This is the tenth episode in a series entitled "Jackie and Artie". If you have not read the previous nine episodes of this series, I encourage you do so before beginning this chapter.
"Jackie and Artie" is a romantic story about a dominant hot wife and her submissive cuckold husband. While they have a deep and abiding love for each other they do lead an alternative lifestyle. If this subject matter offends you or makes you feel uncomfortable I strongly suggest that you find something else to read.
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As I walked into the living room to wait for Mr. Harper I started to get nervous. What if this man wasn't nice? What if he was an asshole? What if he laughed at me? Even worse, what if he pitied me? That would be unbearable.
Connie had assured me that Phil was a nice guy who understood, but could I trust Connie? I had to trust Connie. If I couldn't trust her, how could I trust Jackie?
Could I trust Jackie? Was trusting her foolish? She cheated on me the entire time we've been married.
Wednesday night she was terrified that I might divorce her. That was telling. If she didn't love me would divorce really be that terrible for her?
She wouldn't want to lose custody of the girls, but is that even a reasonable concern? She's the girl's mother. The courts almost never separate a mother from her children. At worst she'd end up with shared custody and shared custody would probably be a bonus for her. When I had the girls she'd be free to focus on her career and party with men.
I did put Jackie through law school so the court might decide that I was entitled to part of her income. Since I also had a career I doubted that she'd lose much. It was most likely that she'd end up with primary financial responsibility for the girls. I couldn't imagine that was a serious concern for her. While Jackie enjoys the things money can buy, money itself has never been a big motivator for her. Sex and power are her passions and of course, family.
Cuckold, insecurity is thy middle name. I smiled. It should be; cuckold, groundless insecurity is thy middle name. I knew Jackie. Nothing mattered more to her than her family and that family included me.
I'm sure there are naysayers who would eagerly point out that Jackie cheated on me for over eight years and I didn't know it. To those people I would say I did know it; I just chose not to recognize it. There's a big difference.
Yes, Jackie did lie to me, but in her mind it was the lesser evil. Knowing everything I now know, I have to agree with her. If she hadn't lied to me we wouldn't be together and we wouldn't have Cassie and Monica. That would be untenable.
No, when it came to things that really mattered; Jackie was trustworthy and that made Connie and Nattie trustworthy too. I smiled. I had three people who cared about me and that knowledge makes the fears, insecurities and doubts that plague all of us insignificant.
I glanced at the clock on the fireplace mantel. It was 7:30. Phil's arrival was imminent.
I sat on the couch. As I waited I thought about Jackie. It was 7:30. She'd been with Clayt for over an hour. I assumed that she'd already given him a blow job. She'd been very clear that when she got to his hotel room that was the first thing she was going to do.
I had a momentary attack of jealousy. Once again another man was getting something I'd been denied. Remembering my recent conversation with Connie, I quickly rejected that thought. Jackie had never deliberately deprived me of anything. Her neglect was an inadvertent side effect of the dual life she'd been trying to lead.
Feeling better, I relaxed and let my submissive cuckold desires flow freely. My wife was in a hotel room with another man. She'd most likely already sucked his cock and by now they were probably fucking. For several years this had been my secret fantasy. Now that it was actually happening it seemed to me that I should try to let go of my inhibitions and enjoy it.
Reaching down, I felt the chastity cage that confined my penis and turned me into a temporary eunuch. Excitement rippled through me as I thought about the pleasure Mr. Taylor must be experiencing with my wife while at the same time, I was required to wait patiently at home with my penis locked in a plastic cage. It was a cage designed to prevent me from even enjoying the simple pleasure of masturbation, a pleasure freely enjoyed by any teenaged boy with a stack of dirty pictures or an active imagination. To a submissive masochistic cuckold this was the excitement of denial in its most intense form.
I laughed. I really was one kinky son of a bitch; but then so were my wife, her mother and her sister. We were damn lucky that we'd found each other. I laughed again as I realized that was exactly what Connie had been trying to tell me for the past two days.
I thought about the past two and a half days. While I'd certainly been on an emotional roller coaster I had to admit that excluding our wedding day and the days our girls were born, these last days were turning out to be the most exciting time of my life.
I liked being a submissive cuckold and I liked being Jackie's servant. That was all there was to it. If Jackie liked that arrangement too, then why shouldn't we be able to live that way? I now knew that was what I wanted.
