Waiting for the elevator:
The memory of the joy of sex with women has receded into her past. She has a vague recollection of some of the activities, probably more vivid for having repeated the stories over and over for her Chester husband. There was the occasion of couple play where she and Cindy intimately caressed and pleasure each other under the direction and watchful eyes of the men in their lives. But the actual touch, the feel, the sensation that once gripped her so entirely of pleasure shared only among women has faded like the final phase of a setting sun. She keeps it at arms length knowing the intoxicating effect it has on her. But time passes and feelings arise. She finds herself looking again at lesbian porn. She notices other women again and feels that familiar pang between her legs. Her mind drifts to thoughts of the pleasure she has experienced. Despite wanting to tell herself that its nothing and that was just stuff that happened in the past, some part of her, some carnal part hopes that she is wrong. The more she denies her need, the more it arouses her want. The pictures in her mind start to accelerate, and soon entire memories come to the service. And she is not disgusted or appalled by these memories, but she invites them in and revels in their purity. She wants to give herself again to a woman. She desires to feel her tongue on a pussy as it cums. She craves the sensation of strap on pounding her body while the soft flesh of a woman is along her spine. With each moment, the feeling grows.
She lingers for a moment on a new dream. The scene is a suburban home. Professional women of all types are talking and laughing together while sharing wine and cheese. Hair is done, makeup in place, to anyone looking in it would give the appearance of a PTA meeting or a sewing circle. But no one is looking because all window are closed and covered, and there is a sense of expectancy in the air. The owner of the house joins the group and joins in the fun and laughter. The conversation is light and airy until someone crosses the topic of what has brought them together this night. "When will we meet this pet of yours?" an attractive looking brunette in a tight fitting black dress asks.
Everyone grows silent, and all eyes turn to the hostess. There are 20+ women, and not one of them is talking or eating. It is evident the mood in the room has changed.
The hostess walks past a few housewife types toward a box on the far side of the room. As everyone watches, she shuffles around in the box and pulls something out for the evening's entertainment. She walks back through the crowd of silent women to a counter in the center of the kitchen. She places a small step stool at the counters and with one swift move, she strikes the counter with her fist. She turns and walks away with all eyes following her. As she leaves their sight behind the bedroom door, their eyes return to the centerpiece and there, stuck to the counter is a giant rubber dildo.