I wanted to write to try and sort things out in my own mind and to share some erotic ideas with you. I love reading about other peoples experience, I think it makes me more open-minded.
To be truthful, now that I've had a few attempts at starting this I'll confess writing about my affair does turn me on!
I'd been married to Vince for 8 years and was a faithful wife. I would never have had an affair except my husband encouraged me to.
Last year my husband Vince had an affair with a friend of mine I soon found out, through another friend!
Things got pretty tense between us.
We don't have children so we almost split up and went our own ways.
Anyhow we got to talking about our lives together, to shorten the story, I forgave him, I'm not a jealous person and neither is he.
Vince is a good guy at heart, just really insecure, I think he needs to please women to build himself up, guess I have a little of that in me too!
Vince started the ball rolling, wanting to open up our relationship to new ideas.
His way of making things right was to get me to have sex with, kind of to even up the score I guess.
Actually he had been hinting at this fantasy he has of me being with another man for a couple of years!
After Vince's affair, I thought about doing it, kind of as revenge, but I was too afraid to go all the way with someone else other than my husband.
I love Vince, he was the one to take my virginity and that meant a lot to me, I wanted to be loyal to him as I always have even with his little faults!
Vince wouldn't let up on his fantasy, he said he owed it to me to make sure I enjoyed myself. He wanted me to go out with my girlfriends and find someone to have a fling with!
As a compromise I did start going out on Friday nights with an old girlfriend, Kathy.
We danced together and she flirted a bit, but that's all!
When I came home Vince would get around to asking if I had found someone.
Gradually I realized how much it was turning him on. I kept on telling him there were no nice guys out there and he'd complain that I was too fussy.
I had only seen a few nice guys and most of them were already taken. I admit that I am quite fussy, I couldn't make love to someone I didn't know very well and respect.
This was hard to explain to Vince!
After this had been going on for a few months, I was getting a bit sick of drinking at various pubs and coming home smelling like an old cigarette.
One night when I got home, Vince started his usual questions. This time I made up a story about meeting someone to see how he would react.
I told him I'd met a nice guy and that he'd bought me a drink and that he ended up walking me to the car.
I thought Maybe Vince would get jealous and ease up on his hints.
It didn't have that effect, he loved the idea of me having sex with someone else.
I was going to make up something extra to tease him with but he pestered me so much to tell him about what went on I refused and went to sleep.
The next morning as we lay in bed Vince asked me about the night before.
I was about to tell the truth but was met by my husband poking his hard penis none too subtly at me.
I didn't tell any thing at first, then I made up a bit of a story to test his reaction.
I told him I had kissed the stranger goodnight before he left.
Well I could tell Vince was disappointed that nothing more had happened and I was having fun leading him on, so I made up a small "confession." For Vince's benefit.
"Darling don't get mad at me but he did something else, he felt my boobs!"
Vince got really turned on and my role-playing was making me feel nice too.
We ended up having beautiful sex, made all the more crazy for me as while Vince was on top he kept saying things like,
"Did you suck his cock?" or "How big was his cock?"
Afterwards to my astonishment Vince laughed and told me he was glad someone else had felt my boobs.
This peeved me a bit as I thought he would have been at least a bit jealous, instead he started pestering me for details and before I knew it his finger was sliding around in my hole warming me up again.
The sex was great but Vince kept on and on, pestering me for more detail.
Eventually this got me to add some more to my "confession."
I used my sexiest whisper in Vince's ear,
"Well I did let him touch my boobs for quite a while as he was a good kisser, I couldn't stop him from getting my bra off and sucking on my nipples."
This drove Vince wild, he begged for more details as he slid in and out of me.
The sex was driving me crazy by now, so I made up some more, I didn't think that Vince really believed me anyhow.
I told him how I got so carried away that I let my stranger put his finger in me before he left, I was almost laughing as Vince poked away at me, getting Redder and Redder in the face till he came.
As we lay there I whispered to Vince that my stranger wanted to meet me there again next week. To my surprise, my husband gave me his blessing, saying it would be good for me and good for our relationship!
Telling my husband this story made him try to fuck me every day for the next week.
He kept on at me until I had arranged to go out with Kathy again.
On Friday night he almost forced me out of the house to meet up with my fantasy man.
Kathy, my friend had a surprise for me. I'd already told her about Vince's ideas.
She'd arranged to meet her guy at the pub and for him to bring someone for me.
Kathy is a lot wilder than me.
Somehow it was different this time, being with the two guys.
By the time I'd finished my first drink, I felt right at home listening to the band.
I think they made us feel more secure, so as the night went on, we let our hair down a bit.
The guy I was with was named Tim. He bought me a cocktail I didn't ask for, but what the heck, I drank it and danced with him for a while.
Later Kathy disappeared with her guy leaving me alone Tim.
Tim was getting a little bit drunk and kept grabbing me around the waist so I had to tell him I was married and not to expect anything from me.
I felt that he was a bit too keen so I slipped away from him by going to the toilet.