Kristin and David began to consider the real-life consequences of bringing another man into their relationship over the next few weeks, on an almost daily basis. Kristin could tell that David was coming around to the idea, all be it very slowly. She couldn't blame him though, she knew that this was a huge step, and it would have long term ramifications for their relationship. They talked about this often.
She never refused intimacy any time that David initiated any type of sexual contact. They were kissing more, touching intimately on a more regular basis, and she had never felt so wanted, so desired. This led to many passion filled makeout sessions where she would tease David, edge him, but would try not to let him orgasm. She wanted to keep him horny and on edge.
From her discussions online, she had been told that when a man was conflicted about this type of arrangement, he could lose interest once the excitement had passed. So by restricting his sexual climax, he would stay horny and keep his focus on her and her sexual needs..This could be difficult at times with his hair trigger, but she was working on that.
He did make a comment once about her changing appearance and how flirty she had become at times. This did lead to a bit of tension. Kristin had to explain to him that she had to feel good about herself, and yes, she obviously enjoyed the attention that she received from other men. But the truth was that she really was looking for a man to be with and wanted to look her best.
It did feel awkward, even to her, when guys did flirt with her, but David never did anything to try to stop them. The fact that her husband didn't even try to stop this was as much of a turn on for her as the fact that another man found her desirable. She loved the sense of control that she felt, and the knowledge that David was beginning to accept his place, and his new role in their relationship.
They cuddled often, she would passionately kiss and fondle David as they talked about where they wanted this to go. They discussed any limits they had. Kristin wanted everything to be out in the open. She changed the pass code on her phone and gave him that along with all of her passwords and told him he had access at any time for any reason. She truly wanted David to know everything, that was beginning to be the most erotic feeling for her, knowing how much control she now had over David. She knew that trust was a necessity for this to work, and she knew, this had to work, so she vowed to be up front and honest in every regard.
They discussed fantasies, and what they truly wanted to happen. Sometimes these sessions were preceded by them smoking a joint and having a drink or two. David finally admitted how he really felt about seeing her with another man, something that did turn him on, but terrified him at the same time. He was so insecure because of his own limits sexually, and feared losing Kristin to another more capable man.
She tried to reassure him that this would never happen. She just wanted to be sure that they were doing this together, and that she wasn't forcing this on him. That had been her fear, but as they both became more comfortable with the subject, she came to see that David seemed as interested in this as she was. In a way it was as if he needed this.
As they became more comfortable with the subject, she began to realize that David had fantasized about this for a very long time. It would take some time, but eventually she would come to understand that this fantasy, or better yet this fervent desire was not only something that she longed for. David had strong, intense desires as well that were quite similar to her own. She just had to be patient with him. He was obviously embarrassed, as well as insecure about how he felt.
One other aspect that they had discussed minimally was a female led relationship. This was such a broad subject and could be anything from a dominant female who would punish a man, to simply a woman taking the lead in the relationship. Kristin had no desire to be a dominatrix in a leather skirt, with a whip ordering David around, but she did enjoy the idea of being in control of every aspect of their relationship. She had no desire to punish David, but to be sure they both got what they wanted and needed from this. In their discussions so far, David had seemed very receptive to this type of an arrangement.
She had been shopping more than usual, but he had only said something in the beginning. It had been weeks since he said anything about how much money she was spending, or what she was buying. What she was buying were mostly clothes and shoes. She found a few really sexy outfits that she could wear when she finally met someone, as well as shoes, makeup, and lingerie.
She was getting her nails done every couple weeks and got false eye lashes as well. She even went to a local med spa and got lip injections with the prodding of her best friend. She wanted to look her best, and as she thought to herself with a smile, every guy loved a girl with pouty lips. It had been years since she had purposely tried to attract men, and she wanted, needed for it to work. The increased attention from other men had stoked her ego, and she had never felt better, or more self confident than she did now.
"I know you want to look good for a guy, but it just feels weird," he admitted one evening.
"Why is it weird baby?" she asked, truly concerned for his feelings.
"I just feel like a little bitch. I'm paying for you to look hot for some other guy."
"Baby, if you were a little bitch, you would scream and yell and refuse to let me explore my options with another man."
"Honestly baby, you are confident enough to understand my needs, and you love and trust me enough to explore this with me," she quickly stated, wanting to thwart any doubts he may have.
She moved to sit with him on the sofa, softly kissing him, trying to initiate foreplay again. She had been doing this; any time he seemed to have doubts she would initiate sexual contact. They were fooling around more, but actually fucking was rare. He just had no stamina, and any foreplay lessened the chance of him lasting long enough to even fuck her. She did love the feel of his soft lips though, and how his tongue felt when they touched. It made her feel a jolt of passion, mixed with a hint of guilt. She did love him and wanted to spare his feelings.
