"Sameer, will you eat faster for god's sake?"
I beseeched my 12 year old son, who had already woken up late and missed his usual ride to school with his college going brother Apu. I was packing his school lunch box.
The kid barely moved and kept staring at the TV. He never listened to me!
"Sameer if you get another late mark, I swear you will not see a screen until you're 40 and I will..."
BINGBONG!
Went the bell. I waited a few seconds.
"Sameer, will you at least go get the door?"
The chair finally moved and he walked to the door. I assumed it was some Amazon delivery.
"Mom! Someone here for you!" he called out.
I wondered who it could be. Wiping my hands, I walked to the front door. And I stopped in my tracks halfway. And my mouth went dry.
Standing in the door, right next to Sameer, was Sajid.
Yes, THAT Sajid. A lot more white in his lot thinner hair and visibly aged. But him! Still standing upright in that cocky way. Still oozing that labor masculinity.
Both my heart and my pussy pulsated.
Sajid stared at me for a second. Then at Sameer for two seconds. I was sure I knew what Sajid was thinking.
And then he just turned around and walked away.
"Who was that?" Sameer closed the door and asked.
"I don't know."
It was my first real lie in years.
I am generally not a liar. I was always honest to a fault. Except for my Sajid phase. I found myself lying so much for him to others! And to him for others. My only defense for these lies was that they were all meant to protect feelings and futures.
I had left without telling him. Without telling him that I was carrying his baby. Was he back because he was angry at that betrayal? Should I call Tarun?
BEEPBEEPBEEP!!!
It was the neighbor who had graciously offered to drop Sameer to school.
"Go!" I said my younger son.
"But I still haven't finished my..."
"Go!! Now!!" I put the lunch box in his hand and pretty much pushed him out of the door.
I closed the door and leaned against it. I heard the car drive away.
I waited, my heart racing.
Two minutes passed. And the bell rang again. I opened the door.
It was him again.
"I thought you would be alone. The boys generally leave before this."
He said flatly and walked in, as if we had never lost touch. The comment indicated he had been watching me for a few days. But he probably didn't even think about how that would make me feel. There was never any guile with the guy.
From the beginning, he had acted in a very nonchalant way about having a hold over me. Though that was probably central to his raw appeal for me. A man several pegs below me in the social order treating me like a plaything got me aroused like nothing else.
"Sajid...."
I had no idea what to say or feel. No, that's not true. I felt extremely horny. My eye went to his crotch. He noticed. He had been staring at my butt anyway, which I found myself jutting back a bit. As I often did around him.
"Memsaab, bend over."
Just that old command, after a dozen years, made me almost cum right there. Many days, those were the only words he said to me all day. Most of our relationship was just moans and grunts and orgasmic hollers.
From the moment I had seen him standing at the door next to his biological son, I had known we were going to fuck again. No point in chit chat with him. No point in asking where he came from, how he found me all these years later, or anything. Until he was done fucking me at least once, there would be no real conversation.
I slid my sweatpants down stepping out of them, walked to the couch, and bent over with my elbows on the arm rest. Like he liked to start. He came and landed that usual first spank hard. On my butt right on the tattoo that marked me forever as his.
"Your ass has swelled a bit. What are you now? 40?"
"Mmmmm.....oh fuck!" I moaned as the thick rod was shoved in with the same familiarity as before, without any foreplay. "Forty five...oooh!"
"You don't look it."