"My body's still sore from yesterday," I groaned.
"Oh I'm sorry, "Did I hurt you?"
"I told you . . . we can't meet again," I managed, "Yesterday was the first and last time."
"I told you when I was leaving that the game is just beginning." He said. And then he added, "You are still the most beautiful woman in the world." His voice was smooth and seductive. I could tell he was grinning.
"It isn't safe," I replied.
"Then we'll meet in a hotel," he said, "instead of at your house. I will be waiting for you at 11 p.m. at the Victoria Hotel, room No 228. It's at the end of the building on the second floor. Take a taxi." He instructed. Then he hung up the phone.
For a while I stood, as if entranced, torn between fear and something like giddy lust. At last I decided to meet him, at least once for the last time to talk with him. I went to the bathroom to take a quick shower, and then I spent a lot of time deciding which dress I should wear. I chose a black satin shilwar qameez, suit with a black bra and panties and a matching dupata. I applied a little makeup, and perfume, wondering at the thrill which continued to rise within me; it was as if I was going on my first date.
At 10 AM I caught a taxi. I went not quite reluctantly to the hotel. When I found the room, I knocked on the door, nervous. Adnan was waiting; he opened the door and stepped aside as I entered.
Wasting no time, Adnan took hold of my hands and, as I tilted my head upwards, kissed me gently and slowly. I opened my mouth and his tongue slipped inside. He took me in his arms and held me close to him. My breasts pressed into his chest.
My heart fluttered. My head was against his and I was breathing hard on his ear. He held me tighter and our bodies seemed to melt together
"You have the most magnificent body," Adnan growled, "I told you I dreamed of you after I met you. I've been so horny all night just remembering what we did yesterday; I couldn't get you out of my mind."
"Stop talking and let me breathe, don't act like a kid," I moaned, smiling.
Adnan only pulled me closer, his arms around my neck, and stretched to kiss me. Our lips met. His mouth opened and closed, sought then withdrew. He softly sucked my tongue. I was overcome; I had never been kissed like this before.
He was squeezing me so hard. At last, I managed, "You're hurting me."
"I'm so sorry," he said, embarrassed. And then he led me to the bed. I was a little nervous sitting on the bed beside him.
"No one must know," I said, "If you don't care for yourself, care for me."
"I promised. I care for both of us." he replied
He was too impatient; he grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me hard, his tongue entering my mouth. I struggled for a minute then relaxed and kissed him back.
He kissed along my cheeks and ran his hands up to my breasts.
"You're so beautiful; I can't wait any more," he said. He was distracting me with his biting and nibbling; I gasped when his hand succeeded in slipping down inside my qameez to massage the bare skin of my breast and nipple. Then he pulled my qameez up exposing my bra. Next he lay his other hand on my back, trying to open my bra. His passion pleased me.
"What the hell do you think you're doing? Can't you wait little?" I said jokingly.
"You're even sexier when you're angry. You're so beautiful . . . I got carried away."
I looked at him and winked. "Look you're a nice man and I really like you, but we're both married." I realized too late how that sounded and was abashed.
"We're married, but we aren't dead." Adnan tried to grin, but only managed to look hurt.
"Alright," I conceded. Adnan wanted me as no one had wanted me, so why refuse him?