Before I met my wife, she was a juggler. Not just any-old juggler, a really good juggler. On top of that, she is extremely attractive, almost too attractive for the typical juggler. When we started hanging out years ago, it was quite easy to see that many other guys knew the same thing I did.
Even though she doesn't really juggle anymore, her talents remain strong and they come right back to her the moment that she picks up some balls (yes, balls, harr harr harr), or clubs. Not pins, mind you. She has also brought me into the wonderful world of juggling festivals, and we have gone to several together now. I really do enjoy going to them, it is always a nice little vacation, and I really enjoy her friends.
This summer we were headed to a festival in North Carolina, one of our most favorite ones to go to. This was one of our first vacations away from our little girl, and that was pretty hard to do. We even thought twice about going a few times, but she was in good hands as my parents were watching her, and this was a much needed getaway for the both of us.
On the flight over, I teased my wife, as I knew there were a few guys that juggled that she found attractive. I poked and prodded to find out which ones she had her eyes on and narrowed it down to three. As I got her to admittedly confirm each of them by name, I could tell she was both excited and embarrassed to tell me this. I told her that they would all be very lucky guys if they got to experience what I get to experience sexually. My wife just gave me a shrug and said, "maybe."
Now, when you're married, you learn the quirks and moods of the other person to a "t." I have learned that "maybe" is my wife's response when she doesn't know how to really respond the way that she wants to, or when she is embarrassed and feels lame or awkward talking dirty. Fact is, she is never awkward or dorky, in fact, I eat up every word she says when it comes to talking about sex.
As the plane took off, I could tell that I needed some coffee, bad. My eyes were closing, and my head was nodding. I knew that coffee would be made available mid-flight, but as someone who has worked in coffee shops for years, airplane coffee does not tickle my fancy. I decided to let myself doze off so that I'd be plenty awake once we arrived to the festival.
***
The taxi dropped us off in front of our hotel, and we unloaded our bags full of clothing and juggling equipment. My wife paid the driver, and we headed up to our room. Both of us just wanted to relax by this point, so we set all of our things down and sprawled out on our bed to rest and watch some cable.
While we were on the bed, my wife rolled over and looked at me while her fingers grazed across my chest. I could feel her staring like she wanted to say something that she had been pondering for awhile, so I looked down at her to show that she had my full attention. "You know how you tease me about having crushes on other guys?" she asked. "Yes," I responded, hoping that she would continue on. "Do you really think that I'd be any good at pleasing another cock?"
I felt an uncomfortable, but delighted rise in my pants. "Absolutely," I responded. "I think that it would be very sexy to see you do the things that you only do to me to another guy. In fact, I sometimes fantasize about you with a couple guys that aren't me." "And you wouldn't be jealous, or feel betrayed, or unloved?" My wife asked with concern in her voice. "Well, I always go back and forth sweetie. But the thing is, I want to always be making you feel as good as possible and sexually-pleased and fulfilled. I wouldn't fell betrayed if I knew going into it, and that it was discussed and not done behind my back. I would certainly feel hesitant, and nervous, but definitely turned on. It would all add into the excitement. But all-in-all, I know that you are my wife and that you love me and are bound to me for life. I'd see it as a game almost. I know you would just be doing it for the giving and receiving of pleasure, and for fun for everyone involved, not for a heart-to-heart connection."
My wife didn't say another word, but I felt her give me a tight squeeze around my waist. It was her way of silently saying, "I love you."
***
Morning came, and I beat my wife to waking up. I put some spongebob on the television and pulled out my laptop to do some work on. I felt my stomach rumble, and I tried to ignore it, but it got stronger, and louder as the minutes passed. I decided to run downstairs and see what there was to eat. There was a Starbucks connected to our hotel, just between the exit and the crosswalk to the community center that the festival was mainly held in. I decided this was my best bet for some quick breakfast and coffee. As I went in to grab something for my wife and I, I ran into a juggler that I knew. We aren't the best of friends, so a quick, "hey" was all that was exchanged. I was honestly glad that that was all their was to our conversation, or lack thereof, because I had a small erection at the time.
