There are few "routine" scenarios in my work as a dominator of couples, a "bull," to use the pop term. While I understand why the expression is popular and descriptive in its way, I do not like the word as it implies a vulgarity that I avoid in the couples and circumstances of my work. It is, I suppose, the main reason I reject so many of the contacts that come my way. Even though my work is completely referral-based, and I am often promised that so-and-so would be a perfect match with my offerings, I find that many couples want what I will not give them.
Some want pain, some want violent abuse and humiliation, others are into watersports and the like, some want the husband to join into homosexual play with me. Note that I am not being judgmental; I could not care less how a couple "gets off," but
I am the dominator, and I want what I want, and I want and will have couples who want me to be that way.
There are other men available for other duties. There is no "standard" situation. There is someone for everyone.
Over the years I have sharply defined what it is I want, and what I am prepared to offer my clients. In essence my activity is focused upon the woman, never essentially to degrade her spouse -- another popular request. It may surprise one to know that I have a wide range of appreciation in this regard. If a woman is certifiably healthy and takes care of herself she doesn't have to be starlet-quality to gain my service. Morbid obesity is not acceptable, nor behavior that is loud and uncouth, but barring these, I will consider their petition. In fact, I vastly prefer the average woman-next-door type to the beauty queen. Nor is age an excluding factor.
Her mate may disqualify if I feel he wants to challenge me in any way (he must surrender), is oafish, or if he insists upon having sex with me. Readers may know that I almost always insist that the husband early on take my penis into his mouth as a show of submission, and perform whatever acts I deem necessary, such as washing me and worshipping my genitals when such dominating gestures enhance the appropriate psychology of the wife. This is not "homosexuality;" it is pure Domination.
I will tell you about a commission I undertook about two years ago in the upper Midwest that was unlike anything else that ever happened to me.
I hate flying because of all the stupid impediments to what should reasonably be a simple process, and even first-class travel (which I insist upon from the client) is no guarantee against delays and other obstacles. To make things worse, when I was finally prepared to meet with my clients after my four-hour delay (where lunch became instead a dinner engagement), only the husband was present. This is not okay with me, and I immediately moved to adjourn or cancel our interview before we even sat down.
"I understand! I understand!" he stammered. Let's call him Percy. "But sit, have a glass of wine, and just hear me out. Then decide."
Past the point of no return, like reading most of a novel you don't like but have gone too far not to finish it, I agreed. I ordered a martini. It was well-made. Frosty glass, good gin, and an olive that had never seen a jar. It was the nicest thing that happened all day, so far. Percy had a Manhattan. We made small talk waiting for our drinks. When they arrived, I took an icy hit, made an appreciative sound, then leaned forward to make the case.
"I made it very clear, Percy, that I simply must meet with husband
and
wife before we may or may not proceed."
He put his palms out. "I understand. Just listen." Feigning some impatience, I smiled for him to continue.
"She doesn't know how badly she wants this," he began, "and when you meet her, you'll be so delighted at the way she looks and her... her bearing, that all this will be worth it. For you, me, her -- everything."
It dawned on me. "She doesn't know I'm here." This was going the wrong way fast. I took another gulp of my drink and glared at Percy.
"No." He admitted it. "But see, I know her so well, and in these matters... much better than she knows herself. I know she wants this badly, but she just doesn't know it! Her upbringing. She's a good girl. See, she doesn't know
how
to know she wants this." He paused. "But I can tell she does. Do you see?" And then, "her name is Martha."
I studied Percy. He was short, a little pudgy, balding, late-40s, but he had an air of dignity, sincerity and good-nature about him. "What do you want out of this, Percy?"
He seemed a little jarred at the question. "Well... I never put it into words before..." He stared over my shoulder and considered the issue. "I know what you do. You know how you were referred to me. And I'm not 'gay,' but I'm willing to do whatever I need to do, and do it as well as you want me to. See, my wife is so feminine... and her needs are such that I can't really be the sort of man that would bring her that great, once-in-a-lifetime thrill. To be satisfied so completely, as she ought to be, as a woman. By a man such as yourself." He looked down at the floor and furrowed his brow. "I don't want to make too much of this aspect, but... well... nature didn't really gift me very well in the... genital department. See? She never complains, but she doesn't even know that there are men like you! And I want her to see that she doesn't have to go behind my back to find this out." This was difficult for him. And I was tempering to his plight. I had never faced this sort of circumstance before.
Percy went on. "Look, I don't have an inferiority complex. But you have everything I lack as a man. I'm not the lover type. I'm rich, I'm one of the most famous people in my field -- I have everything I ever wanted. But with my Martha... I want her to see that there is a man like you out there. A fantasy man, I guess I'd call you. To bring her a night of something so rich and fulfilling that she would never have the ability or courage to even imagine it. And this excites me! I want to help you open her completely, and I'll do anything you ask."
A look of discomfort passed over his brow. He continued. "I'm not looking forward to humiliation -- I know that this is part of the deal usually, Adam told me how you worked with them [Adam was the man who referred Percy to me], but I'll do whatever you think my Martha needs to completely have this experience. I feel a primal need to do this! Does that make any sense? I feel like I'm rambling..."
I finished my martini and ordered another. Percy had caught me. There was much to discuss, but I'll spare you the details.
It was Percy's wish that we arrive at his home on that Friday evening together. He had told Martha that he was bringing a friend home for a drink. This was unusual but Martha was fine with it and asked no questions. We arrived on time and Martha was standing in the foyer. (Yes, they have a foyer in their gated mansion). She was as Percy said she was. Not beautiful in a worldly way, but lovely. Maybe ten years younger than Percy, a little thin, but nicely proportioned. About 5'3" is my guess, compact and graceful. Her face was without makeup. It was unnecessary. Her eyes were bright blue with hair brown and short, and when she smiled she looked like a little angel.
The smile did not last. She was remarkably perceptive. She took one look at me -- and she
knew
.
"Percy?" she asked, still looking at me like a deer frozen in the headlights. "What's going on?"
Percy was embarrassed. "Martha. This is the
guest
I told you about." He emphasized the word "guest" in order to snap some sense of hospitality into her. It worked. It jarred her back.
"Oh! I'm sorry. I don't mean to be rude. I'm Martha," she said quietly, but did not extend her hand in welcome, and if I remember correctly, she took a step back.
"This is John." Percy announced.
I was the only one of us three who understood the dynamics of the situation. I looked at Martha, folded my hands in front of me, smiled and said hello.
"Hello." She looked at Percy with some anxiety. Silence. Thick silence. Percy about to say something then Martha said to him, "Is this what I think it is?"
Percy scrambled to cover. "What's wrong? He's a friend, Martha, and we're just going to sit down, and-"
"Yes, Martha," I interrupted. "It
is
what you think it is." It was obvious to her who, and what, I am. She sensed it keenly and at once. She took a deep breath and held it in. I could see her mind racing, caught between civility and panic.
"Martha," Percy said gently, "we'd like to sit down and have a drink."