Larry came to Jill's table and asked, "Jill! God it's great to see you! How are you? How's Dan?"
She said, "He's well Larry. I'm OK. My life is OK. It was going along just fine..." then she stopped.
He said, "And? You sounded like you were going to say and, or but, or something along those lines. Man, you look great babe!"
Jill just looked at him and then said, "No nothing else. I'm good and you?"
He said, "OK if I sit down? I'm well thanks for asking. It's been a long time Jill. I heard you and Danny are still together and I was happy to hear that. I still stay in touch with some of folks be both know."
She smiled a little and drank her coke. Then she said, "Did you know I lost the baby?"
She started to fill up and cry a little and then stopped herself. Larry reached for her hand but she pulled away. He said, "Yes! I heard, I'm sorry. You OK now? Thinks like that take time to get over Jill."
She said, "Yes, yes I'm OK most of the time. Then I see someone I haven't seen for a while and they bring it up again and I get emotional for a few minutes. But I'm OK! ...NO! No Larry I'm not OK I'm so sad! I want to kill myself sometimes."
He reached for her hand again and she didn't move it. He said, "Can...can I do anything? God Jill I'm sorry I didn't know me asking would effect you."
She tried to smile a little and then she said, "It's not you or what you said. It's what my fucking life has done to me. I need...I need to talk with someone about something that just happened...and...it can't be Danny!"
He didn't say anything for a few minutes he just sat there and held her hand. Then he said, "If you want to talk with me I'm here for you Jill. You know how I feel about you......always have felt about you."
She looked up and smiled a little again. She took her hand and placed it on his face and held it there saying, "Thank you but I don't think that would be a good idea. Danny would kill you and me if he knew you were even in the same mall that I was. I have a problem and have to work it out."
He said, "Well I won't push you but we were very close at one time and so I'll say it again and then let it drop, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you."
She said, "Thank you. OK Larry. What if I told you the last man I told about my problems took advantage of me and fucked me on the back seat of my car and then left me there with my panties laying on the floor and his cum dripping out of me. He just walked away and acted like noting happened, yep, I sure can pick them can't I? And I did it again to my wonderful husband. I have a serious mental problem Larry, a serious problem!"
He said, "Oh shit a affair problem! Didn't see that coming Jill! OK I would say first, was this the first and only time you have been with this guy?"
She said, "Yes, last night and he's my fucking boss!"
Larry said, "OH shit that makes it even worst. OK! Has he talked to you yet today?"
She said, "No. Not yet and I don't know if I should talk with him first. What do you think?"
He said, "Well that could be good or bad. Do you know if he thinks this was a one time thing or do you think he thinks it will continue?"
Jill shook her head and said, "I have no idea! If he hadn't walked away so fast I would say he would want to continue it. But since he left so fast I just don't know."
Larry said, "Well the way you look I think he'll be back for more. So I think you should head it off and tell him it was a mistake and you don't intend to do it again. If he begins to fight or tells you otherwise, you tell him you'll file charges for sexual harassment. You just want to be left alone to do your job. If he can't deal with it, you'll have to find another job babe. I think he'll want to talk with you soon. You have to decide if you want to wait or just tell him. Or, continue it."
She said, "Oh God no!! I don't want to continue it that's for sure!"
She thanked him for his advice and how nice it was to see and talk with him again. She wished he and her husband were still friends. But she knew Dan would never talk with Larry again, never. Danny hated him for what he did to her and the affair they had. She wasn't sure she still felt the way she had before. She still felt that tingle between her legs as she looked at him and remembered how he looked nude and how his cock had satisfied her like her husband never could. But it was over now and she sure as hell didn't want two loves and a husband!! She would go insane. He smiled and kissed her hand and said, "Look call me and let me know what happened when you talk with the guy. Here's my number."
Larry handed her a business card and stood up. He smiled and told her how beautiful she still was and that he missed her and Danny very much. Then he walked away. She watched him walk until he went out the door.
She looked at her watched and realized she was 10 minutes late and almost ran back to the office. Once she settled in she realized no one knew she was late getting back. Around 2PM Bill came out of his office and said, "Jill can I see you for a few minutes?"
She started to blush and shook with fear as she got up and walked into his office. "OH fuck here it comes. Either he's going to say he's sorry for do it to me yesterday or he's going to say he wants to continue the affair or he's going to fire me. OH God I hope I'm strong enough to challenge him if he does."
Bill held the door open and then closed it behind them. He said, "Please. Sit on the sofa Jill. Let's be as informal as we can. I mean after all we shared something last night. And I want to talk with you as man to women, not as a boss to his subordinate. OK? I want to be honest with you and hope you'll be the same with me."
Jill sat in a hardback chair instead of the sofa and said, "I'm glad you wanted to talk Mr. Jackson...Bill. I want to talk about yesterday too."
Bill said, "Well would you like to go first then Jill?"
She sat there for a few seconds and the silence was so loud she felt like screaming. The tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife. Finally she said, "You go first Bill."
He smiled and reached for her hand but she held them together and didn't take it. He said, "Last night most likely never should have happened Jill. But it did and we can't do anything about it. First I would like to apologize for leave you like I did. I just felt it would be better for both of us if I got back to the group before they realized how long I had been gone with you. Next I would like to say that I have never experienced sex like we had yesterday."
Jill blushed big time. And she shook her head as if she was about to speak. He said, "Please! Let me finish. I have been practicing what I was going to say to you for over two hours."
She looked at him and didn't say anything other than, "Go ahead."
Bill bent forward in his chair and said, "You are the most beautiful woman I have ever been with. Jesus, Jill you are so lovely. Seeing you with me last night, holding you and giving you my love I felt I would explode. The sex was fantastic Jill that goes without saying but being with you was like a dream come true to me. I have fantasized about you, about us together. Not in your back seat but together in a bed taking our time and making long slow lasting love."
She said, "Woo hold it right there Bill! Let's stop and let me say something now."
He said, "OK! Go ahead Jill. I was looking forward to hearing how you feel about what happened today."
"Look let's get this straight right from the start, it wasn't anything like love Bill. It was you taking advantage of me when I was at my lowest level. I can't forgive you for that. But it wasn't love Bill! It was a plain old fucking we gave each other last night. Now how do I feel? I'm sick. I want to vomit every time I think about it. In fact I wanted to go to personnel this morning and file a charge against you. But then I realized I actually wanted you to fuck me last night, at lease I did at first. And you did that, you fucked me, physically and mentally and emotionally. I was also going to call in sick and nerve come back here. But then I said to myself, maybe Bill realizes what he did and would tell me he was sorry and it would never happen again. But from what I hear from you today, you want to continue it. You actually want me to go with you to a hotel room and spend, what, the afternoon fucking you again? Is that what you want Bill? You don't feel sorry about what we did at all do you?"
He looked at her for a minute. It seemed like an hour to Jill. Then she said, "That's right Jill. I don't want it to end. I want to keep it going. Say once or twice a week. We would have to be careful and make sure we weren't caught but to be completely honest with you yes I want you again. And again and again and again, for as long as we can do it."
She said, "Forget it Bill! I'm leave now. I'm going home sick and I don't know if I'll be back any more. I think I'm going to fine another job."
He said, "Wait! Jill! Don't leave yet. I'm not finished talking with you."