Jennie - Goes Camping
by StrappySandals
(Writer's note: This story continues the erotic adventure of Jennie and her old high school boyfriend Jamie. What started as a curious, but smoldering re-acquaintance, has turned into a raging inferno when the couple decide to go camping. This story is written from Jennie's perspective (or at least as close to that as this male writer can imagine) and includes some anal and water sports activity... The story is best read by starting with Jennie - The Reunion, but can certainly be enjoyed on its own if that is your preference.
"Oh my God; what am I going to do now?" I mumbled to myself as I sat sipping coffee early that Monday morning. Jamie had just left, and with him went the entire world I have lived in for the past thirty-some years. And curiously, my knees are shaking over the possibilities of this change. Whether shaking from excitement, or fear, I'm not certain, but I'm literally shaking none the less.
I suppose a little background on me, and my life would be appropriate to share at this time. I am generally a happy woman, with a nice life that would leave most people envious. I live in a beautiful home, have four wonderful children, and three beautiful grandchildren that I adore. I also have a husband that I do not love. In all fairness, he is devoted to me, and has supported his family very well, with homes, cars, vacations, schools, clothes, and almost all of the material possessions that we desire. But he is not a loving man. Additionally, I'm fifty-five years old; I exercise daily, 5'-6" tall, keep my hair blonde, and my weight around the desired one-hundred-twenty-pound threshold. I don't have to work outside the home, which leaves me plenty of time socialize, visit family, or do virtually anything I want to do. All of that is wonderful, except for the fact that none of it fills the hole that I've had in my heart for the past thirty years.
I've loved Jamie since high school, but he's not my husband. I am certain, that on some level, Jamie has always loved me too. But I am not his wife. Jamie has a vexing personality that has challenged me since I have known him. I was crazy about him as a young man and, not surprisingly, he has turned out to be a very wonderful mature man. As I've said, we met in high school, and I mostly loved him from the very first meeting. It took a little while, but we eventually started dating and became inseparable for almost five years, except for the short breaks when he broke up with me every six months, or so, during that time. And it hurt every time he did it. Sometimes he was a complete ass about things, embarrassing me in the process, but outside of those short break-ups and embarassments, we had a terrifically loving relationship.
I do believe that Jamie gets bored easy. That was especially so when he was young. But I still see that boredom in his eyes sometimes even today. Maybe I enjoy the challenge of keeping him interested, I don't know. What I do know is that I love him more than any man I have ever met, and fully expect to continue to do so until the day I die. Part of the allure is that I see him as beautiful. He's tall, about 6'-3", and I like that. He was thin, and a little lanky, in high school, and still is to some extent today. Now however, he is built with much more powerful ass, thighs, and shoulders. Cropped short grey hair, a confident, but not arrogant swagger, and a charmingly dry sense of humor, all add up to a package that I find irresistible.
I hadn't seen Jamie in over thirty years, until I miraculously received an email from him on the website Highschool.com. Long story short, we met for a drink (although I resisted for a week or two before agreeing), and that meeting was wonderful. We have been meeting every six to eight weeks or so for the past year and a half, keeping a "friendly-lovers" relationship. I used to kid myself that I was the only virgin mistress in the world... until last night.
Jamie just left my summer home, where we had our first lover's rendezvous. It's been two hours since he left, and I am still in my underwear trying to re-live the previous twelve hours. It was an evening of fun, and filthy, loving sex, the likes of which I haven't had for an awful long time. I've always been perceived as a little more "prim and proper", than wild woman. I rarely get out of control. But suddenly Jamie makes me want to be out of control. Jaime is a little on the dominant side, while I tend to be a little more submissive. I like that in our relationship, and I think he does too. Reminiscing of him holding my head while fucking my mouth is making me wet just sitting here. I even drank his come last night and loved it. Of course, Jamie drank my juices as well. He loves eating me, and I think seeing his pleasure in oral sex is inspiring to me. I think he likes licking my pussy as much as he enjoys me sucking him off, and that pleasure is contagious. It was a great night of pure, unadulterated sex, with the man I have loved my entire adult life.