The passion she understood, but she was imagining a man other than David inside of her as they kissed. It was the most erotic feeling to imagine being kissed, touched, caressed by the man she loves, as another man is inside her. It was the most intensely sexual feeling she had felt in what seemed like forever, and she knew it was something that they needed to explore, together. She was beginning to see with complete clarity that this was something that they both needed, badly.
But it was more than that. David was truly beginning to do almost anything, or go along with what she wanted. It was such an erotic feeling, knowing that the man who she loved, and who loved her back, would willingly give up his own sexual gratification so that she could experience what it would feel like to be with another man. But it wasn't just some other random man. It would be with the type of man that she chose. He would be a man she was attracted to, and who was sexually desirable. A man who could satisfy her sexual desires in a way David couldn't even dream of doing.
Things were progressing, and this just gave her a feeling of power, knowing that if she wanted sex she could get it, for what it would be with David. But she also could see that she was in control of how she would get David off sexually, which was the most erotic feeling for her. She began to go online and read forums, and to chat with others that were into this for real. A lot of this was a waste of her time, but she did receive some valuable insights.
"You really think so?" he asked.
"You don't think I'm a loser," he went on.
"No baby, I think you're a cuckold," Kristin said, smiling brightly at him.
"Don't be embarrassed baby. It's true, but I think it's a very good thing," she went on, seeing the look of embarrassment wash over him.
"Honestly answer this," she said, looking intently into his eyes, taking his hands in her own.
"How has our sex life been since we discussed this?"
His face instantly turned red with embarrassment, and he looked down, as if he were ashamed. She reached to run her fingers through his hair, moving closer to softly kiss him on the lips. It wasn't an overly passionate kiss, but a more gentle, tender, loving act.
"Be honest, you promised. How has it been?" she asked, pushing the point.
"It's, well, I mean. I guess it's been really good," he stammered.
She moved his chin with one hand, so that they were again looking each other in the eyes, the direct eye contact feeling like an erotic turn on, as they revealed more truths about themselves.
"Would you say it's the best it's ever been?"
"If we're being honest with ourselves," Kristin went on, a playful smile on her face.
"Yes, I guess," he admitted.
The look of vulnerability palpable on his face. A moment later their lips met and they began to kiss passionately, the intense love she felt for David at that moment could never be replaced by another man, or a purely sexual relationship.
"Now my little cuckold," she said, in a mock dominant voice.
"I want you to lick me, right now."
Kristin took him by the hand, and they undressed each other as soon as they entered their bedroom. Her pussy was tingling, not because she was eagerly awaiting what he could do for her, but just knowing she had complete control and whatever she wanted was what he would do. She loved the way his hands felt on her bare skin as he undressed her, as well as how it felt to undress him. She loved to see his reaction to her touch, seeing how turned on he would get as soon as she touched him. It was the most intensely erotic feeling, knowing with absolute certainty that she had total control over his sexual pleasure, or lack thereof.
"Just lick me," she whispered, laying back on the bed.
"Just like in the video," she said, alluding to a video they had watched of two women.
"You can do this baby. I will teach you," she said softly, as she pulled his head down between her legs.
David really was no expert with his tongue, but she had vowed to change that. He knelt down and began to slowly lick her, giving her such an erotic sensation. He just moved too quickly as usual though and she had to prod him to keep going so that she was able to reach orgasm. It wasn't great but he had done it. She did climax, although barely so, and she could see he was beaming. She was thrilled. Even a so so orgasm was better than what she was used to receiving.
"Do I get mine now," he excitedly asked.
She gazed down at his hard little cock. She felt bad, but she knew what she had to do for the long-term stability of their relationship. She placed a hand on his thigh, and noticed how his cock twitched. He was so horny and she could see he truly needed sexual release.
"No baby, not tonight," she softly answered, smiling sweetly.
She really did feel bad for him, but she knew this was a necessary step for them. She had to keep him on edge. It was necessary for her to keep him horny and interested in being with her. By delaying his sexual gratification, he would continue to focus on her, and her needs. This was a major change for both of them, and something she refused to give up.
"I know you're disappointed, but this is necessary. You need to focus on what you have to do. I want you to focus on me, making me happy in every way, including sexually. I know you have given your blessing to me to be with other men, but there are things that you can do for me."
"But," he stammered, before Kristin raised her hand.
"Don't interrupt," she ordered, and to her delight, he stopped speaking at once.
"But, you need to work on your skills. You have a tongue and fingers that you can use."
He instantly turned red but gave in and lay beside her.
"And baby, please don't use your hand on your own. That is the same as cheating," she said, as he wrapped his arms around her, his hard little cock poking her ass as he did.
"If you do that I will be pissed. I won't lie. Ok?"
