My name is Harrold Bishop. I'm about to tell you a story that not even I would believe if it was told to me. I'm putting pen to paper under duress, possibility a threat. There are five other people who do believe this story and they've dared me to tell it in a way that's believable. They've made all sorts of enticing, imaginative and desirable promises if I can, make it believable that is, and other, not so desirable promises if I can't.
I'm a generally healthy, thirty-eight year old male. I was generally non-sexual during high school, engaging in only the usual activities that most (all?) pubescent males engage in. Freshman year of college things changed. I met Jennine when I was nineteen. Jennie and I shared an introductory course in English Composition. We shared our research on a mid-term project and, within two weeks of meeting, we shared a bed.
Jennie was a tornado sexually and she set off an explosion in me that continues to this day. We were insatiable for each other. We married halfway through our sophomore year and fucked our way to degrees in engineering three years later.
We've been married for eighteen years and life has been good to us economically. We bought a mid sized three-bedroom house on 17th street two years after graduation and we still live there thirteen years later. The only disappointment has been the lack of children. No matter how careless we were, no matter how many times we fucked without protection, Jennie never got pregnant. When we realized that children weren't in our future we concentrated on each other. Every day, several times a day, we poked, prodded, sucked and fucked each other with abandon. It was as if neither of us could get enough of each other.
About six years ago, Jennie began to have some physical difficulties. Nothing really serious that the doctors could identify. She just didn't have the stamina to support an every day, multi-session, sexual romp. Her enthusiasm was unaffected, just her ability to sustain the frequency.
We began to reduce the number of times we had sex to allow her time to recover after each session. It helped her enormously and we continued to enjoy each other with our usual fervor, until we missed a day.
By the end of the day, I was suffering both emotionally and physically. I understood the emotional aspect of not having sex with Jennie. I loved her and the deeply emotional nature of our relationship had dominated my psyche for eighteen years. The physical problem was more of a mystery. When we finally had sex, I ejaculated so much semen that it flooded out of her while I was still inside her and when I withdrew, the volume leaking from her was incredible. I found that I could relieve some of the pressure by masturbating during the days off.
Masturbating didn't sit well with Jennie. In all the years we had been together, neither of us had ever masturbated and, in her mind, she was somehow responsible. She tried to help the situation. She couldn't just lie on her back and take me. We tried. She just couldn't keep herself from participating fully and the effort cost her physically. Hand jobs and blowjobs helped me but didn't relieve her guilt.
I went to the doctor. He told me I had a rare case of hyperspermia. The usual causes were the onset of dementia. Other symptoms included a increase in the viewing of pornography. I had none of the associated symptoms or activities. He also told me I had an abnormally enlarged prostate he called prostatic hyperplasia. For most men it wasn't a problem and it certainly wasn't for me. It didn't normally result in excess production of semen but he was open to the possibility. I visited a therapist to evaluate if I had an underlying mental condition leading to the problem without result. In the end, the problem wasn't affecting my health. The doctor thought I had been experiencing the syndrome for quite a while and it was masked by my frequent sexual releases. Masturbation or more frequent sex was his recommendation.
Jennie wouldn't allow masturbation. More frequent sex was the only solution she'd consider and hand jobs and blowjobs didn't count. However, she wasn't up to the requirement.
"Harrold," she told me, "you have to have more sex."
"How is that possible?" I asked. "I refuse to force you to have sex with me."
"I'll do what I can for you," she responded, "but you need to get laid more often than I can manage."
"I'm not going to fuck prostitutes," I protested. "They're expensive and I'm not going to risk disease or worse."
"I agree with you, prostitutes aren't the answer."
"Then what is the answer?" I asked. "I'm not going to shop the bars looking for sex partners for the evening."
"I wouldn't want you to," she said.
"Then what?" I asked again.
Coincidently, our next door neighbor had lost her husband two years ago. I came home from work one day and Jennie wasn't home although her car was in the driveway. About twenty minutes later, Jennie came through the front door.
"Where have you been?" I asked concerned.
"Next door."
"Next door?"
"Yes. I had a nice long talk with Jessica."
"Jessica? The widow lady?"
"That's her," Jessie confirmed.
It is important to note, that while our houses are close together, we rarely have any interaction with our neighbors. I knew our next door neighbor had died, but I didn't know his wife's name nor could I remember how she looked. I could have passed her in the market and not recognized her as our neighbor.
"I walked over to talk with her when I saw her outside earlier," Jessie continued. "Honestly, I thought, in the moment, that she might be a solution to our problem but I hadn't the slightest idea how to raise the subject. I was just winging it. I asked how she was doing.
"She told me she was fine but she missed Fred, that was her husband's name, terribly. You know me, I wasn't going to let that opening, as small as it was, to go without a response. She had tears in her eyes so I put an arm around her shoulders and suggested we go inside where she could tell me all about it. You'd think no one had ever offered her solace about the loss of her husband. She immediately accepted my offer.
"We went inside. I made tea for both of us and we talked."
"This is getting interesting," I offered.
"It certainly was," responded Jennie. Once she started talking, the dam burst. She was remarkably open and honest. She told me that Fred and she had a wonderful sharing relationship with lots of physical 'stuff.' Since his death, she had relied on various toys and videos without satisfaction and she was 'loosing her mind' slowly.
"I took the opportunity to briefly describe our situation and suggest a solution for both of us.
"Is this going where I think it is?" I asked.
"You're damn straight it is," Jennie said. "She thought about what I offered and warmed up to it in about five minutes."
"And?"
"She wants to fuck you."
"That easy?"
"No. It wasn't easy for me at all. Just thinking about you fucking her is something I have to get a grip on. I can do it. It just isn't easy."
"I'm not easy with it either. I don't even remember what she looks like."
"Does that matter?"
"It does. She doesn't have to be a model or movie star but I don't think the Wicked Witch of the West will appeal to either my mind or body."
"You can judge for yourself. She'll be here in about fifteen minutes."
"Here? Now? Really?"
"Yes, really. I invited her to dinner."
"And?"
"That too, if you're both on the same page."
"Shit."
"That's not on the agenda. Just sex. Trust me. You'll not be disappointed."
"Okay. I'll trust you, but I reserve the right of refusal."
"Only if you refuse tastefully and don't insult her in the process."
"I can live with that."
The doorbell rang about ten minutes later. Jennie met our guest at the door, showed her into the kitchen where I was waiting and introduced us. "Jessica, this is my husband, Harry," she said.