I'd had a good start to the day. A very satisfying fuck with the prospect of many more in the coming days and the knowledge that I was Jill's preferential sexual partner. I was sure that she would want me again and would find a way to be with me. I wasn't sure about Dan, though, as this had probably developed differently to how he had imagined. He had orchestrated a lot of what had happened, but had probably not realised how he might feel watching his wife enjoy another man.
As I was showering I thought about how it had all played out so far and how it might develop. Jill had now broken out of her shell and was enjoying feelings that she had not known even existed. She wasn't going to give that up easily. Dan had realised that he simply didn't have the physical assets to fulfil that need but had yet to face up to it. He would have to accept it and adjust, otherwise he would have to live with lifelong feelings of inadequacy. I liked him and hoped that he would find a path to acceptance.
I decided that I should leave the two of them alone today and let the contact me when they were ready. That meant having breakfast in my room and then going out to some remote place afterwards. I was just preparing to order when the 'phone rang.
"Hello Alan, this is Dan. We need to talk. Are you OK to join us for breakfast? Downstairs in half an hour?"
'"Sure. See you there."
That was surprising but also encouraging. I put on a shirt and shorts, packed a bag for the beach, then sat down for a few minutes before going downstairs.
Dan and Jill were already there when I arrived at the breakfast venue, sitting at a table that wasn't too close to the others. I filled a plate with what I wanted and went to join them. After the usual greetings I sat down and poured sone coffee.
"Thanks for your call, Dan," I said, "it can't have been easy."
"No," he replied, "it wasn't, but Jill and I had a long discussion and we really didn't want to leave things as they were."
"Have you found a way of managing what has happened?" I asked.
"I'm not sure," he replied, "it's not easy. This turned out differently to how I had imagined, although I suppose I hadn't thought it through properly. I've had to take a close look at myself and also what effect I've had on Jill. I realised I need to understand myself more but also to understand Jill. We hoped that you might be able to help us do that."
I looked at Jill. She was holding Dan's hand and paying close attention to what he said, nodding in agreement.
"Well," I said, "let me tell you what it looks like to me. I can't get into your heads, but I can tell you what's in mine and what I've learned from others. Let me start with you, Jill. What I see is a very sensual woman but one who is worried about showing that side of her nature. You have an extremely attractive and desirable body together with an equally attractive and warm personality. Yet for some reason you feel you can't show that side of you. Now I understand that when you are teaching or representing your profession, you need to have a certain gravitas, but at other times that's not necessary."
"I think you should be proud of yourself. Wear clothes that show how sexy you are. Open the second button on your blouse. Wear underwear that makes you feel sexy. Flirt a little - Dan will always come to your rescue if you want him to do so. I've watched other men look at you. They want you, so revel in that. It will make you feel good, everyone likes being desired."
"You're right," Jill said, "I am shy and too conservative. I'm not sure why, but I've always been that way. My sister is the opposite, so I don't know why I've turned out this way."
"And you, Dan," I continued, "you are a very good-looking man and an exceptionally good husband. You're protective and caring and love your wife incredibly, but you need to come to terms with yourself and face your own demons. Your cock isn't the biggest in the world, but it's also not the smallest, and it fits Jill very well. You guys seem almost matched to each other. But still you are fascinated by big cocks, even if you won't admit it. You like seeing them and that's why you wanted to watch Jill getting fucked by one. There nothing wrong with wanting to look at other cocks, just admit it to yourself. You said you wouldn't touch other men's junk. Why not? It doesn't make you less masculine. You don't need to be turned on or attracted, just interested and wanting to experience something. Recognise that in yourself."
"But you've also now let Jill experience some aspects of physical sex that you're not able to fulfil, and you'll need to decide how you're going to deal with it if she wants to continue experiencing those feelings from time to time. Is it something you will want to watch or just ignore? Do you want to be part of it in some way? Or are you hoping she won't want to explore some more?"
"I don't want to speak for Jill, but I rather suspect that she will want to explore some more, so you'll need to decide on what is the easiest way for both of you. Remember, it's just physical, but make sure that it remains that way. Longer term arrangements inevitably start to develop into feelings, so don't let them get established."
"You're right, of course," Dan said, "I am fascinated by other cocks, probably because mine's smaller than most. I also am very well aware that I've let the geni out of the bottle with Jill and that she'll want more. I do like to see her being sexy and I do like watching other men hit on her, so perhaps we can both enjoy doing that in some way. I also found it extremely arousing to watch you two fucking, but that was offset by my being very jealous that you have a cock that is much bigger than mine and were able to give her such pleasure. I'd much rather be present so that I can see what's going on rather than not knowing, so I guess that on balance I'll accept the pain."
"Well it seems like you've a pretty good idea of your direction," I said, "I'm sure you guys will figure out the details. Now I'm going to leave you here and go for a long walk on the beach. I think you need some more time to yourselves. If you'd like to talk some more, I'll be back for lunch."