Now hear me out, I'm not attracted to guys, but I
am
attracted to the thought of seeing my wife please and be pleased by another guy. This guy just happened to be one of the main jugglers that my wife was attracted to. So naturally, the thought of him doing things with her brought on an erection. That, and the battle against "morning wood" was naturally not in my favor.
I heard my name called, and I grabbed our coffee and doughnuts and quickly ran upstairs. I came in to find my wife now awake and watching television. "You'll never guess who I bumped into downstairs." I told her. "Who?!" she asked. When I told her, she gave a sly, but embarrassed smirk. "So, you gonna seduce him this week? I asked jokingly. She just shook her head with another smile as she looked down at her coffee. "Fine, fine," I said. "Don't play along."
***
There were tons of people at the festival. We joined everyone in the big main room to juggle. The first day is always pretty relaxed. People just juggle and get reacquainted with friend while they wait for the big opening show. We juggled off and on through the day, and before we knew it, it was evening and time for the opener.
We grabbed something to eat, and some snacks, and headed over to the theater. As always, we saw long balloons shooting around, and jugglers young and old reloading another balloon to pump up and shoot off towards the ceiling. We wandered towards the back-left seating and found our section of friends. My wife quickly sat down, leading me to grab a seat between her and her best friend (a woman whom I happen find quite-sexually attractive, but that is a whole different story for another time.) I leaned back and stared at the ceiling, watching some balloons hit the ceiling and sputter out of air. Every so often however, a balloon would fly just right and get stuck somewhere that was worthy of the crowd's applause. You would think sometimes that the show had already started.
I am always amazed by the performers each year. We saw some incredible performances. All kinds of juggling props were used, all kinds of bad jokes, and all kinds of music. The last few performances were the best of all. Not just because they were great performers, but because they featured the other two guys that I knew my sweet wife wanted. Here we were, at a festival, three-for-three on the guys she was attracted to. I gave her a little playful nudge. She nudged back. I loved what she was wearing on this night. A tight tank top, showing off some cleavage, and short jean shorts. I sneakily took a peak down her shirt, as if this were something I was not allowed to do.
After a post-performance break, we heard that another favorite event was happening, we were pumped. The event is called "Renegade." It is always ridiculous. They start off by giving you pizza and beer for free; a win-win. Then you get to watch the most ridiculous performances ever. It may be a drunk juggler, it may be a contest, it may even be a guy storing some juggling balls under his man-boobs. In renegade, nothing is off limits.
I looked over, and my wife was already done with her beer. I took this as a good cue to go get her another. It's not that I ever need to use alcohol to seduce my wife, but it doesn't hurt either. She gets pretty open and sexually-honest after a few drinks. Something that I certainly don't mind.
I could tell that she was feeling pretty good and that her walls were down. She leaned over to me and pointed out that one of the guys she liked was leaning against the wall, around a dark corner and by himself. "I bet you'd like to see me go flirt with him," she playfully-stated. "Sweetie, I'd love to see you seduce him," I added. My wife leaned closer to me, whispering in my ear. "Oh yeah?" she asked breathlessly. "What would you want to see me do to him?" "Well," I stopped and thought. "I'd love to see you tease him with your body, and eventually suck on him."
"You think I'd be good at playing with his cock?" she asked, excitedly. "You think I could make him feel really good, doing what I do to you?" "Licking his balls and taking him all the way into my mouth?"
"Yes! Yes! Yes! I said, louder than expected.
"Do you think you'd be able to suck on him? I want you to." "You really, honestly want me to?" She asked. "Because I want to, but I really don't want to affect us or make you jealous."
"No, sweetie," I said. "I won't be jealous, I will just really want you afterwords, really bad." "Go try something, or at least talk to him and I'll watch."
My wife got up, took one more drink of her third beer, and headed over towards him. I could see in the way she walked that she was hesitant, yet excited, nervous, yet horny. She made her way over to him and leaned against the wall right next to him. I could tell she leaned over in a way that allowed him to see down her shirt. I could see that he was also hesitant, if not a little awkward from being approached like that, but he was probably pretty nervous since he could see me off in the distance. The thing is, he's a nice guy and wouldn't do anything bad to anyone. I mean, it's not like him and I have discussed this for him to have any idea that this is okay with the two of us.
I watched as my wife brushed his arm in a friendly, yet-flirtatious way. He was liking what he saw, but he was also too careful.