Right now however, I am trying to figure out how to rectify this relationship with the rest of my life. I don't want to be a mistress. I don't want to be some "other woman". I just want to be happy with the man I love. In my heart I know the entire thing is wrong, but I cannot stay away from him. I am happiest when I'm with Jamie and seem to be able to rationalize away any issues that interfere with my being with him. Even as I sit here contemplating all that is wrong, I catch myself with my hand in my panties gently diddling my clit to another climax while daydreaming about him. Oooohhhh, fuck, that feels good!
Jamie owns a little camper that he keeps in the woods near a jobsite that he is working, and he wants me to visit for a day or so. I am fighting with myself whether to go or not. Make no mistake, I want to go. I want him to fuck me over, and over, doing all of those dirty things to me that only his erotic, loving, mind could convince me to enjoy. But I don't want this type of relationship. I want him, not the guilt that has suddenly sabotaged my love for this relationship. I'm not sure how I will work this out in my mind, but I do know that I've been invited to go camping and my heart is throbbing with excitement about the trip. Jamie is the one thing that makes me feel like a happy, sensual woman, and I want that feeling. I want some passion in my life. I want to be desired, and loved, and fucked, and made to suck cock, or whatever Jamie wants that will make us both feel wonderful.
Email - Jamie to Jennie:
Hey, how are you? I've been thinking about you all day and wondering if you've considered the camping invitation? What do you think about next Friday and/or Saturday? There is a wonderful nature preserve to hike, and then we can barbecue over the campfire and whatever else we might want to do. Are you game?
Email - Jennie to Jamie:
I am gamer than you can imagine, and I'd love to go camping. But...
Email- Jamie to Jennie:
But?
Email - Jennie to Jamie:
Yes, But! We've stepped onto less solid ground, and I'm not so comfortable with the potential ramifications. I don't want to ruin your life.
Email - Jamie to Jennie:
I don't want to ruin your life either... Both of us have a lot at risk... But (my turn to play the "but" card) we have a lot to gain as well. We've loved each other forever and both find extreme pleasure in each other's company, and we have been very good at handling the situation up to this point while respecting each other's privacy. Let's go camping and discuss "us". We are not getting any younger. Maybe it's best to revert to the wonderful friendship we've re-established. Or maybe it's best to do more, but that conversation would be best had in person, and to do it with you while hiking a beautiful nature preserve would be special. Game?
Email - Jennie to Jamie:
Game... I think
So, on the next Friday afternoon I find myself driving to meet Jamie at some remote spot in the woods in central Pennsylvania. I've never been camping in my life, and don't really care about camping. Except for the fact that I'll do almost anything for Jamie, I would never even consider the idea of camping. As I drive to meet him, I am wearing the flannel shirt, camp shorts, and a pair of hiking boots. (It's amazing how nice the women's clothes are at Cabela's on-line). I actually considered wearing high heels with this outfit because I know Jim loves high heels, but I also know he is serious about hiking. So, with some reservation, I packed the sexy heels in the suitcase, and put the good shoes for walking on my feet. And, despite my trepidation, underneath my little camping outfit, I put on a very sexy little bra and nothing else. If he gets to see it, I know he'll love my underwear (or lack thereof) choices. Jamie does truly make me feel like a sexy woman.
As I approach, I can see Jamie outside the camper setting up the fire pit. God, he looks good. Tall, broad shouldered, hard muscled, and a swaggering strut, combined with his generally easy-going nature makes for quite the package. He is truly a man's man. But he also possesses a tender side that is hard to explain but makes him a fascinating contradiction at times. After pulling up and parking, Jim comes over to greet me with a great bear of a hug, and God he smells good. A clean, fresh, but masculine, soap smell that just cuts into my senses and immediately puts a tingle between my legs.