I know I promised you all that my next story would be about my next affair. I really am going to do that but you see hubby hasn't seen the last one yet. At least I don't think he has, he couldn't hide the fact he's read it could he. I'll wait a few more days if nothing happens by then, I'll have to take action.
I got so much hate mail from telling my story, I mean with the cheating and having someone else's baby. How dare I be jealous of my husband being with another woman. How dare I even think. If my husband wants me to do other men then I need to please him and just do it. I guess I'm just not a very good wife, it still upsets me that he wants me to be with other men.
I though it might be nice to relate to you all how my friend Judy became a slut wife. Maybe her story is more to the liking of those men who hate me so. I just so hate that term slut wife, I suppose loving wife is much nicer. Wife loving others that's even better. I met Judy about two years ago in a chat room. Being that we shared our husband's need to have us sleep with other men in common, we became good friends. Recently I visited Judy at her home near Chicago. We got to talking about how we got involved with this kind of life style. This is how she related it to me. I have to admit I took a little poetic license by filling in the details. You guys wouldn't read her story if I left out the juicy bits, now would you.
Oh by the way there are some really nice swinger's clubs in Chicago, I had so much fun, one of these days I'll have to go back. Maybe I'll take hubby with me on that trip. Sure I left hubby home watching the kids, that man has got to be useful for something, doesn't he. I told you he was a lousy fuck and he's so small too. What if Judy's husband wanted Judy to do him, I'd be so embarrassed. Now I've gone and done it. I can just see it now, more hate mail. I did wonder about one thing, maybe these guys hate me so much because they are small just like my husband. Small is just so useless. Small cocky, small mind
Here's Judy's story, I wrote her story in the first person, just makes for better reading, don't you think.
I'll start with a little about myself. My name is Judy. I'm brunette, and I have brown eyes. I'm attractive, some say I'm beautiful. I'm just under 5'3" and weigh about 120 pounds, that varies a little. At 28 after the birth of my third child I allowed my weight to go up to 145 pounds, I hated the way I looked, the way I felt. I decided I'd get into shape and never let myself look like that again. I've accomplished that feat to. I run and do yoga almost everyday. I workout at least 3 days a week at a club I belong to, mostly strength training. Recently I've joined the local Y so I could add swimming to my work outs. I could be modest but I'm not, I have a great body.
I want to just briefly fill you in on my past history, the parts that relate to my sex life, my marriage and our sex life prior to the events I'm about to relate. I'll start with saying I was a virgin when I met my husband, I did make love to him before we were married but only him. That was more by accident then design, I suppose you need that explained. My intend was of course to stay a virgin until marriage, but my intend was also at one time to never go past kissing. I of course did go past kissing, don't we all. I am a very sexual person but I was never assertive about my sexuality. In the heat of passion I wanted to try everything but guy almost had to force me to try something new. Maybe that doesn't make any sense, I wanted it but I had to be forced. Doesn't does it but that's the way it was.
Maybe an example would work better. I'll us the first time I ever touched a guys penis as my example. By that time I was into heavy petting and letting the guys I dated into my pants, I'd occasionally rub their hard on's though their pants. I'd even let all that happen on the first date if I liked a guy. I may have been considered loose by some of them because of that. Anyway I'd dated this guy twice before, when one night we were into some heavy petting. He'd removed my panties and was finger banging me under my skirt. He stopped undid his pants and pulled them down to his thighs. I couldn't help but look, I'd never seen a guys cock before, only kids, and my brother's a few times but he wasn't ever hard. I knew this guy wanted me to touch him, and I wanted to feel his cock to. He had to forcefully take my wrist placing my hand on to his cock. If I really hadn't wanted to he couldn't have forced me. As soon as my hand felt his penis I wrapped my fingers around it. I didn't do anything to his penis but hold it, not until he again took my wrist and moved it up and down jacking himself off with my hand. When he let go, I just continued until he ejaculated. I did like the whole episode, I even liked the feel of his cum on my hands. The next guy I dated I had no problem jacking off. It went about the same way for blow jobs, and me receiving oral. I was next to forced but with each of those I truly wanted to do it. Once I did something then it was so easy to do it with the next guy.
I'd say I was real close to having intercourse when I met Dave, I don't believe in love at first site but something about Dave made me want to date him again and again, it wasn't long before we were exclusive. I'd know Dave from high school, we were in the same class, but I'd never more then said hi to him while we were in high school. For one reason, I pretty much dated older guys, for another he was a jock. I had no use for the jock/cheerleader crowd, I felt they were all to much into themselves. It's sad in a way because a lot of those same people still are.
The only jock I ever had any use for back in high school was Dave's best friend, Bruce. Bruce was a hunk, but he wasn't conceded. I dated Bruce when I was a senior in high school, the only guy I ever dated in my own class, until Dave. We even went steady. That ended when a guy I'd dated my sophomore year asked me to go out with him. I was young and dumb, when I'd dated that guy as a sophomore I had this fantasy about marrying him. He went away to college and that was the end of that. When he called for a date I knew I shouldn't except it but I still had feelings for him, I just had to go. Needless to say I'd grown up some and found out the guy was a real jerk.
After that Bruce found out I had gone out with that guy. Bruce confronted me about it, we got into the big heated argument, Bruce lost control saying things about me that he shouldn't have. Maybe if there hadn't been other people around I could have forgiven him. But after what he'd said I didn't feel I had much choice, I just had to break it off with him. Shortly after that Bruce started to date the girl he eventually married.
Dave and I made love not to long after we became exclusive, just about the same scenario as before me wanting to but next to being force to do so. Not really a wonderful experience for me, Dave talked the talk but he wasn't much good. Part of that was of course the excitement of the whole thing, so he came way so soon. And partly, thought he won't admit it, he was a virgin. I'm sure that if Dave and I had parted I would have had intercourse with the next guy I dated, then the next, it's just the way I am, I guess. We didn't part and after Dave finished college we got married.
Our life at first was pretty normal, up until after our first child was born. One night while making love, Dave told me he'd like me to fuck another man. It didn't happen just like that, a lot more subtle than that but that's what he meant. I didn't really interpret it literally, I felt he wanted me to be with another man because either he was interested in another woman or he wanted an excuse to leave me. But even if I had interpreted what he'd said that way, I wouldn't have liked it. Doesn't make you feel to loved when the man you love wants you to have sex with another man. He kept on talking about it for a while but I just wasn't comfortable with the idea. Eventually Dave dropped the subject only to start up again after our third child was born. That was when I was still heavy, which only added to my feelings that he wanted other women. I suppose that had a lot to do with me getting back into shape. I had hoped that when I was again in shape he'd stop. He didn't so I just kind of tolerated it. I even started teasing Dave, I'd see some hot looking guy, then say something about being in bed with him. I guess you'd say I adjusted to it.
Dave even tried to get me to swing with other couples confirming to me that although he may want me to be with other men, he also wanted to be with other women. I told Dave I didn't think swinging was something I could do, I'd get to jealous but secretly I was curious. I guess it was the right time in our marriage. Things had become a little boring. Our sex life was kept alive more by our fantasy then what we did to each other.