I would like to thank Kingsley Hay for editing my story.
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Tanya looked divine standing at the bar sipping her sixth vodka on the rocks, her black cocktail dress clinging to her super sexy frame. It was too tight around her middle resulting in her breasts being squeezed together and pushed up and out. There was a lot more out than in! What made them striking was that they were quite large 34 Ds for her slender figure and 5'4" height. Her dress split on both sides almost up to her thong. Her legs were worth drooling over and it helped that she worked out everyday.
She giggled like a girl, in the same way as she did when she was 17. That was ten years ago when I first met her. But everything else about her had changed. She was a lot hotter, more confident, and much better at sex. She was in fact a goddess now. She attracted male attention like the lottery. Which was not a good thing for me because I married her two weeks ago! What had also changed was that she had lost all her innocence. I had destroyed it by breaking up with her four times over the last ten years.
Ten years ago
When we started going out -- all we did was kissed. It took me a year to get her lovely jugs in my mouth and another year to finger her pussy. It was the eve of the third year when I was pushing my hard-on into her virgin hole. She was tighter than hell and as a result she kept forcing me out.
We went to different colleges and didn't see much of each other. It was "love." I was already looking around as I didn't see how much longer this would continue. I told her this and she was devastated. I got laid a few times after that but missed her from time to time. After a year of graduation, I looked her up and we started chatting online and talking.
She thought I had grown up and we could have something special again. We started meeting but she was reluctant to do anything physical until we got to a serious stage. I started losing interest again.
The third time around was another year later. She totally didn't believe me! She had a boyfriend then but I didn't think it was anything strong.
A few months ago
Neither of us had been in any serious relationships. We started hanging out as friends again. She had changed a lot. Her body was a lot sexier with all the physical things she was into -- workouts, yoga and whatever. I couldn't wait to get her into bed.
But there apparently was another man who I didn't know about - Val. Val was her senior at work, married with a kid. He was apparently going through a rough marriage and Tanya confided in him a lot. She told me he was a good friend. What was I going to say? So was I! Just a good friend! She knew I was trying to be more but said she needed time. She would spend one weekend night with him and the other with me. We did all the platonic stuff -- movies, dinners etc. I never got to her apartment until........
I was falling for her more than ever; she was not, however, like before. She was calm and collected but she didn't date other guys. Val was the only other guy she hung out with. I couldn't keep my cool anymore and when one Saturday we did go up to her apartment, I asked her, "Are you interested in Val? Are you fucking him?"
She laughed and said, "It is none of your business and why are you asking anyway?"
"I love you and want to marry you," I blurted out.
"Suddenly, after ten years?" she snapped back. "Or maybe if you get some of my pussy, your 'lil dicky' might want to run elsewhere."
I was shocked. She never talked like that.
"What do you mean 'lil dicky'?" I defended, "it's a good deal above average size."
Her mood changed. "Listen I am sorry. I didn't mean that. It's just that I don't see myself getting over what you have done for so many years," she replied. "And yes I have feelings for Val but that does not have a future."
"So you have fucked him?" I asked.
"Does that really make a difference to you? Or your proclaimed love?" she replied and I was trying to think of what to say.
I made up my mind.
"I still want to marry you, that is, if you would consider it."
She took my hands in hers.
