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It started out very innocently. My wife Jill and I were in the bedroom continuing the job of unpacking boxes in the house we had moved into two weeks earlier.
Our eight-year son came in with a magazine subscription ad, asking his mom to fill it out and order the magazine for him. "I only want to get it for a little while," he said whining only slightly.
"You have to have 12 inches." was my wife's reply. Looking over at me embarrassed she said, "I mean 12 issues. If you want it you'll have to get 12 issues."
Of course I, not being able to let a good slip go past said "I can't get you twelve inches right now, but if you wait a while...." This went right over the head of the eight-year whose mind remained on the magazine while mine descended into the gutter.
Jill and our son, Michael continued their magazine conversation as if I hadn't said anything and for a while I thought neither of them had heard me.
After Michael left the room Jill turned to me and said "Where are you going to get twelve inches from?"
"Would you like it if I had 12 inches for you?" was my reply.
"Hmmm," was her reply as she picked a laundry basket and headed for the washer.
As I continued unpacking and watched some baseball on TV I thought about the conversation and that very strange "Hmmmm."
Jill and I had been married for fifteen years. Our sex life had been good, but as with most couples it had tapered off quite a bit in the last few years. Juggling a home, work and family sometimes doesn't leave with time or energy to pursue an active sex life. We had done a few things to enliven our sex play a little. We have talked quite a bit about our sex lives before marriage and those chats usually led to some pretty hot sexual action afterward.
As I put things away I tried to remember if Jill had ever talked about the size of her previous sex partners. She had told me about her adventure sucking off two of her medical school classmates on the same night, at different times, and about the guy she almost got engaged to. But she had never said if they were larger than my 6 1/2" cock.
She'd never complained although vaginal orgasms were rare for her. I love eating her pussy anyway and feeling it get wetter after she cums, so having her cum by clitoral stimulation was fine by me.
I wondered maybe any of her previous lovers were big dick cocksman. Being a black man who isn't blessed with a 10 inch swinger between my legs got me to thinking that her Freudian slip might be something to follow up on.
The thoughts buzzed around inside my head the rest of the afternoon as I mindlessly unpacked and put things away. I had had the wife watching thoughts before and they were very arousing, but I had never put this much thought time into it. It's amazing what an innocent comment and some time to explore it can do for you.
That evening in bed we went through weekly round of sex. Things as I've said, had gotten a bit staid but tonight fueled by thoughts I'd been having all afternoon, my sexual energy was ramped up and running high. Jill must have noticed to because there was more swing to her hips as I moved inside her pussy. Circling hip motions to match my own and serious pushing back as I pushed in. Trying to make it last I pulled out to have just the head of my cock between her lips. Jill opened her eyes and said, "My, what got into you?"
"It's what's in you my love," I replied, smiling. As I started to push back in I finally asked the question. "Were any of your boyfriends bigger than I am?"
She looked at me puzzled. "Taller?" she asked.
"No," I said "bigger, you know, bigger?"
"Oh, that bigger," she said getting my meaning. "Maybe, I don't know."
Something about the way she said made me know she did know.
"Come on," I said, "Tell me."
"Well, I guess James was bigger and maybe Larry was," she said.
James and Larry were two of the six lovers she had had before we met and married.
"It doesn't matter though, I like the way you feel inside me."
I wasn't about to leave it alone yet. "Did you cum more easily vaginally with a larger dick inside you?" I asked. Still inside her I could feel a little contraction of her pussy muscles as I asked the question.
"Not really" was her answer. I could tell she was getting close to cutting off this conversation, so I let it go and we went off to a great finish. I pushed in deeper and wrapped my arms around her. We were sweating from our efforts and the brief conversation had given us some rest and added sexual tension, as if we had been talking about something forbidden or taboo. As I stroked in and out rushing to the finish I wondered if she were thinking about one of those larger cocks fucking her now. Her orgasm, and mine right after it certainly made me think she was. As I lay inside her, the hardness of my cock receding and our breathing returning to normal, Jill said, "You've always been big enough for me." I rolled off on to my side of the bed, kissed her good night and went to sleep.
At the time she didn't know it, but Jill had just opened the door on my secret fantasy. I've always been highly sexed. Daily masturbation was part of my routine day before I got married at age 28. Now 15 years later it was still apart of my life just maybe not on a daily basis. Moving from secretly watching X-rated VHS tapes in basement after Jill went to sleep to catching video clips on the net before going to sleep at night, to chatting on line, and reading stories, I liked sex and porn.
One night I was chatting with a woman who told me the hottest story I had ever heard. She told me her husband had brought a few friends over after they had been bowling. The husband and friends were in the hot tub relaxing. Husband comes into the kitchen and asks her to bring out some drinks. She says okay. Then he asks her to do it wearing a bikini. She protested a little but wound up doing just that. After the first round of drinks he asked her to serve the second round to them topless. She agreed and things got wilder when she joined them in the hot tub. She wound up having her pussy eaten by all three of her husband's friends, and sucked off two of the guys while hubby watched. Her story had me so hard I had to take care of it before going to sleep. I chatted with her another time and she said she was waiting for them to come over again. This time she was ready and wanted to fuck all of them.
That story was the start to my fantasy. Before that the idea of watching my wife Jill with another man would never have entered my mind. That night it entered my mind and stayed there. It was something I could never tell Jill about. I thought she'd freak out, call me a pervert and I'd find myself sleeping in the guest room. Now a seemingly innocent slip of the tongue might have put the fantasy thing in a different perspective. Maybe she did want a 12 inch cock, and maybe I could be there to watch. The thought gave my cock a big twitch.
I decided to think it out and slowly see where things went. I knew I couldn't just spring it on her: "Honey, can I watch while you fuck this guy with the big cock?" That would never work. As a few weeks went by I thought more about it and got increasingly excited as I did.