I understood that it was going to be difficult. There were going to be times when jealousy and insecurity wormed their way into my psyche. While I realized that was inevitable, I also knew that Jackie loved me and I was confident that knowledge would help me weather any attack of emotional doubt that might plague me.
I remembered Jackie saying that she was planning to tell Mr. Taylor about our relationship. I wondered if she'd done it. She'd also told me that she might call. I think she was hoping to get Mr. Taylor to thank me for allowing him to fuck her. That would be humiliating, deliciously humiliating. I felt my penis straining to expand in the confines of its plastic cage. Damn, I really was a kinky son of a bitch and my wife was every bit as kinky as I was. Life was definitely turning out to be fun.
And then the front doorbell rang. Phil Harper had arrived. I was about to meet my first bull. Suddenly panic stricken, I froze. The doorbell rang again. Pulling myself out of my state of panic I stood up and hurried across the room. I didn't want to keep Connie's guest waiting.
When I reached the door I stopped. I took one long slow breath to help me gather my courage and then I pulled the door open.
Phil Harper was a tall man, at least six foot three or maybe even four. While he was at least forty, he still had a full head of long wavy dark brown hair that he wore combed straight back. Clean shaven, he had a chiseled jaw and deep blue eyes that appeared to be full of life. He wore a tight fitting knit shirt that accentuated his broad shoulders, well-muscled torso and narrow waist. It was easy to see why women found him attractive. He was a handsome man.
As soon as he saw me he smiled and said; "Hi, I'm Phil Harper. I'm supposed to meet Connie Reid here."
Deciding to fully play my role, I nodded and said; "Good evening Mr. Harper, Madam Constance is expecting you. Please come in."
Laughing, Phil stepped into the house and said; "Madam Constance? Damn that woman does know how to play a game."
Still playing my role, I said; "Sir, Madam Constance is getting dressed. Please come into the living room and make yourself at home."
As I led Phil into the living room he said; "You must be Artie."
I stopped and turned so I was facing him. "Yes sir, I am. I'm Ms. Jacqueline's Conners personal servant."
Phil put his arm around my shoulder. "Artie, Can we take a break for a moment?"
"Yes sir, of course we can."
Shaking his head, Phil said; "No, if we're taking a break I'm Phil, all right?"
Nodding, I said; "Jackie and I call it a time-out."
"That works for me, I'm calling time-out."
I smiled. "Okay Phil."
Smiling back at me, Phil said; "Artie, I'm Phil Harper. It's a pleasure to finally meet you."
I looked at him with a puzzled expression. "Finally meet me?"
"Artie; Connie, Jackie, Nattie and I are all members of a rather loosely organized sex club. We get together once or twice a month. Our meetings are actually parties."
"Jackie, Connie and Nattie have all told me about the club."
"The parties are sex parties."
"I know."
"All of us are friends, so we also take some time to fill each other in on what's happening in our lives. Artie; Jackie, Connie and Nattie describe you as the greatest man that's ever walked the face of the earth."
Suddenly feeling like I was being pandered, a wave of bitterness surged through me. "And that's why Jackie was fucking you and a host of other men for the past several years."
We stared at each other. After a moment Phil said; "I'm sorry, I deserved that. I know that you just learned about all of this a couple of days ago. I should have been more sensitive."
Shaking my head, I said; "No I'm sorry, I've already discussed all of this with Jackie, Connie and Nattie. It's just that I'm still a little touchy about it."
Nodding, Phil said; "And I sounded like I was schmoozing you."
"Yeah a little bit."
"Maybe I was, but it wasn't to con you. Artie, all three of them really do love you."
"I know."
"Do you?"
"Yeah I think I do."
"I'm glad, because it's true."
I smiled.
Phil smiled back and then he said; "So you seem to have found a niche as a submissive cuck."
"I guess so."
"Your answer suggests that you're still having a little difficulty coming to grips with your new position."
"Our culture doesn't applaud wimps who get a thrill from seeing other men fuck their wives."
Shaking his head, Phil said; "No it doesn't, hell our culture doesn't extol the virtues of anyone who deviates even a little bit from a very narrowly defined norm."
"Aint that the truth."
"Our sex club does."
"What do you mean?"
"Our sex club celebrates the diversity of sexual preferences. Our motto is, if you're consenting adults and no one is being seriously injured, it's all good."
"Seriously injured?"
Phil shrugged. "I have a good friend, his name is Teddy,"
"Connie mentioned him."
"Nothing excites Teddy more than watching his wife suck my cock while my wife whips him."