HYPOCRISY BITES
Robin came early to the coffee house to meet her lover-to-be. She was still deciding if she wanted to be with him. So far, they had not had sex per se, but she knew she had to give in to him or break it off. If they had sex, that would be the end of her marriage. When it came to sex, she couldn't multi-task. She started her internal deliberation with a review of her husband Kirk's best qualities.
Kirk was the proverbial 'good guy.' Theirs had been a rebound relationship initially. Both had had marriages that had ended because their partners had cheated on them. Kirk had been a good, non-judgmental listener and had a nice, strong shoulder to cry on. It didn't hurt that he was boyishly handsome, well-built, and had plenty of money. Kirk never pressured her towards sex or anything else she didn't want to. The sexual tension grew as they dated more and more. She almost had to rape him to get him to have sex with her the first time. Robin was ready to move on with him at the time.
Robin had made it crystal clear that the one promise that meant more than any other: Fidelity. Kirk must remain loyal to her and their marriage. She couldn't conceive that she would ever cheat.
The sex in their marriage was excellent and, even now, she began to get wet just thinking of the times they had had in bed. Kirk seemed reluctant to get married for fear of being cheated on again. Robin understood but eventually got him to take the chance. Their first few years were wonderful, sex-filled and satisfying. She liked how he paid attention to her, complimented her, and usually went overboard with his presents on her birthday, Christmas and anniversary. On Mother's Day he gave her more presents for his mother-to-be and most actual mothers got. Robin was not being taken for granted. She was not aware of what had happened or did not happen that would cause her to do anything to threaten her marriage. There wasn't anything wrong in her marriage and it was called hypocrisy.
It bothered her that she was contemplating being unfaithful to him. She remembered how she felt when her ex had cheated on her. Robin feared what the likely effect on Kirk would be when he found out he was being cheated on again. Why had she even participated in the seduction by Francoise at the beginning? Why risk her terrific marriage? Her only answer was that although she loved Kirk, she was never really 'in love' with him. She ferverently believed that Francoise was her soulmate. When it came down to it, Robin knew she was more afraid of losing Francoise than she was of hurting Kirk's feelings. That's how passionate she felt when she was around, or even thinking about, Francoise.
Francoise -- just the thought of him led her already wet pussy to gush. It was lust at first sight when he came to her table at this coffee house one day. He had a killer smile with dazzling bright teeth. His wavy, dark hair and tanned features caused her to sigh in hopes of him wanting to pay attention to her. When he spoke to her with that French accent, part of her was ready to go off with him at that moment. Falling for him made no sense logically, but it sure made sense sensually. She remembered their first meeting.
"A beautiful lady should not have such a sad face. I am Francoise and I am a good listener."
"I . . . uh . . I'm Robin." She held out her hand to shake, but her took her hand in his and kissed the back of it. Robin's whole body shivered with excitement in response.
For some reason from the first instance, she felt completely comfortable in talking to this stranger about the slight depression she was feeling and the questions she was having about her marriage. Francoise supported her feelings and her desire to do something about it. He offered his friendship and another meeting with her. She quickly accepted.
That night Robin masturbated to the thought of being fucked by Francoise as soon as she got home and before Kirk got home. It was the best orgasm she had ever experienced. She couldn't help but think about what it might be to really have sex. In the next weeks, her contacts with Francoise were more frequent and more intense. They moved from hugging to kissing to fondling to mutual masturbation.
She awoke from her daydream when Francoise sat down beside her. Once again, his smile caused her to melt in her seat. His presence made it easier for her to bring up what she needed to talk about. Robin had decided to make her lusty desires known. "Francoise, I want to be with you so badly it hurts when you're not next to me. I just can't have sex with you while I'm still married. Fidelity was the cornerstone of our marriage. On the other hand, I don't think I could stand it if we have to wait to have sex during the months that it would take for a divorce to go through. I don't know what to do."
"Robin, have you thought of a legal separation before the divorce? That allows you to avoid the problem of keeping your wedding vows and is simple and quick to do."
"That could do it. Yes, that's the way to do this. But even then, it's scary to think about. I hate to tell Kirk, but I need to. I cry sometimes just thinking of how demoralized he will be." Robin took a few minutes to control her emotions.
She chuckled as she continued, "I can't believe that here we are talking of separation and divorce like they were items on a menu." Robin turned serious. "Francoise, I can't take the risk of ending my marriage if I'm not absolutely positive that you will be there for me."