With that I picked up my beach bag, gave Jill a kiss on the cheek, and left them talking as I descended the path to the beach. I went in the same direction as I'd gone a few days back, looking for the secluded cove. I was pleased with the conversation. It gave them a direction of travel, but also left room for me to continue to fuck Jill for the remainder of the holiday, which still had more than a week to run. She was a magnificent fuck and I really wanted to spend much more time with her.
I found the cove and duly laid out my towel before stripping down to my Speedo and lying down. I was by now fairly tanned, so didn't need too much sun cream and was able to apply it myself. It wasn't long before I dozed off. I woke up a few hours later and gathered my things together before returning to the hotel where I changed into some fresh clothes after showering then went to the pool restaurant taking my beach bag.
I found a table suitable for 4 and sat down. It wasn't long before Dan and Jill arrived. I could see them looking for me so stood up and waved. They saw me and came over to join me. Someone came to take an order for drinks.
"Jill and I have talked this through and think we should follow your suggestions from earlier this morning," Dan said.
"Excellent," I responded, "I think you'll find it's something you can work with. I'm sure you'll adjust over the coming months, but it provides a basis. Now I'd like to suggest that you try it out this afternoon at the pool." I turned to Jill.
"I'm sure that if you put on a bikini and lie out on a sun-lounger on your own, it won't be 15 minutes before some man arrives and starts talking to you, probably offering to help you with suncream. That will give you an opportunity to flirt and see how it feels. Are you happy to try that?"
Jill blushed and looked uncomfortable, then broke into a smile.
"Yes, I'm happy to try that. I think it might be fun. Will you guys be near?"
"We'll be close by, probably sitting at the bar," I replied, "that way Dan can enjoy watching and at the same time be there if you get worried."
Just then a waiter arrived with our drinks, so the conversation turned to more mundane things. We helped ourselves from the buffet and enjoyed a relaxed lunch, after which Jill excused herself and went upstairs to change as I'd suggested. I scouted out the pool area and found a couple of sun loungers close to the bar. I put some towels on them and returned to join Dan, telling him what I'd done.
Jill returned shortly after. She looked stunning. She'd put on a black bikini which was just perfect. The top showed off her bust, revealing lots of cleavage with her breasts swelling out over the top and the sides, while the bottom was extremely sexy, tight and following the contours of her slit. I could feel my cock thicken as I looked at her.
"Wow," I said, "you look incredible."
"Thank you," she replied, "I feel good in this, just as you said."
"We've found a place for you. You see those two loungers over there with our towels on them? Well those are for you. Go over there and sit on one."
She walked over to the loungers and sat down, while Dan and I sauntered over to the bar and ordered a couple of beers and turned round to watch his wife. It wasn't even 5 minutes before I saw a middle-aged suntanned man in a swimming costume saunter over to her.
"Is anyone using this lounger?" He asked, pointing at the empty one next to her.
"Not that I know," replied Jill.
"Great," he said, sitting on it, "it's mine now."
He laid out his things then turned to her.
"My name's Jim. Are you here on your own?" He asked.
"Hi, I'm Jill and No, I'm here with my husband."
"Oh. Where is he? Why isn't he here with you?"
"He's not a great sun worshipper like I am. He spends lots of time on the golf course. I won't see him again until tonight."
"That's tough on you. Don't you get lonely?"
Jill crossed and uncrossed her legs and shuffled her body.
"Yes, but I'm used to it."
"Can I get you a drink?"
"Thank you, I'd like that. Rum and coke would be nice."
He came over to the bar and ordered two rum and cokes. I looked at him more closely then decided to talk to him.
"That's a very attractive woman you're with," I said.
"She is, isn't she?" He responded, "her husband has left her on her own while he's playing golf. I think he's crazy but then it gives me a chance to get to know her better. Who knows, I might get lucky."
He picked up his drinks and returned to Jill. She thanked him as they clinked their glasses and drank. After a while he pulled his lounger close up next to her.
"Would you like me to put some suncream on your back?" He said.
"Oh thank you," Jill answered turning over, "that's most kind of you."
He squeezed some cream on his hands and started spreading it over her back. I watched him massage it in, his hands over the tops of her shoulders then down over her shoulder blades.
"I'm just going to undo your top," he said, "you don't want a line to show."
He undid her top and massaged the cream into her back then slid his hands round to the side under her armpits. I could see his fingers rubbing the sides of her breasts then slide under her bikini. After a few moments he pulled them out and, putting some more cream on his hands, started massaging her lower back followed by the back of her thighs and down her legs then back up to her thighs again.
He spent a lot of time on her thighs, first the back, then the outside, then on her inner thighs. I watched him move his hands up to her groin then inserting his fingers under the hem of her bikini. There was absolutely no doubt that they were now on her slit. She lifted her head and turned to him.
"That's enough now," she said, then turned to look at Dan.
