Chapter 7: Jon Continues With His Version
Now I had a new cock that looked nothing like what I had grown up with! I was discouraged for a while after the operation; I would never have done anything like this on my own! I had grown up with it and was happy with the way it had been! Now, well, it was beginning to feel 'right'. Mary had been pushing me for sex on a daily basis, several times a day! I had to pretend that I was starting to 'love' her, and when Joan brought Julie over one day I had to ignore the one true love of my life! It was the hardest thing I had ever done! When Julie had put her arms around me giving me a hug and tried to kiss me I had to pretend that I didn't want her! It tore me up inside to see the haunted look that Julie gave me! She started to cry and went out to Joan's car. I had crushed her!
Although it was hurting her, I had to pretend that I loved Mary now, and later Joan! I had developed another plan, and this time I was going to succeed in getting Julie and myself away from this bitch and her 'business'! I was also going to make her pay dearly for disrupting our lives and marriage! My plan had been fomenting in the back of my mind for the whole time I had been recuperating from the operation.
One thing that had caught my attention was that I was not the only one who had physically changed! Julie's breast's were noticeably bigger and seemed to stick out and up more! Her body was about as toned as I had ever seen it! Her muscles had great definition! I only hoped that she would still want me after the way I had seemingly ignored her! I had been very cold towards her, which wasn't too hard at first due to her fucking around with all of Joan's 'clients'. I felt as though she had loved all of the cock she was getting and that I was a let down to her in the sex department!
Once we were free from Joan, maybe I could convince her to love me and want only me again! It would take a lot of work but I still could remember our wedding vows as if we had spoken them only yesterday! For better or worse, I was going to try to get my wife back! If it didn't pan out after that, well, at least I would have done everything within my power to correct a very bad situation!
One day Joan came over to the house where Mary and I were living as 'husband and wife'. She ended up getting into bed with both of us! My chance to show Joan that I was 'different' and willing to go along with her plan had arrived! I did everything that I could remember to give her the absolutely best fucking she had ever had! I did things that I had wanted to do with Julie, and some things that Mary had shown me she liked! The end result was that Joan fell, and fell hard for me! I could see it in her eyes as she left that night! I was on track now to get free from her and get my revenge in return! I still couldn't believe how she had taken my wife and then me into her sick twisted little world! I was not nor am I now, a wimp! I had been into tough situations before and always managed to come out ok, so I knew that I would do all right in this one! That bastard Joe would pay dearly for his ratting us out, of that I was sure!
The best part of fucking Joan that day had been when I leaned close to her and whispered that I thought I owed her big time! I saw that she took it like I thought she would and was happy! I knew that she could not ever understand that I meant I owed her big time for fucking up my life and that I would get my revenge. She saw it as I thought she had done me a big favor with the new cock! I was laughing to myself (inside) at how surprised she was going to be!
One day after that, Mary mentioned how all of my stuff had been shipped from my old job! I questioned her (carefully of course) and found out that I had 'quit' my job! I wondered if Joan knew about my 401k and other savings plans. I also wondered about our checking accounts! I checked into them and moved some money around, careful to not be caught on the computer. I transferred most into cash and then transferred it all into my trading account! I would have full control of all of my money! It was a rather large sum, and it would tide Julie and myself over for quite some time! I now had a war chest built up and prepared to get ready to push my plan to the utmost!
Joan started to come by on a daily basis and we would usually fuck and suck for a while then she would leave. Mary started to understand that she was losing me to Joan, and really started to get wild in bed, I guess to try to convince me to stay with her! I was getting so much sex now that I was constantly getting pretty tired at odd times during the day! Joan saw that Mary was wearing me out and one day she asked me if I would like to move into her place! I said that I would, trying to remain very calm and objective. I couldn't let her know that I had to be in her house in order to talk to Julie and let her know what I was planning! I also needed to see if Julie was going to still be in love with me or had I lost her forever! Joan had me moved into her place that week. I saw Julie once during that week and she was withdrawn around me the whole time!
Joan had me set up in her bedroom. Julie's bedroom was next to Joan's, and I was certain that Julie could hear Joan and I fucking every night! It was harder for me to have sex with Joan and still be convincing enough to let her feel that I was developing feelings for her! Knowing that Julie was next door and could hear us, hear me, fucking Joan, had to be very hard on her! Finally, one day Joan had to leave and Julie was working out in the gym at the back of the house. I knew that Joan had cameras and microphones everywhere so I arranged to take a run just before Julie went on hers! I ran to the local park and waited by a big old oak tree. Pretty soon Julie came running up. As she went by I fell into step just behind her, and spoke out to her. "Julie!" "Julie, behind you!" She turned her head and caught sight of me. She started to run harder! I hadn't expected this! I ran up and grabbed her arm and pulled her to the side. Once we were on the grass and near some trees and bushes, I let go and watched her face. She looked at me then started to look everywhere but at me! I finally started talking to her. "Julie, you have to listen to me!" "We don't have much time!" I was becoming afraid that she was going to run away! "Julie, please look at me!" Julie finally looked up at me. "What do you want to tell me Jon?" She was very quiet. "Joan might take this the wrong way and do something to me if she catches me talking to you even if you are...were...ar OH JON!" I took her in my arms as she started to sob. She cried for a minute and then calmed herself down enough to listen to me.
"Julie, I have a sure fire plan, and soon we will be free from Joan and her cohorts!" "You need to know that I still love only you Julie, only you!" "I am very close to starting the process and getting us away, but you are going to have to answer me this one question." "Do you still love me?"
I waited and watched her face. She looked very haunted and then she shook her head NO!" She was crying silently, tears running down her face. I was stunned! I asked her, "Don't you feel anything for me anymore Julie?" She sobbed loudly, and then she faced me. "It's not that I don't love you Jon, its, well...how can you still love me after all of the men, all of the whorish ways I have done and been?" "You can't love me Jon, I don't even like myself, let alone love myself and if I can't love me how can I expect anyone else to love me?"
I didn't know what to say! I had thought that she didn't love me anymore and it was her doubts about my love for her she had meant! "Julie, I know that I have been acting very cruelly to you, but I had to so that Joan would think that she was winning me over! I needed for her to believe that I was falling for her and out of love with you!" "Can't you see that I had to deceive all of you in order to get to the place I am now?" "Our only chance for success is to make Joan believe that I love her and not you!"
Julie looked at me. "You still love me Jon?" She was watching my face, looking into my eyes, she would know if I was telling the truth or not in a moment! I looked deep into her eyes, I took her hands in mine and spoke very slowly and calmly, "Julie, for better or worse, YOU are my love, You are my only love, You are who I want for the rest of our lives!" "Julie, I cannot live without you anymore than you could live without me!" I needed to find the one thing to say that would convince her; I searched my mind, thinking then finally it hit me! "Julie, do you remember when we got married?" She frowned at me. "You know, the day of our wedding, right before our reception!" She was still frowning, but I could see that she was trying to remember that day. "You said to me, don't ever give me up Jon!" "You were scared and wound up from the stress of the wedding, and one of my old girl friends had shown up uninvited and talked to you." "You remember?" Julie was looking at me with eyes filled with tears! "Do you remember what I told you then?" "I told you that there was nothing in the world that could come between us!" "I told you also if you remember, that you were born to be my wife, always and forever just as I was born to be your husband!"
Julie hugged me close and cried on my shoulder! "Jon, I remember that!" "Is it true still?"