before she agreed to stay over. We lay beneath the covers with our clothes on that night. Each time she stayed over, we took off more clothes, until one night I tugged at her panties and she lifted her hips to help me. I looked under the cover and, after so much build-up and frustration, I almost came just looking at her. But I put the condom on, and she was wet and ready, and I held her close as we fucked for the first time.
We stayed together through university and rented a flat together. Laura did well and continued to postgraduate studies. I got an entry-level job at a publishing company. A job in publishing was my dream, but the work turned out to be mind-numbingly dull. It paid the bills. We lived like this for a couple of years and I was happy with life. Laura's academic career was promising, but she hardly earned anything and I wanted to support her.
One day we went to a university fundraising reunion. It was formal, and Laura wore a new black dress. As we were getting ready, she came out of the bedroom, pulling the hem down, and asked me if it was too short. She looked beautiful. She spent lots of the evening talking to a guy called Paul. I didn't know him very well at university, but he seemed nice. He was flirting with her a bit, and she kept smiling, looking down, blushing and wringing her hands. I trusted Laura and didn't really mind.
I asked her about Paul later, when we were in bed.
'He's alright,' she said. 'We talked about lots of things.'
'What sort of things?' I asked.
'Him, his job. He's a researcher too. His travelling. He'd been to lots of places. Music he likes. That sort of thing. You know'. We were cuddling and she had her head on my chest.
'Hmmm.' I paused. 'Was he flirting with you?' It wasn't an aggressive question.
'He's OK. Yes, I suppose he was. A bit. Not much.' She looked up at me and smiled. 'It's you I love.' Her hand trailed over my stomach, and downwards. I kissed her forehead. She moved her hand slowly on my penis, holding tighter as I got hard. 'It was just talk,' she said, 'I liked it. It's flattering to have attention.' She rubbed her smooth legs against mine, circling her thumb and forefinger round my cock. 'Are you angry?'
'No, honey, I'm not', I said, and I wasn't. It was good to see her being sociable. She could be such a bookworm. She kissed me again and I slid my hand down her back and over her bum, my fingers between her buttocks. She carried on wanking me and kept up the rhythm, gently kissing my neck as I came on my stomach. She cleaned me up with a towel and we went to sleep.
I didn't think much about that episode, but I wasn't surprised when Paul reappeared in our lives. I came home one day and Laura was sucking his cock. I guess they didn't hear me come in, and they didn't notice me when I looked into the lounge. He was sitting on a folding chair, with his belt and fly open, her kneeling in front of him, topless. She was sitting on her heels, her back arched, her breasts pushed forward and her neck extended as she bent her head over his cock, gripping it with one hand. She looked graceful and feminine. He held the back of her head, slowly pushing up into her mouth, and I watched them until he stopped moving and she lifted her head. I slipped back out and went to the supermarket to buy dinner.
An hour later I was back at home, cooking a stir-fry. Laura was in the lounge watching TV. We divided the chores between us. Laura did the washing and cleaning and I did the cooking. It seemed fair. Over dinner I asked Laura how her day had been.
'Fine, darling. The usual. Just getting through this literature review. It's interesting actually. Did I tell you about it?'
'Is that all you did?' I asked. I probably did sound aggressive this time.
'I guess.' She looked confused. I didn't know how to bring it up. I couldn't eat my dinner. Eventually I said it.
'I came back earlier. Uh. Paul was here. Paul. From the reunion.' She was quiet and expressionless for a moment.
'Oh.' She put her cutlery down. 'Shit!'
'How did that happen, Laura?' She looked blank again.
'I'm sorry. Please listen to me. Look, just let me explain.'
She told me that they had met a few times since the reunion, and it was obvious that he liked her, but she didn't have feelings for him. She found it exciting, and while she was concerned she might be leading him on, it seemed harmless. He had suggested coming round under the pretext of helping her with some work, and when he started making moves on her, she realised she had to give him something.
'I'm really sorry. But he started acting aggressively and I was a bit scared. I didn't want it to go further. I couldn't cheat on you, honey. Not like that.'
I sort of understood. She hadn't been with many men before me. By this point she had come round the table and was sitting on my lap, stroking my cheek, her big eyes wide and questioning. Any anger I felt evaporated. I wanted her more than anything. I undid the buttons on her jeans, and she let me push them down. She lifted her hips so I could undo my own trousers, and she sat back down, her back to me, adjusting her position so we were lined up, my cock against her cunt, and bit by bit she pushed herself down until her pubic hair touched mine.